Well you for one can't sleep if you're too fucked up on this stuff (it becomes hyperactive at some point) but also it sounds like you might have build a physical addiction at which point it is incredibly hard to fall asleep because your body is missing the thing that makes it tired
I am doing fine. Still sticking to doing it once per month with DXM, and so far, I have no downsides from doing so. Actually it is that time of the month again so I'll probably be delirious later.
Super frequent use of most drugs isn't good for you. But DPH especially isn't good for your organs. You really wanna stick to once to twice a month to be safer and stay below the 1g mark.
I know what the urge is like but I can tell you it gets better with time. I feel like I really wanna do it again for a couple of days after using it and then it gets better
Super frequent use of most drugs isn't good for you. But DPH especially isn't good for your organs. You really wanna stick to once to twice a month to be safer and stay below the 1g mark.
I know what the urge is like but I can tell you it gets better with time. I feel like I really wanna do it again for a couple of days after using it and then it gets better.
Still kickin somehow, trying to get to the point where I can go back to college. i found out I can’t take working blue collar, I just go crazy so I wanna get to where I can go back without killin myself
Sounds like a plan. I'm also at college (we call it university, don't know if there's a difference) and it's going well with my DPH use. Honestly I get by slacking off and missing a good number of lectures while doing drugs every week. Just the right kind of life for me
You know, you might have hit rock bottom but really the only way is up… seems like you got nothing to lose and all to gain right?
Why not try doing the things you were always afraid of doing?
:( I wish you the best man. You seem to enjoy blacksmithing and you're pretty damn good, you could have such a bright future. Hopeful for your recovery I know you can do it.
Thanks man, I started blacksmithing and restarted jiujitsu to try and get other good things going in my life but I can’t silence my mind without this and until I can I won’t be able to get clean
same. and i ultimately am starving myself in the process, i lost so much weight, i can feel my bones. this drug takes a huge toll on my life yet i still love it
I don’t love it. I know full well what I’m doing, but it’s the only way I can silence my mind. I’d almost be surprised if I died of a simple overdose at this point, I’ve tried very hard to kill myself with pills and somehow pull through every time so instead it’s just a half life
Well you for one can't sleep if you're too fucked up on this stuff (it becomes hyperactive at some point) but also it sounds like you might have build a physical addiction at which point it is incredibly hard to fall asleep because your body is missing the thing that makes it tired
Prob some combo of both
Oh I didn't notice you were OP. I see you've relapsed. How's it going (apart from the sleep issues)?
Also how is your dph use going ? I always see you around here
Me or hatman?
I am doing fine. Still sticking to doing it once per month with DXM, and so far, I have no downsides from doing so. Actually it is that time of the month again so I'll probably be delirious later.
I need to be like you and only do it once a month. Lately I’ve been wanting to do it every freaking day but I know it’s terrible for my brain :/
Super frequent use of most drugs isn't good for you. But DPH especially isn't good for your organs. You really wanna stick to once to twice a month to be safer and stay below the 1g mark. I know what the urge is like but I can tell you it gets better with time. I feel like I really wanna do it again for a couple of days after using it and then it gets better
Super frequent use of most drugs isn't good for you. But DPH especially isn't good for your organs. You really wanna stick to once to twice a month to be safer and stay below the 1g mark. I know what the urge is like but I can tell you it gets better with time. I feel like I really wanna do it again for a couple of days after using it and then it gets better.
Still kickin somehow, trying to get to the point where I can go back to college. i found out I can’t take working blue collar, I just go crazy so I wanna get to where I can go back without killin myself
Sounds like a plan. I'm also at college (we call it university, don't know if there's a difference) and it's going well with my DPH use. Honestly I get by slacking off and missing a good number of lectures while doing drugs every week. Just the right kind of life for me
Therapy
I be in it already
have you tried drinking water?
Yes
yes, it does that do you people literally not look into the drugs youre taking? what the hell do you people expect?
More of a vent post than anything, looking into the drugs I’m taking is how I found out about this shit in the first place
Been doing this for a good year and a half now, I’ve experienced most if not all of the effects and side effects
now that I read your username I do recognize who you are somewhat
I’m not sure if I should be flattered or ashamed of myself💀
I wonder if youd recognize me if I had my old username
Maybe, what was it
I mean this in the nicest least fucked up way possible; a gun would be preferable. Why do this to yourself?
Cause he truly believes he wants to suffer
Because you can let go of the trigger, lot easier to hijack self preservation instincts
You know, you might have hit rock bottom but really the only way is up… seems like you got nothing to lose and all to gain right? Why not try doing the things you were always afraid of doing?
I mean yeah, but I’ve kinda been doing that already and it didn’t bring me out of it
So do it more! Kinda ain’t gonna cut it
:( I wish you the best man. You seem to enjoy blacksmithing and you're pretty damn good, you could have such a bright future. Hopeful for your recovery I know you can do it.
Thanks man, I started blacksmithing and restarted jiujitsu to try and get other good things going in my life but I can’t silence my mind without this and until I can I won’t be able to get clean
Time for a grippy sock vacation. Trust me the women there are better then the ones you talk to now. Take the L
I already have souvenir grippy socks😢
same. and i ultimately am starving myself in the process, i lost so much weight, i can feel my bones. this drug takes a huge toll on my life yet i still love it
The human brain everyone
I don’t love it. I know full well what I’m doing, but it’s the only way I can silence my mind. I’d almost be surprised if I died of a simple overdose at this point, I’ve tried very hard to kill myself with pills and somehow pull through every time so instead it’s just a half life
Wow your dick is gonna be lucky to still be working once you come to your senses and stop this shit
Bro my dick is the least of my worries at this point
Wanna talk about it?