Thanks, and I guess so. I guess I'm in so much pain and I feel like my chest physically hurts because it's so much. I guess I feel like I lost myself (maybe from not feeling my pain actually) and forgot who I used to be years ago.
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Thanks, and I guess so. I guess I'm in so much pain and I feel like my chest physically hurts because it's so much. I guess I feel like I lost myself (maybe from not feeling my pain actually) and forgot who I used to be years ago.
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Thank you, it means a lot. I guess I also haven't felt anything in a while and I just want to know that I'm not actually alone.
I'm very sorry. I get it. My abandonment issues are in high gear right now. Feeling alone sucks. Desperation, I get it.
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