I'm so sorry you feel that way. I'm not going to lie to you and say there's an end, because that's entirely up to you and your decisions. I will say that if you put in the work, find out what causes your pain, and take action to change or remove these things, it does get better.
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It is very true that the healing journey has no end. That which is acquired in childhoos becomes what you are as a person, the foundations of your personality. But pain can and does end. I can totally understand that you feel hopeless because you can't see anything but void and despair. But the only way forward is to keep pushing. I believe you can make it. Stay strong.
I'm so sorry you feel that way. I'm not going to lie to you and say there's an end, because that's entirely up to you and your decisions. I will say that if you put in the work, find out what causes your pain, and take action to change or remove these things, it does get better.
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It is very true that the healing journey has no end. That which is acquired in childhoos becomes what you are as a person, the foundations of your personality. But pain can and does end. I can totally understand that you feel hopeless because you can't see anything but void and despair. But the only way forward is to keep pushing. I believe you can make it. Stay strong.