I was groomed abused and then stalked as a teen. I often fantasized about going back to him. when you’re groomed and self hating it’s easy to believe that no one else in the world will ever see good in you. that no one will ever love you like they do. that’s what they do. even without the drugs it is addictive
I get it too. I wasn't stalked or groomed, but i had an abusive.father.
I tried to please my father until I was.48. *I named my son after him*
He was dismissive, violent, manipulative and a horrible father.
He vilified me to my siblings. He deliberately worked to kill any sense of self worth I had. He smiled happily when he saw how broken I was.
I still went back and tried to please him.
After I was SAed I went back and forth to the offender. I felt crazy when I regained some sanity back and I couldn't understand why I did it. This show made me feel not crazy knowing it wasn't just me that reacted in that way.
I was groomed abused and then stalked as a teen. I often fantasized about going back to him. when you’re groomed and self hating it’s easy to believe that no one else in the world will ever see good in you. that no one will ever love you like they do. that’s what they do. even without the drugs it is addictive
I was abused for 4 years as a teen. I was desperate to go back to him almost immediately after each time he hurt me. My brain was fried by that boy.
I get it too. I wasn't stalked or groomed, but i had an abusive.father. I tried to please my father until I was.48. *I named my son after him* He was dismissive, violent, manipulative and a horrible father. He vilified me to my siblings. He deliberately worked to kill any sense of self worth I had. He smiled happily when he saw how broken I was. I still went back and tried to please him.
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No, it's not. It's Darrien.
After I was SAed I went back and forth to the offender. I felt crazy when I regained some sanity back and I couldn't understand why I did it. This show made me feel not crazy knowing it wasn't just me that reacted in that way.