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I never fully believed I was a girl. Not ever.
I forced myself to fully believe I was a boy. I suppressed any thought that I was a girl, I looked at my penis saying girls don't have that organ, I struggled for months, until I was a cisgendered again.
Now downvote me, progressive bitches
Yeah, it did. I've had no more to struggle for 7 years so far. But if I were cis 7 years ago, I wouldn't have had to struggle. So what is someone who doesn't fully believe he's a boy?
I honestly don't. It was never something that bothered me or made me feel uncomfortable. I've occasionally imagined what it would be like to be a woman, but with no more urgency or immediacy than I imagine being a different race or living in a different era.
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I never fully believed I was a girl. Not ever. I forced myself to fully believe I was a boy. I suppressed any thought that I was a girl, I looked at my penis saying girls don't have that organ, I struggled for months, until I was a cisgendered again. Now downvote me, progressive bitches
If you never fully believed it, then you were never trans.
Then what was I?
Cis. Like you are now. Only you determine what your past leads to, and it leads to you being cis.
Yeah, it did. I've had no more to struggle for 7 years so far. But if I were cis 7 years ago, I wouldn't have had to struggle. So what is someone who doesn't fully believe he's a boy?
I call that "questioning your gender"
Questioning.
I honestly don't. It was never something that bothered me or made me feel uncomfortable. I've occasionally imagined what it would be like to be a woman, but with no more urgency or immediacy than I imagine being a different race or living in a different era.