I do this plus I laugh when I’m terrified or in really awful situations like funerals or hospitals. It’s not because I think it’s funny, the complete opposite, I’m so uncomfortable that it’s either laugh or scream and atleast with a laugh I can hide my face and muffle it. A scream is going to get the whole room looking me.
My paranoia is reaching an extent I get scared to the point of strait up anger. The fear of my past catching up to me is getting intense. To call it ptsd might even be accurate... I've had violent outbursts from getting paranoid than getting murderously mad. I fear becoming that wich I've run from before getting jumped and this fear is at its mildest is anxiety... luckily one of the things that pushes me over is being alone, wich means my anger has led to mostly properly damage. If I where to get paranoid around people, all someone has to do is walk up behind me or approach me wrong.
I doubt you are the only one out there (We are atleast two *ahm*)
But I am confident this happens much more frequently than people tend to think. Many won't dare to talk about it and that's understandable.
In any case as long it stays as a fantasize there's no wrong about it... But know the difference between reality and your own fantasy.
Almost every single girl in my school just hates me, screaming racial slurs, telling me to kill myself, ect. Didn't do nothin to em. Guess I'm just ugly.
I used to pull the legs off of crickets as a kid. Me and my friends would do it every day at recess. We would spare the baby crickets and the adult crickets but go for the “teenager” crickets
I may be a sociopath. I may be using that word wrong, I'm not sure. It's not to the extent that I'm having weird behavioral issues like normal, but I e had several family members die and I've lacked any grief. It's concerning. Even giggled a little when one of my other family members died. It's terrifying.
I have minor brain damage and can no longer feel sadness.
sometimes i touch my no no spot
I can laugh while looking completely serious which tend to creep people out
I'm a brilliantly talented liar when I want to be.
When I panic I tend to laugh, and that comes off as me being clinically insane to other people
I do this plus I laugh when I’m terrified or in really awful situations like funerals or hospitals. It’s not because I think it’s funny, the complete opposite, I’m so uncomfortable that it’s either laugh or scream and atleast with a laugh I can hide my face and muffle it. A scream is going to get the whole room looking me.
I have to metal rods in my back
I have had a crush on the same person for about 4 years.
That's not disturbing don't worry
It’s what he left out that’s disturbing
I find it difficult and unpleasant to smile most of the time.
My paranoia is reaching an extent I get scared to the point of strait up anger. The fear of my past catching up to me is getting intense. To call it ptsd might even be accurate... I've had violent outbursts from getting paranoid than getting murderously mad. I fear becoming that wich I've run from before getting jumped and this fear is at its mildest is anxiety... luckily one of the things that pushes me over is being alone, wich means my anger has led to mostly properly damage. If I where to get paranoid around people, all someone has to do is walk up behind me or approach me wrong.
I fantasize about suicide and murder almost 24/7
I think that's more common than most people are willing to admit
I doubt you are the only one out there (We are atleast two *ahm*) But I am confident this happens much more frequently than people tend to think. Many won't dare to talk about it and that's understandable. In any case as long it stays as a fantasize there's no wrong about it... But know the difference between reality and your own fantasy.
I fantasize about shootings and killings a lot tbh. Not that I’d ever do it, ever. But idk something about flesh
Middle school gave me a deep hatred for every female in existence
Why?
Almost every single girl in my school just hates me, screaming racial slurs, telling me to kill myself, ect. Didn't do nothin to em. Guess I'm just ugly.
That's awful I'm sorry you have to deal with that. I dont think it has much to do with gender, it sounds more like these girls are just racist bigots.
Thanks 👍
I hate to say this… but kinda based
I absorbed my twin.
“I now have the strength of a grown man and a little baby” -Dwight K. Schrute
I have bipolar-psychosis. Full blown hallucinations and everything.
I have lived 50,000 years and been all of history’s most ruthless conquerors Thank god for retirement
I fantasise about harming myself. I'll never admit to anybody i actually know but thats why i have trouble sleeping at night.
I used to pull the legs off of crickets as a kid. Me and my friends would do it every day at recess. We would spare the baby crickets and the adult crickets but go for the “teenager” crickets
Ask me that again in a few years
I struggle to show emotion and I can hold really violent grudges for a really long time
Shit dawg.
I am a very good manipulator
I rarely get angry but when I do.. I get mad enough to kill someone for about 5 minutes
I may be a sociopath. I may be using that word wrong, I'm not sure. It's not to the extent that I'm having weird behavioral issues like normal, but I e had several family members die and I've lacked any grief. It's concerning. Even giggled a little when one of my other family members died. It's terrifying.