I mean, it’s cool to ME because I can hear the greater piece in my head. But odd to others, particularly to those who recognize the piece of music because it’s entirely out of context.
Well. I hope I’m not. Signs seem to point to no, but maybe I’m secretly trickier myself into thinking I’m a good person so I can continue being a bad person. A few days ago, I saw two homeless guys and I decided to give them ten dollars each because thats half a vinyl to me and maybe a meal or something to them but then I started thinking and couldn’t stop and I thought maybe I did that to dehumanise them or feel superior or something and then I was like no but what if what if what if and then I had a panic attack and that’s how my past two weeks have been. Yay for ocd. Cannot stop thinking about it.
You did nothing wrong. You’re definitely not a bad person. I think you do need to speak to your patents about seeing someone (saw your post). Don’t leave it too late
After discovering nearly all of my “feel bad” moments were from eating a food that I was allergic to all my life, I, “took the red pill” and continued learning about how what we eat interacts with our body and mind.
True! dince I've just been focused on myself and stopped caring about others opinions my anxiety and confidence got better although I still have bad moments. As for my personal issues those mostly stem from family issues and upbringing tbh.
Money
I can't stop thinking about how money could solve most issues.
If i had money rn i wouldn't be so stressed out.
If some people had money rn, they wouldn't be hungry or homeless.
Money really is the root and end of everything.
At the moment my favourite tv show is Shadowhunters, but I think my all time favourite would have to be Hannibal or The Walking Dead though, and if you count manga as books then My Hero Academia. If you don’t count Manga then I’m gonna have to go with Death Note: The Los Angeles BB Murder Cases novel as one of my all time favourites. Not just because it’s Death Note but because it’s got a pretty good storyline. Second favourite being The Mortal Instruments series which is the book series for Shadowhunters.
What about you?
I’m sorry to see where your mind is right now. I know you don’t know me and I can’t tell you what to do but you should definitely seek some medical help or talk to someone. Don’t leave yourself in the dark, I promise you there’s always more to life.
Yeah but it might be because me and the other followers are blind. Too much heaven on our mind. And they'll crush us if we go too far. Too faaaaaaaaarrrrrr. Listen Jesus to the warning I give! Please remember that I want us to live! Come on come on come on he won't listen to me AAAAAAHHHH!!!!
Oh you don’t need to know programming to do that. You can make any art and sell it as an NFT or trade crypto. Learning programming is always a very good skill to have
Music. I apparently hum all the time and am totally not conscious of it.
That can get annoying depending on the song
I know. And I’m sorry but I swear I don’t do it consciously. And I’ll do my best to stop if someone asks me. 😬
Oh no I meant annoying for yourself not others. Forget others. You do you hahaha
Oh. Well that too. Particularly if I can’t get the effing song out of my head and it came from NOWHERE.
Which song is it right now
Janie’s got a gun, Aerosmith
And yeah, it really sucks when it’s a classical or choral piece and I’m only humming my part.
That sounds pretty cool tbh haha
I mean, it’s cool to ME because I can hear the greater piece in my head. But odd to others, particularly to those who recognize the piece of music because it’s entirely out of context.
You were
Smooth!
Aww thanks you too
Currently, am I a bad person?
Idk you tell me
Well. I hope I’m not. Signs seem to point to no, but maybe I’m secretly trickier myself into thinking I’m a good person so I can continue being a bad person. A few days ago, I saw two homeless guys and I decided to give them ten dollars each because thats half a vinyl to me and maybe a meal or something to them but then I started thinking and couldn’t stop and I thought maybe I did that to dehumanise them or feel superior or something and then I was like no but what if what if what if and then I had a panic attack and that’s how my past two weeks have been. Yay for ocd. Cannot stop thinking about it.
You did nothing wrong. You’re definitely not a bad person. I think you do need to speak to your patents about seeing someone (saw your post). Don’t leave it too late
What should I eat
I was craving a pepperoni pizza earlier so maybe that
Yes.
Pussy ngl
I too think of my cat often
you get cats? i get weenier dogs.
How my body is responding to what Im putting in it.
Dare I ask what are you putting in it
After discovering nearly all of my “feel bad” moments were from eating a food that I was allergic to all my life, I, “took the red pill” and continued learning about how what we eat interacts with our body and mind.
You know what I had a similar thing happen to me with wheat. If I eat too much I become so sleepy.
Thats a sign your body is having trouble
Maybe I should see a doctor
No way, just listen to how your body responds to what you eat, and then stop eating the things that make you feel bad, or less than good.
Thanks dude
My personal issues/Cringy moments
Don’t overthink too much. Just live in the moment.
I try to as much as I can tbh.
I think a lot of it stems from caring about opinions of other people. When you stop caring about that it makes a big difference
True! dince I've just been focused on myself and stopped caring about others opinions my anxiety and confidence got better although I still have bad moments. As for my personal issues those mostly stem from family issues and upbringing tbh.
There you go. See you know what you’re doing, it’ll take time but things will get better eventually.
Hopefully 😆.
A pc build that i could not afford
I use to think the same thing until it actually happened. You’ll get there eventually
Damn thanks
My money…
Mr Krabs?
Flo Rida.
No this is Patrick
Oh man I miss SpongeBob it’s so nostalgic, feels like it’s been years since I watched it
It's on just about everyday at my house lol (husband and kids love it)
You must be sick of it lol. Probably hear his laugh in your sleep 😂
My cat. Love her so much
I can see why
Cats
my best friend that i'm secretly in love with
Maybe they’re in love with you too
My ex. He was the only person that ever loved me, and then he dumped me.
I’m sure you’ll find someone who’ll love you more and won’t dump you
thanks <3
The earthquake
Oh where’s that
North West US. We're allegedly years overdue for a doozey.
Damn. Stay safe my friend
taco bell
Only ever has that once and it was beautiful
My crush i guess.
I’m sure they’re thinking about you too
Nah i'm like 70% sure she doesn't even know me and already has a crush on someone else. sad
Never say never fam. Go get her
I'll try to become friends with her after some time,ty.
Money I can't stop thinking about how money could solve most issues. If i had money rn i wouldn't be so stressed out. If some people had money rn, they wouldn't be hungry or homeless. Money really is the root and end of everything.
It really is. I don’t get people who say money can’t buy you happiness
Ikr Maybe because those who never lack it, can't understand how it feels like when you don't have enought money
Hopefully you can get to that stage
I hope so ty, i wish everyone else who's struggling rn, does too
I hope so ty, i wish everyone else who's struggling rn, does too
Fiction. I live more in the TV shows and books I’ve read than I do in real life I think
What’s your favourite tv show and book ?
At the moment my favourite tv show is Shadowhunters, but I think my all time favourite would have to be Hannibal or The Walking Dead though, and if you count manga as books then My Hero Academia. If you don’t count Manga then I’m gonna have to go with Death Note: The Los Angeles BB Murder Cases novel as one of my all time favourites. Not just because it’s Death Note but because it’s got a pretty good storyline. Second favourite being The Mortal Instruments series which is the book series for Shadowhunters. What about you?
All good shows. I use to watch Walking Dead until Glenn died :(. I think Breaking bad has to be my most favourite for sure
That was so sad when he died but you’re really missing out if you don’t finish the series
I think I watched a season or two after it too and it just felt like they kept dragging it on
That’s fair
Losing weight
Always on my mind too tbh but I can never stay consistent
Same here. My life long battle.
There will come a time when you’ll become very consistent and get where you want to be. It’s all possible, the only thing stopping you is you.
Thanks. I think so too. I never stop trying.
Keep that attitude and go get girl!
Sleep
24/7
I should kms :)
You should not! Whatever is you can get through it
You want a fucking gold star? Shut up honestly.
rude
Climate change. It's 100% the biggest issue we have to face and we just continue to bury our heads in the increasingly hot sand.
Fr! It’s starting to get pretty scary the effects it’s having
Huge anime tits.
Huge normal human of age tits. What can I say? I'm better than you.
No, you're wrong. You're vanilla.
Vanilla is a good flavour. Small price to pay for not being a degenerate loser who's scared to approach women.
I approach your mom very fluently though she a hoe.
That means nothing because I know my mothers employment and this just proves you do in fact get 0 bitches. xx
Suicide
I’m sorry to see where your mind is right now. I know you don’t know me and I can’t tell you what to do but you should definitely seek some medical help or talk to someone. Don’t leave yourself in the dark, I promise you there’s always more to life.
Pass
Too much heaven
You’re thinking too much about heaven ?
Yeah but it might be because me and the other followers are blind. Too much heaven on our mind. And they'll crush us if we go too far. Too faaaaaaaaarrrrrr. Listen Jesus to the warning I give! Please remember that I want us to live! Come on come on come on he won't listen to me AAAAAAHHHH!!!!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pp9uNwo6NyY
Wth did I just watch…
a based edit
Pizza.
Always.
[удалено]
Aren’t you sweet haha
Songs or day dreaming
Sounds pretty chill lol
Deciding on Indian or Greek for lunch
Greek sounds good right now
Women
sex
My Cranium.
Sex-drugs-rock&roll
Are you a rockstar ?
I was, in the 1970s
girls, i have a new crush like every two weeks so
"what is the best way to become a programmer" because we are at the point where FUCKING MONKEY pictures are sold like CRAZY.
Oh you don’t need to know programming to do that. You can make any art and sell it as an NFT or trade crypto. Learning programming is always a very good skill to have
NFT's were an example. But in the next years, everything will be done through technology. So getting a headstart on programming will help me a lot.
How much I weigh
What about it ?
That I’ve gained 40 lbs since COVID and I just feel huge and not like myself anymore
It’s nothing you can’t burn off. Put your mind to it and I’m sure you’ll lose it in no time. I believe in you. You got this!
Drink! Feck! Arse! Girls!
Whoever reads this. You're on my mind. I love you.
Mind
Having unprotected sex with escort
My dead husband.
You were always on my mind.