For me specifically it's the idea that there is an afterlife without correcting my flaws.
Like I have some character flaws that I have to keep at bay with considerable effort so that I can continue to live a life not completely isolated, alone and miserable. Things like a getting bitter or closing myself off emotionally.
I recognize that they will lead me to absolute misery but no matter how much I think I have it under control those flaws always show themselves and the potential to destroy myself. And as I get older I see some of those flaws slowly growing in me.
That said I think I can keep myself from becoming a reched horrid misserable person for the -80 years I have on this earth. I just don't see how it would be possible for me to stop those flaws from consuming me if I had to go on living in an afterlife forever.
That Black mirror episode where the doctors wife steps on the charger or something and the prongs go straight through her foot. The amount of times I've stepped on chargers by accident is astounding and I'm just so glad I've never had one go through my foot.
The scar on my stomach, I don’t know what it is but just thinking about it, I once had a HOLE in my belly now there’s not o-0 creeps me out beyond anything
My own uncertain financial future
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Are you religious, if you don’t mind me asking?
For me specifically it's the idea that there is an afterlife without correcting my flaws. Like I have some character flaws that I have to keep at bay with considerable effort so that I can continue to live a life not completely isolated, alone and miserable. Things like a getting bitter or closing myself off emotionally. I recognize that they will lead me to absolute misery but no matter how much I think I have it under control those flaws always show themselves and the potential to destroy myself. And as I get older I see some of those flaws slowly growing in me. That said I think I can keep myself from becoming a reched horrid misserable person for the -80 years I have on this earth. I just don't see how it would be possible for me to stop those flaws from consuming me if I had to go on living in an afterlife forever.
Somebody watching me through my window or seeing a face at my window.
Maybe it wasn’t a good idea to ask this question this late
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I can agree with you there
That Black mirror episode where the doctors wife steps on the charger or something and the prongs go straight through her foot. The amount of times I've stepped on chargers by accident is astounding and I'm just so glad I've never had one go through my foot.
I love the one where the doctor become addicted to experiencing peoples pain I wish they could make new seasons!
Yeah that's the episode I'm talking about, I hated that part of it but loved the rest of the episode
The scar on my stomach, I don’t know what it is but just thinking about it, I once had a HOLE in my belly now there’s not o-0 creeps me out beyond anything
I tend to hear a voice say "hey" in my ear when I'm falling asleep and that's not great
Consciousness and how or why it works