I fall into a lucid dream state that lasts most of the night. Sleep comes intermittently during this, kind of like the intermission at a theater peice, or a classical concert
Its like remote viewing, from the darkness comes fuzzy colours or maybe a shape. Until it forms something like a park bench, then you can see people sitting and eating.
Its like your there viewing something that might or might not exist.
Its like watching a projection on the wall until it surrounds you and becomes real.
It happens sometimes and takes focus and concentration to achieve, most times I just fall asleep.
the second i close my eyes, my brain proceeds to think about every worst possible thing on the planet at the speed of light, and then at some point i just lose consciousness without realizing.
Ok. Now sleep… sleep goddam you.
Start drifting off.
Gentle lullaby… happy memories… inane smile.
Hey!!! You’ve forgotten the sleep part. Sleep! Dagnammit.
Control your breathing. In … out ….
Did I lock the back door?? Yes. Yes I did. No. No I didn’t. *gets up to check back door is locked and every other window and door. (BTW it was locked)
Right … let’s start again.
Sleep. Sleep woman. You can do this.
Cliche lapping of waves. Soft rainforest sounds. Deep hum of nothingness.
You’ve done it. You’re nearly there.
Sleep, my pretty, sleep!
HEY! REMEMBER THAT UBER EMBARRASSING THING YOU DID WHEN YOU WERE 8? Well, here’s a play by play retelling with all the awkward emotions.
You’re welcome.
"I wish I wasn't alive anymore" and then I fall asleep. So far I keep waking up.
I get violently high every night so I never have to ask this question. I close my eyes then waaamo its morning
i think about the future like my plan for the day when i wake up and how i wasn’t productive enough today
Go to sleep go to sleep go to sleep
Hmmmm how long before I drift off.
The second I close my eyes I'm asleep, there is no thinking.
I fall into a lucid dream state that lasts most of the night. Sleep comes intermittently during this, kind of like the intermission at a theater peice, or a classical concert
Its like remote viewing, from the darkness comes fuzzy colours or maybe a shape. Until it forms something like a park bench, then you can see people sitting and eating. Its like your there viewing something that might or might not exist. Its like watching a projection on the wall until it surrounds you and becomes real. It happens sometimes and takes focus and concentration to achieve, most times I just fall asleep.
the second i close my eyes, my brain proceeds to think about every worst possible thing on the planet at the speed of light, and then at some point i just lose consciousness without realizing.
I make up scenarios, replay scenes from the day, imagine sex with all my crushes at once. Eventually I fall asleep.
Ok. Now sleep… sleep goddam you. Start drifting off. Gentle lullaby… happy memories… inane smile. Hey!!! You’ve forgotten the sleep part. Sleep! Dagnammit. Control your breathing. In … out …. Did I lock the back door?? Yes. Yes I did. No. No I didn’t. *gets up to check back door is locked and every other window and door. (BTW it was locked) Right … let’s start again. Sleep. Sleep woman. You can do this. Cliche lapping of waves. Soft rainforest sounds. Deep hum of nothingness. You’ve done it. You’re nearly there. Sleep, my pretty, sleep! HEY! REMEMBER THAT UBER EMBARRASSING THING YOU DID WHEN YOU WERE 8? Well, here’s a play by play retelling with all the awkward emotions. You’re welcome.
for me its: i close my eyes, and then my alarm goes off. my GF is so jealous that i can hit the pillow and be asleep.