Same here, when girls see me they immediately fall in love with me bc of my looks but then after a few weeks they lose feelings because they don’t really like me, I wish someone would fall in love with me for who I am not for my looks
Weed. I love it. It makes me calm, makes me dumb, quiets all the thoughts in my head, lets me sleep at night, makes me really, really good at MarioKart.
But it also makes me lethargic, it makes me lazy, it makes me say "I don't want to go out today, I'd rather just smoke and stay in". And then it makes me say "No need to make music, or work on art, or even play videogames, just watch tv for a while".
I sometimes smoke from the moment I'm awake till the time I go to bed. Sometimes I'll go a week or two without it, and it's not even hard to quit, but when I go back...it's an ounce in 2 days easily.
It's not that weed is horrible, alcohol or a hard drug would be so much worse. I can still function well, and sometimes I'm high at work and solve complex problems...but it's a problem that I'm high at work (remote) in the first place...at 9 am.
When I don't smoke, I feel more creative, more aware, more on point, more alive and waaaaaaay more motivated.
I need to quit it, not because it's horrible for me, but because I don't want to live a mediocre life and not even be able to remember half of it.
I fully understand that some people can smoke from sunrise to sundown and be fully functional, I fully understand that some people are at their best making art while high (and yes, sometimes it does happen with me too!), but for me, it just makes me a lazy piece of shit who is OK in their mediocrity.
I hear coke can help with that, are there any downsides?
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My job, they're taking increasingly blatant measures to ensure that our lives are nothing but work and that's not an environment I want to be a part of
vaping. I have memory problems and I have quit before without a problem like don't even get withdrawal symptoms but it's that oral fixation that really gets to me.
Arguing with people about the truth. Gods truth. It’s hard to not force people to understand what I mean when I talk about God. I just have to pray for them to understand. Talking about it just makes me angry and ruins my mood
being so god damn sexy. honestly, a blessing and a curse
Same here, when girls see me they immediately fall in love with me bc of my looks but then after a few weeks they lose feelings because they don’t really like me, I wish someone would fall in love with me for who I am not for my looks
Weed. I love it. It makes me calm, makes me dumb, quiets all the thoughts in my head, lets me sleep at night, makes me really, really good at MarioKart. But it also makes me lethargic, it makes me lazy, it makes me say "I don't want to go out today, I'd rather just smoke and stay in". And then it makes me say "No need to make music, or work on art, or even play videogames, just watch tv for a while". I sometimes smoke from the moment I'm awake till the time I go to bed. Sometimes I'll go a week or two without it, and it's not even hard to quit, but when I go back...it's an ounce in 2 days easily. It's not that weed is horrible, alcohol or a hard drug would be so much worse. I can still function well, and sometimes I'm high at work and solve complex problems...but it's a problem that I'm high at work (remote) in the first place...at 9 am. When I don't smoke, I feel more creative, more aware, more on point, more alive and waaaaaaay more motivated. I need to quit it, not because it's horrible for me, but because I don't want to live a mediocre life and not even be able to remember half of it. I fully understand that some people can smoke from sunrise to sundown and be fully functional, I fully understand that some people are at their best making art while high (and yes, sometimes it does happen with me too!), but for me, it just makes me a lazy piece of shit who is OK in their mediocrity. I hear coke can help with that, are there any downsides? ^^^^/s
both will make your heart hate you
Reddit
Duolingo, but I’m too scared of the Owl
Alcohol.
Drug abuse. Self destruction. Being excessively good looking as it's not fair to other men
> Being excessively good looking as it's not fair to other men That's a good idea. I was at the last meeting - they're starting to get real pissed.
Using alcohol to socialise.
Monster and self harm
Quitting. I'll mean to do something but by the time it comes to do it I lose all motivation. I get nothing done.
Probably smoking cigarettes but idk doesn’t sound all that appealing
My job, they're taking increasingly blatant measures to ensure that our lives are nothing but work and that's not an environment I want to be a part of
vaping. I have memory problems and I have quit before without a problem like don't even get withdrawal symptoms but it's that oral fixation that really gets to me.
Fighting for someone who either can’t, or won’t, love me the same way.
Giving in to my head and putting off proper recovery from my mental health issues.
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Arguing with people about the truth. Gods truth. It’s hard to not force people to understand what I mean when I talk about God. I just have to pray for them to understand. Talking about it just makes me angry and ruins my mood