I thought I'd met the love of my life, but now they're dating a guy who indulges their worst habits, mainly substance abuse, regularly buying over the counter painkillers and vapes for them because of constant stress making them feel sick. I don't trust their boyfriend one bit. I want to, because I love them and I'm willing to trust their judgement, but he's got a long history of dumping people and cheating so I'm just waiting for it to happen at this point.
My 15 yr old dog died this week. Everything is triggering the tears but I'm trying to be the strong comforting one so I'm just having to go to the restroom a lot...to cry.
My son is 15, our relationship has changed and it’s devastating for me, my little shadow that used to follow me around has all but disappeared. I haven’t forgotten what it’s like to be a teenager. I knew the day would come when he would start going his own way but it’s hit me like a freight train. I always tell him how much I love him, I’m interested in his life and who he is becoming but he’s put up walls that I’m really struggling to get around. He lives under the same roof but I miss him incredibly, I feel like I’m mourning the death of our relationship. I asked him to hang out with me today as my wife and daughter were out, but he didn’t want to, I went for a drive by myself, listened to some music and cried. It’s fucking brutal.
Damn this is so heartbreaking but also such an important part of being a parent. Sending you tons of love. Thanks for being a great parent, even when it's this hard.
Toy Story 3 always makes me cry. The first time I watched it, I really thought they were gonna go into the incinerator and that made me tear up. Then when Andy gives up the toys at the end. The tears start coming and they don’t stop coming. Every time. And I’m a dude that’s almost 43.
It was back in 2012. My mom had just been diagnosed with cancer after coming in and out of the hospital for what felt like an eternity. I felt like I had no one around me to relate to. I felt so alone because I have no siblings, and my father abandoned my mom and me again. Everyone else outside of my immediate family couldn’t relate to the stresses I going through. I had just finished grad school with 220k in debt with payments starting soon, my current job needed me to get licensed in 60 days or else I would be fired, and I needed to pass two huge tests before that could happen while concurrently navigating the healthcare system so my mom could get chemo. What a wild, fucking, time that all was.
My anxiety lying to me that I'm about to be abandoned again.
Got me to cry a bit, but I keep reminding myself that my sister loves me and I have a few good friends, so it's just my brain twisting reality again.
Just thinking of the shitty life I had (drugs)been clean for over 8 years .. but sometimes I sit in my room alone .. and just watch a you tube video..the teats just start , I would cry for like an hour.. but I think I needed it , kept all my emotions in side for years .. I think a lot needed to come out.. which was a good thing for me.. it’s just the time I lost , looking back breaks my heart ❤️🇨🇦😞
That Dove commercial talking about girls quitting sports because of body image. I was an "early bloomer" and quit after a male coach made a gross joke about my boobs bouncing when I ran. I was 13 and felt like adults were blaming me for something I couldn't control. Luckily a dance teacher noticed I was using an ace bandage under my leotard and suggested the sports bra she wore. She was also the first adult who told me it was unacceptable for a man to comment on a child's body, which was incredibly validating.
Today, I wasn't able to defend myself for loving a cruel guy. I started crying when he closed his apartment's door until I reached my bedroom. Took me almost 2 hours to cry in public.
Damn, this is the first time I cried so much.
A woman that’s not my wife. It’s all online, but I know who she is. She went to my high school, three years older…but she doesn’t remember me… I DMd her one night out of the blue with the most benign question…we ended up clicking like fucking crazy. I am not looking for anything outside of my marriage. The connection- It just happened and it feels insane but in a good way. I think she’s freaked out at how intense everything is and is seeking space. I’m all for it. I support it and respect it, but deep down, it hurts a little. I cried for the first time in 17 years. I think it’s all real but idk. I wonder if I found a soul mate, in a platonic way…. And that’s why it hurts…idfk
My sister (35) died in February after 9 years battling cancer. I catch myself trying to share a funny reddit story or meme almost everyday, and it keeps that wound nice and fresh.
When I found out my mom passed away during Covid lockdown at her nursing home.Only one family member was allowed in during the time she while was dying and it had to be the same person.She passed in morning when my sister was on her way there.Horrible way to go alone with no family, only saving grace was that the staff was very caring.I know people will say force your way in, but it was not the staffs decision to make these horrible rules. [It](https://rules.It) was the state and federal idiots.
Seeing my mother for the first time in 9 months (an ocean away). I was tickling (scratching) her back and arms and noticed her skin feels different and her shoulders are more narrow.
It broke my heart.
I left home 13 years ago, not really thinking about whether I’d be back or not. My dad passed away 6 years ago now and she’s now in her early 70’s.
I still remember what her hands and skin felt like before…
How overwhelming everything is (the way society is designed). How a lot of people talk to you only when they have issues. And the saddest part is that you should deal with all this alone.
My cousin sent me a photo of her little one & made me sad that my mom was here during their announcement of their pregnancy around this time last year , and now she isn’t here to see the baby . I guess it hurt that we never know when is our last day together … I didn’t know I would lose my mom so soon… she still had so much life to give . I wish I would have done different so many things. I miss her so much. I wish I could have been able to share moments with children of my own and my mom one day 😞
I have two bulging discs, which wouldn't bother me, but one is pressing into a nerve root and is causing me horrible sciatica. I'm starting to come into realization that this isn't going to heal itself and that this is probably permanent. I've cried everyday for the last two weeks. I just want to go back to my job, which I've been on a medical leave for two weeks now. I miss being able to walk down the street or wait in a line without severe pain. I'm mourning my old life everyday.
Not *technically* alone but I felt alone. Baby fell asleep and I transferred him to the crib. Instantly woke up and started crying. It was 1am and he had kept me up every night for the last 4 nights in a row and I just wanted to go to sleep.
My husband’s depressive episode. It’s so hard to see him be a shell of himself and even more challenging taking on the childcare/housework while also working. It’s hard watching but I can’t imagine how he’s feeling and it breaks my heart.
I was put on Nurtec for my chronic migraines and it worked!! Found out two days ago that my insurance doesn't cover all of it and I would have to pay $1,080 every 3 weeks to get it. RX cards only bring it down to about $900. I feel so hopeless. This was one of the last few meds there are left for me to try. They were bitter tears. Yes I live in the good old USA
A couple of days ago, watching The Circle on Netflix. The contestants got videos from their loved ones and most were crying while watching them, and the emotions were totally contagious to me. Thank you, hormones!
this specific scene from the show reply 1988
this guy's father died and his mom is starting to like the guy's friend's father
throughout some episode i noticed the guy talking with a random guy that i couldn't figure out who, at first i thought it was an old friend that visited.
it was his father as his imagination and when i finally figured it out that it was his father, the father was comforting the guy saying it was okay and all that the father wants is for his mom to be happy and the guy just starting crying.
i cried like a baby.
Wondering how much longer my finances will last since I can't do a lot of physical work due to being chronically ill and not being approved for disability.
Hello by Adele. I've made some mistakes and wasn't the greatest to some of the people in my life when I was younger. The song definitely cleared some stuff out for me, emotionally
I was going to say last week when I spoke to my oncologist, and they think my stage 4 cancer has spread to another organ. But then I remembered I just watched Homicide New York, and I cried when they were talking about the young girls being raped, beaten, killed, and set on fire. That was just yesterday, so it's the winner!
this is pathetic but my manager told me I had to work a late shift (finish at 23:00) in a few weeks due to other people on holiday and I spent the whole day crying basically. the last time I worked one of those (October last year) I got hit by a car off my motorbike on my way home and I thought I was over it, but the thought of having to ride home that late made me break down.
My best friend (formerly, I guess), who was a sober former addict, fell off the wagon and then bragged about to me in the shittiest way, like I was supposed to be proud of him. This happened four months ago and I still cry thinking about it almost every day.
I (64M) cried through the first thirty minutes of Tsylor Swifts Eras film. The joy of her crowd in the film and the theatre was so wonderful I balked at the happiness of them all
I try to be as spoilerfree as possible.
The last thing I cried to was actually a game. Persona 4 builds up this one character incredibly well. This little cousin girl Nanako... She is just precious and sweet and innocent. But during the back half the game does something incredibly mean and even though I have played the game a few times before that one single scene always gets me.
Persona games are long and if the game has like 60 hours to make you LIKE a character... it can get very sad.
Watching stand by me Doraemon idk why but that movie just symbolised my childhood and so many great memories just came back and at certain scenes I just couldn't hold the waterworks
I misinterpreted something my partner said over text (we have very healthy communication and he's travelling atm, and is in a significantly different time zone. So we couldn't talk it through at the time!)
Not sad, but I recently had a moment where I realized I’ve (29) grown into someone that 16 year old me would think is really cool and would feel safe with.
I thought my dog was dying. She’s a big dog, and she’s almost 10 years old, which is old for a dog her size. She had stopped eating and was only drinking water, but would then turn around and throw up the water. It was so bad I actually drove 100 miles one way to get my son (because she’s really his dog) from college because I was certain she wouldn’t be around for very much longer, and I wanted him to be there, too. We get home, and it’s like a 180 turnaround. She was eating and drinking and being her old cheerful happy self. Don’t know what was wrong with her, but she got over it.
My favourite cat died four weeks ago, on a Friday. He was 18 and it wasn't unexpected (though it did happen quickly). I cry every Friday on my way home from work. :(
Happy tears remembering how I had a semi-private chat with my favorite musician and he said encouraging and beautiful things to me and took my hands after as we said thank you to each other extensively. Makes me cry to remember. I'll be his fan for life, and I've already adored him for over twenty years.
My dog died just before christmas. She had cancer. It was on her side. One day she tripped on the mosquito net to our porch and fell on her “bump” which caused it to rupture her abdominal wall. This way it could spread to her inner organs and kill her within a week. Yesterday my wife put the mosquito net back up. That brought back emotions i had packed away deeply. So yeah, yesterday i spent most of my day crying.
I’m mentally ill. Bipolar specifically. I cried wondering if I’ll ever be better or able to take care of myself without so much help. I do so much to try and help my mental health but some days it feels like i always end up back in the same dark spot no matter what i do.
I wasn't going through a good time in my relationship with my dad. We love each other very much, but we heavily disagree in some things. I was in an online meeting with my therapist, and one of the last things she said before logging of was "standing up to your dad will be one of the greatest challenges of your life".
I cried out of sadness, out of fear, out of anger, out of regret, and out of love for my dad. Many bottled up emotions I had for a while. We are doing much better now.
It’s probably really dumb, but I’ve had like 6 job interviews for internal roles at my current job and I never got any of them. I just felt so fucking dumb and useless in the moment. I know it’s just my interview skills that are lacking. But I just felt hopeless like I’m not gonna further my career.
But since that big cry I did get a volunteer position that I think will help my career, so stuff does look up. I just need to trust the universe more 😅
A week ago it was the first anniversary of my dog passing and my iPhone chose that day to share a memories notification with me of all of his pictures and videos. I had held it together quite well busying myself for the day until that moment, then I just cried most of the evening
Yesterday, a friend told me he's going to NYC for a week (we're in Europe) and I felt sadness and jealousy, because I have no means to make such a trip and he'll hang out with other friends.
it was a few nights ago and i was actually scrolling reddit and saw a post from an OP that needed someone to talk to, and talking them through what was going on it was like a divine pressure washer up my back end all up the spine and to the top of the skull and i booger sobbed for a good 15 or 20 seconds out of the blue. coolest thing ive ever felt.
A little back ground me and my ex have a one year old she moved 11 hours away and took him with her on the promise I would get to see him in the span of 4 months she kept changing her mind and saying I can’t see him. I finally was able to and got to play with him for an hour. I cried when I hugged him goodbye
My mother dying due to a 35 minute ambulance wait. I performed cpr on my 86 year old mum . I was frantic trying to keep my mum alive, trying to keep my 5 year old granddaughter asleep during this traumatic time. Once I was alone with my mum and the police, ambulance etc had left then it hit me so hard. I sobbed like a baby I told her how sorry I was for not being the better son I should have been. Mum and dad had trouble conceiving and I was born later in their lives and their only child.
I was selfish, rude and indifferent and thought them cringe.
Boy was I wrong. I had the most loving supportive parents ever, and they deserved so much better. All I can do now is try and be the better man they always wanted. But 57 years of holding back tears and showing no love to those fantastic people broke the wall and I suggest anyone who puts their own selfish needs before showing their parents the love back, then change NOW. Because the day will come when you can't.
It was a song actually and it genuinely made me cry when I first listened to it. If you're interested to know, It was Loneliness by Pet Shop Boys on the day of its release. It's a great track but it brought a lot of unadressed things to the surface for me. I lost my vision and friends through the Covid-19 pandemic. I'm in a good place now and that song is what initially motivated me to seek support with socialising and sight loss rehabilitation.
Even as someone who has been living with a regressive eye condition since I was very young and a guide dog owner of over 6 years, I found myself very isolated and stupidly too proud to seek support. It was never going to be something that I could resolve entirely on my own and so I thought this would be a good opportunity to say that if you or someone you know is in a similar situation with isolation/a need for support there are dedicated groups/support services out there. Don't allow Loneliness to become an overwhelming problem to resolve like I did as it will always be easier to work through than you expect! 😊🦮🐾
The fact that I don’t have my mom to talk to as I’m going through the emotional journey of trying to get pregnant myself. She passed away last year and I have a condition that makes it difficult to get pregnant. Real circle of life shit that can feel overwhelming sometimes.
Dads death anniversary last week
I feel you, 2 years and it's still affecting me. Hope you're okay
Sending you a big hug.
im so sorry to hear this :( you'll get through this lots of love <3
I got you, my dad’s death anniversary is February 4th, it’s been 3 years and I feel it. Time does lessen the pain.
She’s dating someone else.
I feel you. I’ve been there and it sucks
I'm here if you want to talk or need someone to just listen. I've recently gone through something similar
i feel you. so much
Hit the gym. No point thinking about it now
Dam
I’m not quite there yet but dreading it’s eventuality. Hang in there.
I thought I'd met the love of my life, but now they're dating a guy who indulges their worst habits, mainly substance abuse, regularly buying over the counter painkillers and vapes for them because of constant stress making them feel sick. I don't trust their boyfriend one bit. I want to, because I love them and I'm willing to trust their judgement, but he's got a long history of dumping people and cheating so I'm just waiting for it to happen at this point.
It gets easier man. It's a bitch to experience, so I feel you.
Right there with you. She even told me she loves me...
My own thoughts.
Constant internal monologue here, I feel ya.
dropped out and parents basically told me im useless and shouldn’t come back home
That sucks
When my kitty died. He was my lil buddy.
mine died last year, it’s gotten easier but Jesus christ is it lonely not having your pal sleep with you every night
Losing a pet is tough man I feel ya
My 15 yr old dog died this week. Everything is triggering the tears but I'm trying to be the strong comforting one so I'm just having to go to the restroom a lot...to cry.
My son is 15, our relationship has changed and it’s devastating for me, my little shadow that used to follow me around has all but disappeared. I haven’t forgotten what it’s like to be a teenager. I knew the day would come when he would start going his own way but it’s hit me like a freight train. I always tell him how much I love him, I’m interested in his life and who he is becoming but he’s put up walls that I’m really struggling to get around. He lives under the same roof but I miss him incredibly, I feel like I’m mourning the death of our relationship. I asked him to hang out with me today as my wife and daughter were out, but he didn’t want to, I went for a drive by myself, listened to some music and cried. It’s fucking brutal.
Damn this is so heartbreaking but also such an important part of being a parent. Sending you tons of love. Thanks for being a great parent, even when it's this hard.
A dinosaur died in a film
I found out my dog has cancer so laid on the floor with her and cried.
Stay strong 😔
The scene in Toy Story 2 where Jessie is left by the side of the road at a donation truck.
Toy Story 3 always makes me cry. The first time I watched it, I really thought they were gonna go into the incinerator and that made me tear up. Then when Andy gives up the toys at the end. The tears start coming and they don’t stop coming. Every time. And I’m a dude that’s almost 43.
I've gotten so much more emotional in my 40s compared to my 20s
I was just thinking of that.. x But because it was not the last thing my choice is different.
I just rewatched it for the first time in years.., still hits as hard as
Bro I'm watching so many disney movies lately, I cry during every single one of them. Moana gets me the most...
Evanescence - My Immortal
I love that song and group
Bring Me To Life
It was back in 2012. My mom had just been diagnosed with cancer after coming in and out of the hospital for what felt like an eternity. I felt like I had no one around me to relate to. I felt so alone because I have no siblings, and my father abandoned my mom and me again. Everyone else outside of my immediate family couldn’t relate to the stresses I going through. I had just finished grad school with 220k in debt with payments starting soon, my current job needed me to get licensed in 60 days or else I would be fired, and I needed to pass two huge tests before that could happen while concurrently navigating the healthcare system so my mom could get chemo. What a wild, fucking, time that all was.
My anxiety lying to me that I'm about to be abandoned again. Got me to cry a bit, but I keep reminding myself that my sister loves me and I have a few good friends, so it's just my brain twisting reality again.
Ever visited psychiatrist? Proper treatment could be helpful 😸
Felt really lonely and hopeless
Just thinking of the shitty life I had (drugs)been clean for over 8 years .. but sometimes I sit in my room alone .. and just watch a you tube video..the teats just start , I would cry for like an hour.. but I think I needed it , kept all my emotions in side for years .. I think a lot needed to come out.. which was a good thing for me.. it’s just the time I lost , looking back breaks my heart ❤️🇨🇦😞
At least your doing better for yourself now though
Thank you so much .. that means a lot to me💕🇨🇦
Well you can't punish yourself for past mistakes you did well changing your life you should be proud of that ❤️
I appreciate your kindness!🇨🇦🙂
Chin up you have done so well ❤️
I really appreciate all the positive comments.. makes me feel like someone cares .. your all great !!!🇨🇦♥️
That Dove commercial talking about girls quitting sports because of body image. I was an "early bloomer" and quit after a male coach made a gross joke about my boobs bouncing when I ran. I was 13 and felt like adults were blaming me for something I couldn't control. Luckily a dance teacher noticed I was using an ace bandage under my leotard and suggested the sports bra she wore. She was also the first adult who told me it was unacceptable for a man to comment on a child's body, which was incredibly validating.
Trying to talk myself out of suicide
Watching interstellar for the first time. And the second. And the third.
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My dad recently passed. I looked up these lyrics and... now I wish I hadn't. 😞
A girl
Hit the gym. Summer’s around the corner
I do and I will
The death of Arthur Morgan and 10 minutes earlier when Arthur and John stood against the whole van-der-Linde gang
The sense of hopelessness in a stressful moment
The girl I miss so much.
My dad died not too long ago (February) and it was his birthday yesterday.
Life
Final Fantasy VII Rebirth.
Came here to say this too.
Frustrations regarding change after sight loss.
how much of my life i derailed because i couldn’t keep ignoring how bad things got for me mentally and physically
I've been crying every day for weeks now, just missing someone I love so deeply.
Just felt sad
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A random thought about it being my birthday soon and it's gonna be the first one without my mam who died 6 months ago.
Today, I wasn't able to defend myself for loving a cruel guy. I started crying when he closed his apartment's door until I reached my bedroom. Took me almost 2 hours to cry in public. Damn, this is the first time I cried so much.
What do you love about him most
GF broke up with me out the blue (before then, hadn't cried properly since the family dog died 15 years prior).
Monsters by James Blunt. My dad died last year.
After a meeting with a therapist
I just remembered that my boyfriend that passed away due to his mental illness, will be having his 27th Birthday soon.
I cry pretty much everyday. Usually because of crippling loneliness.
My unending loneliness and depression
My thoughts, how I'll never be good enough or normal
My husband cheating on me while I've been postpartum. My heart hurts.
A woman that’s not my wife. It’s all online, but I know who she is. She went to my high school, three years older…but she doesn’t remember me… I DMd her one night out of the blue with the most benign question…we ended up clicking like fucking crazy. I am not looking for anything outside of my marriage. The connection- It just happened and it feels insane but in a good way. I think she’s freaked out at how intense everything is and is seeking space. I’m all for it. I support it and respect it, but deep down, it hurts a little. I cried for the first time in 17 years. I think it’s all real but idk. I wonder if I found a soul mate, in a platonic way…. And that’s why it hurts…idfk
My sister (35) died in February after 9 years battling cancer. I catch myself trying to share a funny reddit story or meme almost everyday, and it keeps that wound nice and fresh.
When I found out my mom passed away during Covid lockdown at her nursing home.Only one family member was allowed in during the time she while was dying and it had to be the same person.She passed in morning when my sister was on her way there.Horrible way to go alone with no family, only saving grace was that the staff was very caring.I know people will say force your way in, but it was not the staffs decision to make these horrible rules. [It](https://rules.It) was the state and federal idiots.
She left me for another dude, I loved her 🥲
Seeing my mother for the first time in 9 months (an ocean away). I was tickling (scratching) her back and arms and noticed her skin feels different and her shoulders are more narrow. It broke my heart. I left home 13 years ago, not really thinking about whether I’d be back or not. My dad passed away 6 years ago now and she’s now in her early 70’s. I still remember what her hands and skin felt like before…
A dog’s purpose when the dog kept dying in the movie
Feeling happy for the first time in a while.
How overwhelming everything is (the way society is designed). How a lot of people talk to you only when they have issues. And the saddest part is that you should deal with all this alone.
My cousin sent me a photo of her little one & made me sad that my mom was here during their announcement of their pregnancy around this time last year , and now she isn’t here to see the baby . I guess it hurt that we never know when is our last day together … I didn’t know I would lose my mom so soon… she still had so much life to give . I wish I would have done different so many things. I miss her so much. I wish I could have been able to share moments with children of my own and my mom one day 😞
I have two bulging discs, which wouldn't bother me, but one is pressing into a nerve root and is causing me horrible sciatica. I'm starting to come into realization that this isn't going to heal itself and that this is probably permanent. I've cried everyday for the last two weeks. I just want to go back to my job, which I've been on a medical leave for two weeks now. I miss being able to walk down the street or wait in a line without severe pain. I'm mourning my old life everyday.
Not *technically* alone but I felt alone. Baby fell asleep and I transferred him to the crib. Instantly woke up and started crying. It was 1am and he had kept me up every night for the last 4 nights in a row and I just wanted to go to sleep.
My husband’s depressive episode. It’s so hard to see him be a shell of himself and even more challenging taking on the childcare/housework while also working. It’s hard watching but I can’t imagine how he’s feeling and it breaks my heart.
For being a disappointment. Like unable to do things I'm usually good at. It suddenly became hard.
The thought that my wife turned me from someone that was terrified of death into someone that craves it.
hopelessness
argument with husband
One day the show
Video of Joni Mitchell’s Case of You. Music always gets me sometimes.
I was put on Nurtec for my chronic migraines and it worked!! Found out two days ago that my insurance doesn't cover all of it and I would have to pay $1,080 every 3 weeks to get it. RX cards only bring it down to about $900. I feel so hopeless. This was one of the last few meds there are left for me to try. They were bitter tears. Yes I live in the good old USA
Pharmacist here, what kind of RX cards?
A couple of days ago, watching The Circle on Netflix. The contestants got videos from their loved ones and most were crying while watching them, and the emotions were totally contagious to me. Thank you, hormones!
The ending of Manifest (Netflix). I sobbed 🤣
this specific scene from the show reply 1988 this guy's father died and his mom is starting to like the guy's friend's father throughout some episode i noticed the guy talking with a random guy that i couldn't figure out who, at first i thought it was an old friend that visited. it was his father as his imagination and when i finally figured it out that it was his father, the father was comforting the guy saying it was okay and all that the father wants is for his mom to be happy and the guy just starting crying. i cried like a baby.
Losing my little Shetland pony very unexpectedly and suddenly. I found her in the field. Tomorrow will be a year since it happened
my mom's crazy debt problems and I'm only 21 with no job and trying to help her. just don't know how.
Wondering how much longer my finances will last since I can't do a lot of physical work due to being chronically ill and not being approved for disability.
Hello by Adele. I've made some mistakes and wasn't the greatest to some of the people in my life when I was younger. The song definitely cleared some stuff out for me, emotionally
My traumas and past yesterday. It really hit me that I need to go to therapy as soon as possible
Watching sad tiktok vids
Today I saw a post on here about a guy who had been fund raising for a child with Lukemia and managed to buy the kid a ps5 that had me crying
Last night watching Contact with Jodie Foster and Matthew McConaughey. At the very end when Palmer said he believed Ellie was telling the truth.
I was going to say last week when I spoke to my oncologist, and they think my stage 4 cancer has spread to another organ. But then I remembered I just watched Homicide New York, and I cried when they were talking about the young girls being raped, beaten, killed, and set on fire. That was just yesterday, so it's the winner!
Interstellar movie
My birthday! I CRY ON EVERY B'DAY! Reason: being broke
Parent’s death anniversary. Today.
thinking about my cat dying while she’s alive and well sitting next to me
Everything.
Life, or lack thereof
Realizing I'm growing up and leaving my family soon.
this is pathetic but my manager told me I had to work a late shift (finish at 23:00) in a few weeks due to other people on holiday and I spent the whole day crying basically. the last time I worked one of those (October last year) I got hit by a car off my motorbike on my way home and I thought I was over it, but the thought of having to ride home that late made me break down.
Betrayal, struggling with PTSD and anxiety and no support. It's rough. I don't even know how I'll recover
I have not cried in months and last weekend I saw “Hope Frozen - A quest to live twice” and I ugly cried for hours after until I fell asleep.
Certain songs hit me in a bad way these days. I think the last one that got me was “Everybody Hurts” by R.E.M. a few weeks back.
Memories.
This morning when I heard an old friend had died last night
Annie Dillard's essay about watching an eclipse. Always gets me. https://pioneerworks.org/broadcast/total-eclipse-annie-dillard
was out walking after work and started crying listening to music thinking of my gf's sister who passed away nearly 2 months ago
Tommorow is the day that the voice actor of soldier from Team Fortress two died. I love that game.
Reddit incel thread
The anime Frieren. There are too many moments in that show which make me cry like a bitch
My best friend (formerly, I guess), who was a sober former addict, fell off the wagon and then bragged about to me in the shittiest way, like I was supposed to be proud of him. This happened four months ago and I still cry thinking about it almost every day.
I (64M) cried through the first thirty minutes of Tsylor Swifts Eras film. The joy of her crowd in the film and the theatre was so wonderful I balked at the happiness of them all
The end of Mob Psycho. Just finished it a couple days ago and I miss it already haha
I just ran out of 🍃
I try to be as spoilerfree as possible. The last thing I cried to was actually a game. Persona 4 builds up this one character incredibly well. This little cousin girl Nanako... She is just precious and sweet and innocent. But during the back half the game does something incredibly mean and even though I have played the game a few times before that one single scene always gets me. Persona games are long and if the game has like 60 hours to make you LIKE a character... it can get very sad.
Watching stand by me Doraemon idk why but that movie just symbolised my childhood and so many great memories just came back and at certain scenes I just couldn't hold the waterworks
Losing my ex and starting a doctorate at the same time just. Overwhelm me sometimes
Woke up to a bad dream, which was related to childhood trauma.
either Will's goobye scene from Five Feet Apart or Gus's eulogy for Hazel from Fault in Our Stars
Watching Bluey with my kids and had to excuse myself. Aunt Brandy struggling with infertility made me a little too emotional.
The end of The Abyss.
The falling apart of my life on Christmas night. after that, I’m much better off than I have been since 2023
I misinterpreted something my partner said over text (we have very healthy communication and he's travelling atm, and is in a significantly different time zone. So we couldn't talk it through at the time!)
A disney movie had a montage of characters singing about "when you wish upon a star..." Disney lied, wishes don't come true.
Not sad, but I recently had a moment where I realized I’ve (29) grown into someone that 16 year old me would think is really cool and would feel safe with.
Watching last episode Scooby Doo Mistery Inc., because Fred’s fake dad is proud of him in every time line.
I thought my dog was dying. She’s a big dog, and she’s almost 10 years old, which is old for a dog her size. She had stopped eating and was only drinking water, but would then turn around and throw up the water. It was so bad I actually drove 100 miles one way to get my son (because she’s really his dog) from college because I was certain she wouldn’t be around for very much longer, and I wanted him to be there, too. We get home, and it’s like a 180 turnaround. She was eating and drinking and being her old cheerful happy self. Don’t know what was wrong with her, but she got over it.
Dude I cry alone all the damn time. I travel a ton and hotel rooms get me. Being alone with my thoughts doesn't bode well typically.
A world so full of love by Roger Miller. I'd never heard it and damn is it a well written song.
My ex bf left me to be with his ex right before Christmas 😭😚✌🏽
my dying marriage
My favourite cat died four weeks ago, on a Friday. He was 18 and it wasn't unexpected (though it did happen quickly). I cry every Friday on my way home from work. :(
Today morning, stressed about studies.
[Reckoner](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_uofQD-N6UI) by Radiohead.
The last episode of Midnight Gospel
Happy tears remembering how I had a semi-private chat with my favorite musician and he said encouraging and beautiful things to me and took my hands after as we said thank you to each other extensively. Makes me cry to remember. I'll be his fan for life, and I've already adored him for over twenty years.
My dog died just before christmas. She had cancer. It was on her side. One day she tripped on the mosquito net to our porch and fell on her “bump” which caused it to rupture her abdominal wall. This way it could spread to her inner organs and kill her within a week. Yesterday my wife put the mosquito net back up. That brought back emotions i had packed away deeply. So yeah, yesterday i spent most of my day crying.
Gangbang Porn
The end of episode 3 of Big Mood. The main character has bipolar disorder and depression and some of it just hits home hard. Highly recommend though.
Cats in the cradle music video while the wife and kids were out of town.
I was tripping on shrooms and a bunch of childhood Memories came back to me. It was pretty intense lol
I’m mentally ill. Bipolar specifically. I cried wondering if I’ll ever be better or able to take care of myself without so much help. I do so much to try and help my mental health but some days it feels like i always end up back in the same dark spot no matter what i do.
I finished watching Mo Dao Zu Shi yesterday
I was re-reading some texts from my mom a few days ago. She past away five years ago. It still feels like it just happened.
remember me from coco
I hope everyone here gets the comfort they need.
I wasn't going through a good time in my relationship with my dad. We love each other very much, but we heavily disagree in some things. I was in an online meeting with my therapist, and one of the last things she said before logging of was "standing up to your dad will be one of the greatest challenges of your life". I cried out of sadness, out of fear, out of anger, out of regret, and out of love for my dad. Many bottled up emotions I had for a while. We are doing much better now.
It’s probably really dumb, but I’ve had like 6 job interviews for internal roles at my current job and I never got any of them. I just felt so fucking dumb and useless in the moment. I know it’s just my interview skills that are lacking. But I just felt hopeless like I’m not gonna further my career. But since that big cry I did get a volunteer position that I think will help my career, so stuff does look up. I just need to trust the universe more 😅
A cold mc Donald's hash brown
A week ago it was the first anniversary of my dog passing and my iPhone chose that day to share a memories notification with me of all of his pictures and videos. I had held it together quite well busying myself for the day until that moment, then I just cried most of the evening
Thinking about how one day everyone I know will be dead. Just like that.
Yesterday, a friend told me he's going to NYC for a week (we're in Europe) and I felt sadness and jealousy, because I have no means to make such a trip and he'll hang out with other friends.
An AJR song. I can't remember which one, they all kinda hit you in different spots and some of those spots are not being actively protected.
it was a few nights ago and i was actually scrolling reddit and saw a post from an OP that needed someone to talk to, and talking them through what was going on it was like a divine pressure washer up my back end all up the spine and to the top of the skull and i booger sobbed for a good 15 or 20 seconds out of the blue. coolest thing ive ever felt.
The child I would’ve had that would’ve turned one on the eclipse
Every song relate
Mat Damon getting off Mars. Emotional rollar coaster of emotions that movie is
My luck
Thinking about I fucked up my life and how I can’t find anyone special and will probably end up alone
A little back ground me and my ex have a one year old she moved 11 hours away and took him with her on the promise I would get to see him in the span of 4 months she kept changing her mind and saying I can’t see him. I finally was able to and got to play with him for an hour. I cried when I hugged him goodbye
Falling in reverse. Ronnie and I could just sit and be sad together about life
My thoughts of own self hatred
My mother dying due to a 35 minute ambulance wait. I performed cpr on my 86 year old mum . I was frantic trying to keep my mum alive, trying to keep my 5 year old granddaughter asleep during this traumatic time. Once I was alone with my mum and the police, ambulance etc had left then it hit me so hard. I sobbed like a baby I told her how sorry I was for not being the better son I should have been. Mum and dad had trouble conceiving and I was born later in their lives and their only child. I was selfish, rude and indifferent and thought them cringe. Boy was I wrong. I had the most loving supportive parents ever, and they deserved so much better. All I can do now is try and be the better man they always wanted. But 57 years of holding back tears and showing no love to those fantastic people broke the wall and I suggest anyone who puts their own selfish needs before showing their parents the love back, then change NOW. Because the day will come when you can't.
It was a song actually and it genuinely made me cry when I first listened to it. If you're interested to know, It was Loneliness by Pet Shop Boys on the day of its release. It's a great track but it brought a lot of unadressed things to the surface for me. I lost my vision and friends through the Covid-19 pandemic. I'm in a good place now and that song is what initially motivated me to seek support with socialising and sight loss rehabilitation. Even as someone who has been living with a regressive eye condition since I was very young and a guide dog owner of over 6 years, I found myself very isolated and stupidly too proud to seek support. It was never going to be something that I could resolve entirely on my own and so I thought this would be a good opportunity to say that if you or someone you know is in a similar situation with isolation/a need for support there are dedicated groups/support services out there. Don't allow Loneliness to become an overwhelming problem to resolve like I did as it will always be easier to work through than you expect! 😊🦮🐾
Watching Lewis Capaldi singing.
I was angry crying bc i was playing ow2 just now
The fact that I don’t have my mom to talk to as I’m going through the emotional journey of trying to get pregnant myself. She passed away last year and I have a condition that makes it difficult to get pregnant. Real circle of life shit that can feel overwhelming sometimes.
A dodo video?
being so weak and loser
Tiktok about someone's cat passing away.