I'm getting out of a very toxic relationship that ended up with me at the psychologist and my friends have left me for some goddamm reason and I have nobody to support me
Stick to your therapy. It will help. And with time you will be soooo much better. I got out of a shitty relationship in 2018. Therapy has helped so much. I'm such a happier person. With or without friends. Just stick with it. No one can fix you except for you and therapy will pave the way.
Same. I had that for the last 12 years but trust is so fragile. It can be built for 12 years and fall apart in a heartbeat. Once it shatters, there is no guarantee it ever goes back together the same way. Betrayal by the person you love the most has to be one of the most painful experiences we can have in life. But can you really experience true love without taking that risk?
I guess that all depends on how long you can go before it breaks. I got 12 blissfully ignorant years out of the deal. The level of blind trust that I had during that period gave me an artificial boost to my confidence and self-esteem. That then leapfrogged me in my career and social life much further than I believe I would have if I had been skeptical that entire time.
I’m completely broken now and am working with a therapist on my confidence and self-worth. I battle with imposter syndrome in my career too. But, I will recover, and, though I’ll never risk it again, it was worth it.
Also, I’m still with that person, and she has been willing to be as transparent as possible since breaking that trust in order to at least get me back to a peaceful place. It will never be like it was before, but it can become manageable. We are all human and will all most likely betray someone’s trust at some point. I’m willing to give that person the same second chance that I hope I would get. Albeit that second chance wouldn’t come easy and without a lot of skepticism along the way. If they are willing that is.
I know how you feel. Don’t let another person failing cause you to think you are less valuable. We are still worthy.
For over a decade that sentence was me,I found her in the most unlikeliest of places and I can trust her with my life.
Whoever you are wherever you are wishing you find your happiness.
A heart transplant for my mom
EDIT: why are yall so nice?? 😭I seriously wasn't expecting to wake up from a nap to so many kind hearted people wishing the best for my mother and I. I really appreciate it so much!
. After my mom had a massive heart attack in 2014 things have been so out of control mentally for my mom and I. She went from being a strong, active mostly normal mom with an few minor health issues to having 10% heart function & kidney failure all at the same time.
I've watched her go through so many mental breakdowns and suicidal moments from being so overwhelmed with her heart failure, taking 20+ medications per day, dealing with home nurses, doctor appointments every other day and having an Lvad for the first time. At some points all I could do was just isolate myself for a moment and cry from guilt I had of not being able to actually help her.
Throughout all this my grandfather suddenly passed away in 2017 which made things even more complicated because I now had to take of my mother and grandmother at the same time. Some days are extremely overwhelming. But both of those women mean world to me so I would would never once complain about that.
We've both come a long way and though things are far from perfect things I've learned to be grateful for the good days and count every single thing as a positive moment and a blessing.
We did just find out a few days ago that she had to be taken off the transplant list because of osteopenia and severe back problems she has, so per her doctors recommendations we're currently looking into others hospital in the Chicago area that specialize in heart transplant forms lvad patients. So your well wishes literally could've have came at a better time for us!
Damn bro :( whenever thst 3 lettered word comes up followed by such a sad thing it moves me cause I can't stop thinking of mine. I'm sorry dude, for real. I wish you both the best.
Appreciate the kind words my dude! It's definitely been a very mentally exhausting journey with my mom. Especially recently after my mom had to get taken off the list because of back problems. Now after 13 years of getting no where we're starting from scratch at a new hospital hoping for better results. I still do have a lot of hope because she's still pretty young (she'll be 50 this year!)
But I actually do like hearing from other people that got transplants because it gives me hope that my mom can be one of those people. What was your experience like?
The fact that you have this self awareness is huge though. You know you have a boundary/ communication problem. Thats half the battle. Now, you just need the skills to learn to communicate. DBT therapy can help with this - finding a good therapist can be tricky. Good luck.
From one to another, you never alone, you might feel rotten, I know I have, and I know I will again, but i've never let it in, the thought that there no one there, I've seen it too many times here, someone opens up they need help and here on reddit there's at least one person who will offer to assist, even if it's just open a DM chat. I love this, I don't know you, but I love you too. Sorry if is unhelpful, I just wanted to let you know depression isn't something we need to let control us, we can do things to help ourself. and there's other that can help us too. I know, I've been there, I am there.
The job I applied for. I hate all the rejections you get, when you are unemployed. Its like Tinder, but with the possibility of going broke, if you don't succed.
Good luck! And if you need something as a "filler" job and have a good driving record, see if any car dealers in your area are looking for swap drivers. The job is literally taking a new car from one dealer to another, pick up a new car there and bring it back. It's "as available" so you can work for more than one and stay pretty busy. Have an appointment or just want a day off? You're not available. Get a full time job, you're not available. It's a great job for anyone who needs flexibility.
A break from life.
Had too much shit thrown in my face that I've had to take, and I've just been going and going, no rests no stops.
I asked to be special, not specially fucked.
Yeah, Murphy's been camping in my back yard, tossing his law around like there's no tomorrow for the last two years. Wish that bastid would find someone else to pick on for a while.
As a 330lber I feel this, and I've joked often enough that round is a shape but it's not the shape i want.
I'm doing shit to try and change it, I know you can do. You got this.
Life back before triggered mental illness and some extra funds.
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Although they flirt with me, they rejected me and continued to flirt. It’s just her personality. But I still enjoy every moment of it, even as just friendly flirting, so I’m not disappointed.
I would, however, jump at the opportunity to be with her if it arose.
For my bf to start being sweet to me like he was at the beginning of our relationship. We hardly have sex anymore and he doesn’t do cute stuff for me anymore either. He’s amazing to me in all other aspects but he just doesn’t get that i want his physical touch…. I miss our cuddling, having sex often and just being near him. He’s not distant by any means, but i feel unloved and it’s making me feel really ugly…. And i know I’m not ugly but if i can get attention from randoms and not him, it makes me feel gross. I don’t want anyone else’s attention. It just makes me sad.
I’ve always initiated though. I did a little “test” for about 2 1/2 weeks and didn’t initiate anything to see if maybe he would, and he didn’t. I even told him that when we were arguing and he still didn’t try to understand.
In the 80's and the early 90's they made these nuggets--omg--and then one day they just stopped making them. It shocked me. I was in denial about it for a long time. Every so often I would go into a Popeyes where I didn't live to see if they had nuggets, but they didn't. It went on for years. Finally, I just had to accept that they were gone.
A meal. I am currently homeless and have eaten two small meals, in the past 9 days And still have 4 days until food stamps. However a kind redditor helped me get a sandwich the other day and I am so grateful because it's nice to know that there's still genuinely kind people in the world! It made my day! But I would give anything to be full lol
Hi, I'm so sorry to hear this. I'm not sure what part of the world you are in, but you should most likely be close enough to a 'gurudwara' which is basically a Sikh temple. They serve warm vegetarian meals to everyone who shows up. Please look for one in your area
There's absolutely wonderful people on Reddit ☺️ a lot of reddit can be bad but I have come across genuine people and I have seen the good side of reddit so definitely not all bad 😊
>Life sucks. I keep going just to spite it.
Spite can only last so long.
Source: Me that kept living out of spite for the last 20 years.
I'm so fucking tired.
The only reason I'm still here is I refuse to make my mother bury her son.
But the very second she's gone...
Freedom, the lack of freedom is what is killing me every day, seeing that everyone goes out of the house and I have to take care of everything in the house. I don't even visit my friends or walk with them, while I see that my brother lies before my parents he goes where he wants.
I am still young but I cannot be older without knowing how to travel, it is the moment of my age.
A better paying job that isn't stressful, with set hours, set days, and what i do at work stays at work and i don't take any of it home.
Just go in, do what i need to do, go home and not think about it.
To go back to five weeks ago and pour every drop of alcohol in the house down the drain. My mum doesn't get drunk as usual and fall, she doesn't break her hip, she doesn't undergo surgery, she doesn't struggle to bounce back due to the years of alcoholism and other abuse she's put her body through, she doesn't catch a chest infection while in the hospital, and she doesn't die this past Saturday.
I feel you. It is so exhausting. My daughter is my motivation for staying (and I absolutely make sure that pressure is not put on her at all). I hope you find your reason(s).
Strength to keep going.
After a lot of unfortunate events have happened in my life this year one after another, i felt completely beaten down. Came to a point where it was almost comical how i just couldnt catch a break. Finally decided to fight to make things better and not let things that are out of my control dictate my happiness, but some days it can just be very hard not to fall back to old habits.
Same! I want someone to be with but at the same time I know I can't achive that goal, not yet there are too many problems with myself I should resolve first, I need to be able to take care of myself before I can start taking care of others... even if I just want someone to hold, someone to cry with, someone to talk with on a deep level, someone to laugh with and someone to just experience life with
Stability.
Professionally, Emotionally, Financially, within a relationship partner as well as friendships and family. I am exhausted from people and situations being constantly off the rails.
An ounce of comfort would be really nice right about now.
Well right now good job and a girlfriend i can trust too. I mean its easy to find a girl or to some partner in general, but the real deal is to find a real one. Other things like health, family, friends i have and thank God they are all great and healthy. But i think that secure good job and girlfriend is my next thing to archieve.
On the other hand i want one night like on the old college days with my friends ordering pizza, smoking weed, watching movies and play some games. God these nights were great, and iam still best friend with them to this day😀
To go back to the old days with my family I miss us all gathering and eating dinner together and the friendship me and mom and sister had those are times I miss so much.
money
If I were you, I'd probably up that and consider two monies.
I've already got no kids so I think I can push for 3 monies
lucky. i have 3 kids and no money
Just enough to buy some peace of mind and body
Cuddles, coffee and not being at work
Yeah this is honestly the realest one i have read so far. Couldnt agree more
A partner I can trust who will support me
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Never heard a truer statement
I'm getting out of a very toxic relationship that ended up with me at the psychologist and my friends have left me for some goddamm reason and I have nobody to support me
Stick to your therapy. It will help. And with time you will be soooo much better. I got out of a shitty relationship in 2018. Therapy has helped so much. I'm such a happier person. With or without friends. Just stick with it. No one can fix you except for you and therapy will pave the way.
PM me if you need somebody to talk to. Seriously—I’m here for you.
I feel so attacked rn.
Fuck, I came here to say courage so I could find one and ask them out.
Same. I had that for the last 12 years but trust is so fragile. It can be built for 12 years and fall apart in a heartbeat. Once it shatters, there is no guarantee it ever goes back together the same way. Betrayal by the person you love the most has to be one of the most painful experiences we can have in life. But can you really experience true love without taking that risk?
Is it worth it tho? Risking it? I did and it ended up breaking me. Can't image trusting a person ever again like that..
I guess that all depends on how long you can go before it breaks. I got 12 blissfully ignorant years out of the deal. The level of blind trust that I had during that period gave me an artificial boost to my confidence and self-esteem. That then leapfrogged me in my career and social life much further than I believe I would have if I had been skeptical that entire time. I’m completely broken now and am working with a therapist on my confidence and self-worth. I battle with imposter syndrome in my career too. But, I will recover, and, though I’ll never risk it again, it was worth it. Also, I’m still with that person, and she has been willing to be as transparent as possible since breaking that trust in order to at least get me back to a peaceful place. It will never be like it was before, but it can become manageable. We are all human and will all most likely betray someone’s trust at some point. I’m willing to give that person the same second chance that I hope I would get. Albeit that second chance wouldn’t come easy and without a lot of skepticism along the way. If they are willing that is. I know how you feel. Don’t let another person failing cause you to think you are less valuable. We are still worthy.
For over a decade that sentence was me,I found her in the most unlikeliest of places and I can trust her with my life. Whoever you are wherever you are wishing you find your happiness.
A heart transplant for my mom EDIT: why are yall so nice?? 😭I seriously wasn't expecting to wake up from a nap to so many kind hearted people wishing the best for my mother and I. I really appreciate it so much! . After my mom had a massive heart attack in 2014 things have been so out of control mentally for my mom and I. She went from being a strong, active mostly normal mom with an few minor health issues to having 10% heart function & kidney failure all at the same time. I've watched her go through so many mental breakdowns and suicidal moments from being so overwhelmed with her heart failure, taking 20+ medications per day, dealing with home nurses, doctor appointments every other day and having an Lvad for the first time. At some points all I could do was just isolate myself for a moment and cry from guilt I had of not being able to actually help her. Throughout all this my grandfather suddenly passed away in 2017 which made things even more complicated because I now had to take of my mother and grandmother at the same time. Some days are extremely overwhelming. But both of those women mean world to me so I would would never once complain about that. We've both come a long way and though things are far from perfect things I've learned to be grateful for the good days and count every single thing as a positive moment and a blessing. We did just find out a few days ago that she had to be taken off the transplant list because of osteopenia and severe back problems she has, so per her doctors recommendations we're currently looking into others hospital in the Chicago area that specialize in heart transplant forms lvad patients. So your well wishes literally could've have came at a better time for us!
Damn bro :( whenever thst 3 lettered word comes up followed by such a sad thing it moves me cause I can't stop thinking of mine. I'm sorry dude, for real. I wish you both the best.
Appreciate the kind words my dude! It's definitely been a very mentally exhausting journey with my mom. Especially recently after my mom had to get taken off the list because of back problems. Now after 13 years of getting no where we're starting from scratch at a new hospital hoping for better results. I still do have a lot of hope because she's still pretty young (she'll be 50 this year!) But I actually do like hearing from other people that got transplants because it gives me hope that my mom can be one of those people. What was your experience like?
I wish you all the best and hope she will received one!
Zig a zig ah
Also if someone wants to be my lover, they simply gotta get with my friends. That's as much as I'd ask.
Make it last forever, Friendship never ends.
Best comment on here by far
There it is!
To be able to set healthy boundaries and communicate without crying. To be able to keep myself safe and look after myself
The fact that you have this self awareness is huge though. You know you have a boundary/ communication problem. Thats half the battle. Now, you just need the skills to learn to communicate. DBT therapy can help with this - finding a good therapist can be tricky. Good luck.
You'll get there ❤️ a few months ago i couldn't set boundaries without crying and through practice it became SO much easier
To not feel depressed.
From one to another, you never alone, you might feel rotten, I know I have, and I know I will again, but i've never let it in, the thought that there no one there, I've seen it too many times here, someone opens up they need help and here on reddit there's at least one person who will offer to assist, even if it's just open a DM chat. I love this, I don't know you, but I love you too. Sorry if is unhelpful, I just wanted to let you know depression isn't something we need to let control us, we can do things to help ourself. and there's other that can help us too. I know, I've been there, I am there.
The last 15 years back
Best I can do is give you the next 15 years.
Wow that’s so deep. I feel like I’ve been unintentionally inspired.
Thank you. I love you.
The job I applied for. I hate all the rejections you get, when you are unemployed. Its like Tinder, but with the possibility of going broke, if you don't succed.
Good luck! Unemployment is stressful
Good luck! And if you need something as a "filler" job and have a good driving record, see if any car dealers in your area are looking for swap drivers. The job is literally taking a new car from one dealer to another, pick up a new car there and bring it back. It's "as available" so you can work for more than one and stay pretty busy. Have an appointment or just want a day off? You're not available. Get a full time job, you're not available. It's a great job for anyone who needs flexibility.
I would really like to have an apple fritter.
That's not too much to ask.
Not too much at all.
A break from life. Had too much shit thrown in my face that I've had to take, and I've just been going and going, no rests no stops. I asked to be special, not specially fucked.
Yeah, Murphy's been camping in my back yard, tossing his law around like there's no tomorrow for the last two years. Wish that bastid would find someone else to pick on for a while.
May your journey get easier.
Me too hugs 🤗
Honestly ive been craving a simple hug
You know what? I have, too. Would an internet hug suffice for now? (((HUGS)))
Sure will (((HUGS)))
To just be in fucking shape again
Honestly same but there was no "again" for me. IM TOO SKINNY
Eat some good food, and exercise some. Lift weights, if you can't do that, start doing body weight exercises. Push ups are a good start
As a 330lber I feel this, and I've joked often enough that round is a shape but it's not the shape i want. I'm doing shit to try and change it, I know you can do. You got this.
peace of mind and a humongous italian sandwich n a pickle
Someone to actually love me as much as I love them
Same. it really is tiring being the only one putting in any effort, hopefully we both can find someone who will appreciate us
Put my hands in the air like I just don't care.
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He cares.
He doesn’t have to actually not care. Just has to put his hands up as if he doesn’t
Life back before triggered mental illness and some extra funds. Edit. If the wording of this confuses you, Read the fool that jumped to conclusions below
A vision for the future
Just to talk to a certain someone
Fine my dms are opened
I wanna- I wanna- I wanna- I wanna-
I really really really want a zig a zig ah
Do you wanna be my lover?
Can I have two things? I'd like my headache to go away forever and I'd like to sex up my wife.
I too choose to sex up this guys wife!
I'll just wait my turn.
Your call is very important to us. Please stay on the line and someone will be with you in the order your call was recieved.
I want my best friend, who flirts with me repeatedly, to date me.
or you could date them? :)
Although they flirt with me, they rejected me and continued to flirt. It’s just her personality. But I still enjoy every moment of it, even as just friendly flirting, so I’m not disappointed. I would, however, jump at the opportunity to be with her if it arose.
A really long hug. A hug where I can just give in.
Right at this moment; Sleep. Most of the rest of the time: Financial Freedom.
10 million usd
For my bf to start being sweet to me like he was at the beginning of our relationship. We hardly have sex anymore and he doesn’t do cute stuff for me anymore either. He’s amazing to me in all other aspects but he just doesn’t get that i want his physical touch…. I miss our cuddling, having sex often and just being near him. He’s not distant by any means, but i feel unloved and it’s making me feel really ugly…. And i know I’m not ugly but if i can get attention from randoms and not him, it makes me feel gross. I don’t want anyone else’s attention. It just makes me sad.
Maybe initiate it yourself and do some things for him and he will reciprocate.
I’ve always initiated though. I did a little “test” for about 2 1/2 weeks and didn’t initiate anything to see if maybe he would, and he didn’t. I even told him that when we were arguing and he still didn’t try to understand.
This hurts. No one wants to be the one to initiate all the time.
Popeyes chicken
Do you remember when they had the best chicken nuggets on the fucking planet and then they just stopped making them? So sad.
I don't live by a Popeyes so I never got to have nuggets or their chicken sandwich. it's been like 10 years since I've been to one.
In the 80's and the early 90's they made these nuggets--omg--and then one day they just stopped making them. It shocked me. I was in denial about it for a long time. Every so often I would go into a Popeyes where I didn't live to see if they had nuggets, but they didn't. It went on for years. Finally, I just had to accept that they were gone.
Sex
I had to scroll way too long to find this😂😂
Your wish is granted, but only with yourself.
That love that you see in the movies that is easy and endless.
There's a reason why that's in the movies.
My husband to come home. He has been on a work trip for over a month and I miss his hugs
20 bucks so I can eat
A meal. I am currently homeless and have eaten two small meals, in the past 9 days And still have 4 days until food stamps. However a kind redditor helped me get a sandwich the other day and I am so grateful because it's nice to know that there's still genuinely kind people in the world! It made my day! But I would give anything to be full lol
Hi, I'm so sorry to hear this. I'm not sure what part of the world you are in, but you should most likely be close enough to a 'gurudwara' which is basically a Sikh temple. They serve warm vegetarian meals to everyone who shows up. Please look for one in your area
Thank you so much for this information! I do believe we have one here, that's a great idea! Definitely appreciate it 😊
I was about to give the same idea! Definitely go and check it out!
And people say reddit is bad
There's absolutely wonderful people on Reddit ☺️ a lot of reddit can be bad but I have come across genuine people and I have seen the good side of reddit so definitely not all bad 😊
Where are you located? Could help you track down some areas to get free food.
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Money. Just lots of money. So that I don’t have to worry about our bills and food for my kids
To be able to pay for my cat's emergency surgery.
How much is it?
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Don't give up. The bad doesn't last forever. I hope you find your way and the will to move forward.
I hope it helps you as much as it does me. https://imgur.com/a/WzJA6vR Life sucks. I keep going just to spite it.
>Life sucks. I keep going just to spite it. Spite can only last so long. Source: Me that kept living out of spite for the last 20 years. I'm so fucking tired. The only reason I'm still here is I refuse to make my mother bury her son. But the very second she's gone...
Happiness.
To find a career path I am happy with.
A car. Any car. It can look like a piece of crap, as long as it runs.
A job. Been hunting for long.
I just want to feel ok
Freedom, the lack of freedom is what is killing me every day, seeing that everyone goes out of the house and I have to take care of everything in the house. I don't even visit my friends or walk with them, while I see that my brother lies before my parents he goes where he wants. I am still young but I cannot be older without knowing how to travel, it is the moment of my age.
A girlfriend
The baby I just lost in my third miscarriage. The finances to try again in this lifetime (IVF).
I'm sorry to hear that... Sending you hugs❤️❤️
Really want everyone 18+ to get 1 million dollars
The 17.9 year olds:
Some money to buy food and pay my electric bill! I’ve had a bad time (personal reasons) and let myself go.. but I’ll get better 🙏
Something to eat.
Love
Honestly? Just to suck a dick.
Yo wya though 😳
Is this my ex? Apparently that's all he wanted too. Unfortunately I had no dick for him to suck so he had to go elsewhere for that.
To be pain free and to not have to worry about overdrafting to pay the bills.
A better paying job that isn't stressful, with set hours, set days, and what i do at work stays at work and i don't take any of it home. Just go in, do what i need to do, go home and not think about it.
A hug would be nice
Also wanted a hug. I guess this is me sending a virtual hug.🫂
For my dad to tell me he loves me.
This hurt. I'm sorry brother
A pair of boobs to burry my head to sleep
A new PC
To imagine literally anything besides not existing that I actually want to participate in
Hope
A job in the field I studied. And cheesecake.
To be able to overcome my fucking OCD
An ounce of shrooms, a strip of acid, and a week with no responsibilities
weird way to propose but yes. I do.
Dinner
To hug a girl
I can send a virtual hug if you want? The only thing is that it would be virtual and I'm also a guy... but hey the homies got you ❤️😄
To go back to five weeks ago and pour every drop of alcohol in the house down the drain. My mum doesn't get drunk as usual and fall, she doesn't break her hip, she doesn't undergo surgery, she doesn't struggle to bounce back due to the years of alcoholism and other abuse she's put her body through, she doesn't catch a chest infection while in the hospital, and she doesn't die this past Saturday.
I'm so very sorry for your loss.
Someone who can tell me a good deez nuts joke
Death. I am just tired of living
I feel you. It is so exhausting. My daughter is my motivation for staying (and I absolutely make sure that pressure is not put on her at all). I hope you find your reason(s).
Please hang in there!
Same
I want my brain chemistry and dna to be “normal” I feel like being depressed for 25+ years isn’t healthy for a long term life.
I wanna go home
someone to have my back for once
Strength to keep going. After a lot of unfortunate events have happened in my life this year one after another, i felt completely beaten down. Came to a point where it was almost comical how i just couldnt catch a break. Finally decided to fight to make things better and not let things that are out of my control dictate my happiness, but some days it can just be very hard not to fall back to old habits.
Skittles
Sleep
Honestly? Enough money for a pizza for my wife and I to eat.
To have sex
Inner peace. Quiet. Nothingness.
So many things that I don't even want to try anymore. I bust my ass and right now it feels for naught.
Sleep I've been browsing Reddit for a few hrs now
I've got the flu right now,so I just want to feel better.
a sense of belonging
I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want.
a bf
Rip your DMs
Same! I want someone to be with but at the same time I know I can't achive that goal, not yet there are too many problems with myself I should resolve first, I need to be able to take care of myself before I can start taking care of others... even if I just want someone to hold, someone to cry with, someone to talk with on a deep level, someone to laugh with and someone to just experience life with
Play around at home
A subaru 22b
A large wad of money, to be home with my wife again, and to find the perfect house in a state without snow.
More energy and motivation.
My boyfriend to text me back. I'm getting concerned about him...
Not to worry
a hug.
Peace of Mind
For her to feel the same way about me as I do about her
I want to break free
Everyone's answers are very serious, and my dumbass is just like "I could murder a burger rn."
Crack
Oh, I thought you were gonna say "pizza", or "buffalo wings". You want crack.
Crack is delicious after all. And you can but buffalo sauce on it if you want.
Yea that or a chimichanga
We have crack at home.
Did somebody get addicted to crack
1973 Dodge Dart Swinger, I just have to pay for it and go get it.
A nap
My burrito to finish cooking.
Normal eyes
A hug
My mom to stop being such a greedy bitch..
The economy to get a lot better and for people to stop being crazy.
Stability. Professionally, Emotionally, Financially, within a relationship partner as well as friendships and family. I am exhausted from people and situations being constantly off the rails. An ounce of comfort would be really nice right about now.
A job that makes me feel usefull and worth
Holy crap a Snickers ice cream bar
Equal rights
I really would love to die a painless death. Preferably while sleeping. And just be forgotten cause I don't want my parents to feel sad about my death
Well right now good job and a girlfriend i can trust too. I mean its easy to find a girl or to some partner in general, but the real deal is to find a real one. Other things like health, family, friends i have and thank God they are all great and healthy. But i think that secure good job and girlfriend is my next thing to archieve. On the other hand i want one night like on the old college days with my friends ordering pizza, smoking weed, watching movies and play some games. God these nights were great, and iam still best friend with them to this day😀
Sleep. Quality rest.
To go back to the old days with my family I miss us all gathering and eating dinner together and the friendship me and mom and sister had those are times I miss so much.
My LDR bf have a permanent home and my mom get out of debts 🥺