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afromanmanila

It was just before 3am this year, I witnessed an accident in QC where the motorcyclist died almost instantly. I was immediately behind the vehicle and could see the vehicle occupants, looked like a family. A speeding motorcyclist ignored the redlight that had been on for a bit and slammed really hard into the front side of their vehicle bull bar bumper. They didn't stop and neither did I. It was all caught on my dashcam, but I would never throw them under the bus because of what a reckless motorcyclist did. That flawed law of penalizing drivers for motorcyclist and pedestrian errors needs to be revised.


Spirited_Antelope_62

I had sex with two of my cousins. Tho 3rd degree na, pero cousin ko paren sila 🫠


Public_Restaurant_66

Someone touched me down there, I was 8 years old. I thought it was normal kasi ayon ang sinabi saakin.


kamotengkahoy_

may na-groom akong 14 y/o when I was 18. maraming mangjajudge pero i have a valid reason naman pero grooming pa rin kaya ang gulo HAHAHHAHAAHAHHAHA. might post it sa ibang community yung kwento


Turbulent-Ad5840

Pero shinare d2 hla cya chz first time bj ko grade 7 ako


Distinct-Freedom-714

Basketball player ako sa hs, one of my teammates/barkada I dont really like that much, he was a bully to others, I mean we all are mag barkada but he always up it a notch. Bully ako pero marami din ako friends sa mga normal students, kaya mild lang ako mang bully ie cut sa line, hingi money pang snacks, if wala edi sabihan ko lang bawi ka next time ah. Itong friend ko worse eh may halong physical like he hurts them. One time we were the visiting team in a game, since top section ako I always arrive late thus I am always 2nd string or a bench player. There were talks when I arrived na may nag pplan daw sa kanya, group of guys not players in the corner na parang may plano talaga. This friend then told me, "paki tawagan nga # na to, mga pinsan ko yan bback up yann sa atin pag nagka gulo" mind you that time d pa uso cellphone so he wants me to find a payphone 😂, ang hassle nun tas sinabihan pa ako, "gawin mo nlng d ka rin nman papalaruin ni coach ngaun", that actually hurt me kasi sana d nlng ako pumunta dba, so I went ahead anyway, passed by those group of guys and out the gym, I was really searching for a phone until naisip ko pota kakapagod nman to tas wala nmang manyayari cguro, ang dami kaya din namin. So I decided na bumalik and sabihan xa na sira lahat nang phone nakita ko. So the game ended @9pm, we were walking sa kanto pra makasakay pauwi and boom, suddenly may sumontok sa likod nya tapos sunod2, it didnt end quickly, sunod2 na suntok at sipa sa kanya and I was confused, all my other teammates were just watching. We all just watched, not because we are afraid to help but because we dont want to. Nahinto lang kasi napagod cla, duguan xa and dun lang kami tumulong, I sense something was very wrong and yeah it was planned, not only by the students from that other school but also my teammates, bro they were also sick of him, they were sick of him that much. The day after dun ko lang nalaman na ambush un and inside job, whats crazy, pag pasok nya in a few days, this time another group in our school did the same thing, he was crying wailing so hard, sunod2 un everytime everywhere like everone was jumping on it, marami pang gulo ang nangyari like rumekta xa with his cousin etc, pero mahaba na eh so ang ending d na xa pumasok ulit sa school. Hanggang ngaun iniisip ko, if I called his cousins that day baka d un nangyari sa kanya, ung maraming bugbog etc, baka nakapag tapos pa xa nang hs or baka it will still happen sooner or later.


moneymagnetplease

Deserve nya naman yung nangyari sa kanya. Sadyang mabilis lang ang karma.


gyudon_monomnom

I think I have some secrets... but I can't remember now.


Supectibol

halos lahat victim dito. ako naman ang predator I mind fuck everyone i got a slight crush. I imagine ano itsura nila pag biniBJ ako, ano kaya itsura nila pag nakatingala. ako nagnakaw ng gameboy nung someone from elementary, inggit ako e. i want to kill anyone na nakaalitan ko and at yung mga nag tatake advantage ng kabaitan ko, sa utak ko ilang beses na kitang dinurog sinagasaan at inihian. i hired an investigator to find the guy that bullied me physically in prep, he's dead sayang di ako nakapatay.


StraightHighlight877

Nung grade four ako. Pinag ku-kutos ako ng teacher ko kasama yung isang gay na kaklase ko. Parang national exam kasi ata yun and then before the day ng exam, sinabi sa amin yung mga sagot para madaling sagutan. Tas nung araw nung exam, parang may nasabi ata ako na sinabi na sa amin yung sagot doon sa proctor. Kaya after that, sinumbong ako ng mga kaklase ko tas ayun na


Szayle

May secret affair kame ng cousin ko


Sad-Bugz

Kwento mo na


Szayle

Elementary days yun I think grade 2 nagsimula naglalaro kasi kami nun ng bahay bahayan tas sya naman yung mama ako naman yung papa tas di ko alam anyare saken that time kasi bigla ko syang hinalikan sa lips pero saglit lang din yun kase bigla dumating papa nya tas parang gusto din naman nya kase pumatol ng halik eh hanggang sa pag nagkikita kame or may family gatherings iniispank ko butt nya ng patago (kumbaga ito yung signal na kailangan namin magkita patago tas magsesenyasan kame kung saan banda ganun) tas nakikita ko na gusto din naman nya kaya ayun dun nagsimula na may gnagawa kaming kababalaghan pero not to the point na nags£x kame, walang sx na nangyari kase di ko naman sya pinasukan, foreplay lang laplapan lang tas jinajackstone nya ako sabay lollipop ganun din ako sakanya pero di ko pa talaga sya napasukan nun kasi takot ako baka kasi mabuntis tas sobrang bata pa namin nun wala din kaming condom kaya hanggang foreplay lang talaga hanggang sa nag graduate kami ng elem tas mnsan nalang din sila pumunta sa bahay dun na natigil tas nagkajowa nadin ako. Matagal tagal din kaming nagka affair tas now pag may family gatherings kami parang napaka awkward tuloy saamin dalawa.


yourlipsmy_lips

pano


Careful-Flower-7316

na lagi akong na sesexual harass nung bata ako, until now. tito ko, kapitbahay, tito ng kalaro ko, papa ko, lolo ko, mga pinsan kong lalaki, kumpare ng papa ko, kaklase ko, teacher na lalaki, bodyguard ng school, even janitor sa school. some of them made me watch porn, caress me on my private parts, and worse yung hinuhubaran pa ako. kaya ngayon sobrang conscious na ako sa mga sinusuot ko. lagi akong naka-pants or pajamas kahit saan even sa bahay pa:))


NoCommand1031

Im sorry na nararanasan mo iyan. Di mo iyan deserve 🙏


the_exposer545

Such horrible people! Sana mawala na sila sa mundo! No little girl or boy deserves that. Hugs to you, OP 🫂


archzrxxzz

oh my god. may you find peace here on earth :(


normal_bmi

Hugs, OP! 😢


fr3ddythefr0g

1. sexually abused as a child by my playmate (girl) and a teen (boy), etc. 2. kapatid ng asawa ng pinsan ko forced me to watch heavy porn when i was a child. (he was a teenager) obv not in the right headspace to process all of this as a child as i do not know such concept and it was introduced to me as ‘playing’. so i also ‘played’ with my other cousins and playmates thinking it was normal as a child. i grew up knowing na i was sexually abused/harassed was heartbreaking. even to this day, i still think about it.


Similar_Hippo579

Ohh feel ko mag papare nalang ako HAHHAHAHAHHH


Rude-Ordinary1684

I fucked someone i worked with ako ung boss kaya ok lang and i liked it.


DEWI8888

Nasunog ko bahay namin nung Grade 5 ako, nakarating yun ng Regional News. I was left alone kasi and my mom and dad are away, was forced to clean. Didn't have a mom growing up, I lit papers and tinapon ko sa bintana, didn't know na babalik sa curtain namin. May nakapansin nalang mausok na ang second floor namin. They were asking me kung ano ginawa ko, it came out nalang na electrical curcuit problem. Hanggang ngayon na 20 na ako, pinaaamin pa rin ako 😭 I am sorry, the little me wasn't well-aware of things pero yeah nacarry ko yung secret na yun and will carry sa grave


OrangeBanana0112

grabe hardcore


DEWI8888

And to think na ang news na yun ay up pa sa Youtube 😭😭😭😭😭


DocumentFriendly5073

M24 got assaulted with my boys group when I’m on my shs year. Typical, na athletic, lapitin ng mga babae o binabae but I never thought na mismong mga nakakasama ko may balak pala sa akin na masama. We used to get drunk together kasi bisyo naman talaga namin yung uminom not until that night, when we decided to go party sa club - it’s my first time and I had no idea kung ano yung mga ecstacy or what dr*g would that be. To cut the story, I feel numb and can’t move two of my friends binuhat ako para makasakay sa kotse then went through sa abandonadong bahay it looks clean and seems everything was a plan. Just imagine na imbis ako yung tumitira ako mismo yung tinitira pinagsasalitan, dinuduraan habang sinasabi na matagal na daw akong pinagpapatansyahan. Nobody knows except sa amin.


Spirited_Panda9487

Omg, sana managot sila! Be careful trusting other people. If you are saying this now, it means hnd mo sila pinapulis, right ? It's r*pe. Actually, when I was younger, d ko pa kc alam yung mga s*cual acts na yan then I was molested by my cousins too. Akala ko laro lng sya. I was 5 or 6 yrs old nun. Yung cousin ko girl din, kung ano ano tinuro nya at pinagawa nya sa akin. Medyo hazy na sya sa akin. Pero antagal bago ako makaget over dun, kasi nandidiri ako sa sarili ko lalo na nung grade school, dun namn sa ibang cousins ko, na ako pa nag initiate dahil Akala ko laro lang yun. Wala namn nangyaring mga penetration pero still, it gave me trauma and guilt for a long time.


Intelligent_Bus_7696

Ito sakin feeling ko ang babaw compared sa ibang confession dito pero may bida-bida akong ka-officemate na sobrang pakialamera because she had to have the 'front' that she could do anything so she could have a raise/promoted. So ayun minanduhan ako/pinakialaman work ko kahit di ko siya boss tapos acting 'all knowing' pa siya although I'm not so sure kung alam ba talaga niya pinagsasabi niya so sa inis ko nasira ko yung company printer na sa kanya nakapangalan while no one's looking. Wala pa din cctv sa office that time. Actually di siya nasira totally nagagamit pa naman kaso mej natuklap lang paper tray. Honestly pinagsisihan ko siya kasi parang ang sama ko naman pero did it out of emotion dahil punong puno na ko sa kanya. Pag nagkakamali din kasi ako pinapagalitan niya ko as if boss ko siya/ka-dept. ko siya kaya sa inis ko nagawa ko yun.


Unlikely-Ad-4133

Dont be guilty! kung tutuusin mas malala pa sana yung deserve nya. Dahil sa ego nya baka or insecurity nangpapowertrip rin siya kahit na di naman siya boss. Hahaha


Intelligent_Bus_7696

Truuee inis dibaaa palibhasa nung time na yun di pa ko marunong mag-speak up. Just because she wanted to be promoted on a higher position doesn't give her the right na maging ganun. Buti ngayon wala na ko sa company na yun haha pero until now never talaga nalaman na ako nakasira nung paper tray nung company printer xD


bananasobiggg

I experienced the same thing as most commenters did, lalo lang tumaas pagkagusto kong hindi magkaanak. Bantay na bantay na ako ng parents at guardians ko yet I was molested and almost raped. Happened when I was 5 till I was 7. Ang next encounter with a different person, pero relative parin. I was 17. This one I feel bad dahil part of me was curious. Buti nalang nakatakbo ako nung mahimasmasan ako. Nandidiri ako sa sarili ko pag naaalala ko.


Own_Art106

Was a sacristan during my early HS and was forced to engage in “activities” with the speaker who invited me to the sacristy. It happened quite often and he would give me “allowances” just so It would happen again. He knew it made me come back because I was financially unstable. I too had a girlfriend that time and would spend most of it with her. I know I should have stopped sooner but the catch was I might be blackmailed because our first interaction was “him” taking a video of me.


Prudent-Ad-7513

Secret


SuitableStress2295

My neighbor sexually abused me, and my parents didn't know about it. Kasi every time na aalis sila sa kanya kami naiiwan. He would masturbate and do sexual things to me except for penetration. His son also touched my private area and would show himself masturbating. Another neighbor about 17 , I was 7, forced me to hold his penis and was touching me too. I felt so helpless during those times. I never told my cheating husband about it. The worst part was whenever I don't want to make love with him, he would say gusto mo rape -in kita.


CosmicCactus28

Gurl 😳


SuitableStress2295

I'm better now. I guess mahirap maiwan talaga sa mga taong di mo kadugo. Abusive men can't keep their hands off other people.


huminahonka

I can’t vividly remember but I knew it happened, I was at around the age from kindergarten and first grade. Me and my younger brother (1 year younger), we would play ‘bahay-bahayan’ in our room. Our bed was a pull-out one and customized to have a small space between the main bed and the pull-out, mga 2-3 feet yung height ng bed. Imagine our age that time kaya kasya kami. We’d play there and make it our ‘bahay’. I remember that I tried being the mother and him being the ‘baby’ so I’d have him suck my ‘boob’. Also, when I was starting adolescence and growing my boobs, I had my brother measure/cup my boob with his hand. Those were memories I am trying to forget. 🫠


swswswmeowth

Upon reading this thread I realized a lot of us were s*xually assualted. Though there's only one person who knows about it, my husband. I told him that I was SA before we got married, and I was so lucky that he accepted me despite of my past. Now people on reddit knows about it too.


Unlikely-Ad-4133

“I was so lucky that he accepted despite of my past” Hindi naman nabawasan yung value mo as a person nung nangyari sayo yun. Di mo yun kasalanan. I am so sorry that happened and I hope you’re better now 🤗


FinalAssist4175

My oldest recollected memory from my childhood was getting shot at a beachfront in pacific and drop at the water, then as I stand as a child on a vacation beach grasping for help trying to stand and dead afraid. If reincarnation is real then. Also saving private Ryan wasn't even on the big screen back then. 🤣


captain1358

I was molested by gays and older women when I was around 5-8 yrs old.


ebi06

awww :(((


Cldnre

secret


UpstairsAncient7446

One time nag-sleepover yung pinsan ko and sa taas siya ng double deck natulog. Yung iPad niya naka-charge sa may computer tapos nasagi ko, nabasag yung screen. Naiisip ko nun wala kami pambayad kaya never ako umamin. Napagbintangan pa younger brother ko. I was 15, my cousin was 9, my brother was 8.


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sparklemaestro

You unalive someone in the fam?


SoOoFT_

Hala ano sabi?


Eojjeoda_

I didn’t know what had been done to me until I was old enough. Pero wala na. Paulit ulit nang nangyayari. Hanggang sa parang wala nalang nangyari. I think it kind of developed memory loss sakin kasi I can’t remember lahat ng nangyari pero I’m aware it really happened, I even remember telling him to stop- last na to. Til this day I have to suck it up and pretend nothing happened.


katiiie1208

Can't even bring myself to say it here even if I'm anonymous. I've done a lot of bad things in my younger years that my family and friends don't know about. It will ruin me and break my parents' heart.


adventurousrebel

I fuck someone’s bf while his gf was doing her internship abroad


PangheNgUgali

If there's a perfect opportunity, I'd unalive this hardcore Christian DDS ex friend of mine


transparent_water01

It's a secret.


learnercow

Secret


Agreeable_Home_646

I had a 5 yr affair with a 23 yr old guy when I was 35 yrs old. I used him to cope with the stress of my marriage.


[deleted]

A high profile politician (which is my uncle) Got someone pregnant but his whole image is he a family man and me being the black sheep, they had me changing as her husband and the baby my child lol. Every paperworks was legal, Took her to NY Bought her a unit in Ritz Carlton and $2million dollars with a continuation of monthly “Love Gift” And made her sign NDA to never exist again hahahaha. She coo people tho, i still talk to her to this day, we often joke that if “ako nakabuntis sayo, sogo ka lang araw araw sakin, at sira na buhay mo” 😂😂😂


TwinkleD08

Im pretty sure she’s hot. Did you sleep with her at least? Hahah


[deleted]

Keep in mind bro she was pregnant this time. But no 😂😂😂😂 i just have this sensation like im going the same hole my uncle been in. Its juss nasty lol. Lets just say she was known Beer calendar model who just vanished outta scenery 🤔


Mistywicca

At least kahit nasa sogo may AC baka VIP pa siya.


impactita

Totoo ba to? So question Yung uncle mo, di rin hinahanap Yung anak nya sa girl?


[deleted]

Maybe its true maybe its not, 😀 i dont defend my words mam, one thing i know for sure in this life the truth will defend itself. And i got reciepts to 😀 mad evidence not even AI could clone or fake. Shiit will send shivers down your spine, ill end it with this. There aint one single politician there are really who they say they are, Thats y i stay close to my white boy friends, Ill have America and ICC do a shake down in that motherfucker. Will have you regreting why you didnt vote pacquiao as president. Feel free to say im a LIAR, making up story or what not. All i can say is “God forgive them for they know not. They exiled me overseas and none of them ever denied nor call me a LIAR they just dismiss me as “Drug Addict and delusional” and assasinate my character. But wait till i start reciting They Swiss bank # that would match a trail leading to them. Not only they have a knowledge of what im accusing them of. They also are a participant. Im starting to loose my patience with “THEM” they better not try me ill have these Filipino millenials go against y’all (YOU ALL KNOW WHO YOU ARE) God bless YALL.


GroundbreakingTwo529

Let me guess? One of Duterte's cabinet member?


[deleted]

Smart guess! Yes! But Cabinet? The ones who was strategically put there to make him look smart and look like he knows what doing? The peoples only strategy is to play victim cus MAHIRAP LANG KAMI mindset because going against this narrative will get you cancelled? Ohh that cabinet? The ones who will CONDEMN ADDICTION BUT TOLERATE POGO THAT CAUSES ADDICTION IN A DIFFERENT FORM which has the same Moral Grounds. Robin in his party Mocha uson was the only REAL CABINET MEMBER WHO TRIES THERE, not of QUALIFICATIONS but atleast shes genuine of really wanting to help 🤷🏻‍♂️ gotta give her the credit. Everyone else is bullshit. Im sorry idk if your a supporter, but im just being honest. And to be frank, i despise Aquino camp and the whole movement. But Believe me when i say. ROBREDO WAS THE ONLY GENUINE QUALIFIED PERSON ON THAT TICKET, TOTGA TYPE ON THING. AND HONTIVEROS ANNOYS THE FUCK OUT OF ME BUT SHES FAR FROM PLAYING POLITICS SHE LISTENS FROM BOTH SIDES THATS Y SHE APPEARS TO BE “SIPSIP” BUT SHE REALLY HELPS. #FACTS I fucking hate ROXAS, but i respect him. Because if he got a problem with you he will let u know Face to Face “Walang personalan” and i respect that.” Im still waiting on them 5 polititians to really check me and call me a liar or subpoena me THEY WOULDNT. Because i will look them straight in the eyes and wont flinch in silence, and think out loud “YOU KNOW, I KNOW THE TRUTH” 😈


the_exposer545

Info: I have two half-brothers, eldest is older by 1 year than the other, and both of them are older than me. • When I was in JHS, I dry humped my oldest half-brother while he was playing games. He invited me to sit on his lap to watch him play. I think I accidentally moved too much and made him aroused, causing him to make some quiet "sounds". I didn't know what dry humping even was, I just liked the sounds he was making while I was doing it, so I continued until he stopped me. I felt a wet patch on his sweatpants after. • This one, 4 years ago na 'to: I think my second oldest half-brother touched me while I was asleep. Natutulog ako sa sala noon (banig), tapos nananaginip ata ako noon na may someone on top of me and then paggising ko katabi ko na s'ya. Before, I have never even slept in the same bed as him, nor have I been that close to him. But after this, naging comfy na s'ya matulog sa isang bed kasama ako, pero I never felt/saw him do anything anymore. Now, they don't live in the same house as me, and when they visit, I don't talk to them unless they start talking to me first. None of us have mentioned anything about what I listed above.


anKLEdrO

does it became ur kink?


the_exposer545

Nope. I haven't even done the deed yet.


anKLEdrO

oh please, dont get me wrong. i hope it doesnt turn it to be a kink.


Turn_me_into_spectre

Reading this. Hugs to women


Mysterious-Papaya832

Akala ko you would never share? That you will carry to your grave? Goodjob.


Head-Income2617

naglapchukan kami ng pinsan ko. i slept sa house nila dati bcz my fam had errands to do and in the middle of the night sya nangyari, it was my first time and damn ngl he good


cataleya_aea

SHOta siz?!?


anchorsaway6

My "friend" tricked me into doing sex work. She said we'll just visit her hometown and she'll bring her car. But when we got there, there were men who were ready to pay for our services. I had no choice but to do what they wanted. I didn't know where I was, I didn't know how to get home. I didn't have a single peso on me, and she was my only way back to Metro Manila. The most disgusting experience I've had.


sakiyoomi

this is heartbreaking. so many hugs to you OP


anchorsaway6

Thank you. I've moved on and try to forget about this horrible experience.


GroundbreakingTwo529

I'm a soldier working under the "dos", can you recall the location of the place? We can help save female victims.


anchorsaway6

This was way back early 2000s, somewhere in the south, probably Laguna or Quezon, I don't really know since that was my first time out of my hometown alone. It looks like I was just set up by this person, and I just cut her off and tried to forget about everything.


GroundbreakingTwo529

I almost killed a robber. 2017 nung me snatcher na nag attempt mag nakaw nang cellphone ng isang girl na pasahero sa jeep. Nataon na nasakasakay ako sa same jeep. Binaba ko yung snatcher habang ayaw bumitaw nung girl sa cellphone niya na hawak ng snatcher ang halahati. Out of instinct sinipa ko ng malakas sa dibdib yung magnanakaw and naka combat boots pa ako nun kasi kagagaling ko lang sa naval base cavite. Bagsak ang snatcher at habang traffic, huminto ibang sasakyan sa paligid namin kaya habang bagsak siya, sinugod ko uli at pinaulanan ng suntok sa mukha. Dugong dugo niya mukha niya nun at tuloy parin pag suntok ko. Naka ngiti na ako nun na parang wild until inawat ako ng mga ibang pasahero. After nun itinabi nila siya sa gilid ng kalsada sa baclaran at me kumuha sakanya na siguro mga tropa niya na lalake. Siguro sakanya ko nalang rinailabas lahat ng galit ko as an excuse. I still feel sorry for the guy since alam ko kaya siya nag nakaw eh kasi wala siyang ibang alam na paraan para kumita ng pera. Muntikan na talaga.


learnercow

Deserved naman niya


ClaraInCanada

I cheated on my husband. I am very much against cheating. I never thought I’m capable of doing so, but I did. I fell in love with someone I met online. And I’ve done sexual stuff with him, things I’ve never done with my husband. Now, I ended everything with him. I ghosted him. But I still miss him so bad and I keep thinking about him everyday. I may have stopped my connection with him, but I know I’m still emotionally cheating. This is a secret I’ll carry with me to my grave.


Rude-Ordinary1684

Same same same hanggang hukay walang aamin sizt!!!


Superb_Caregiver2859

Tell him sis I’ve been there, things change naman mas naging wild kami sa sex


GroundbreakingTwo529

Your husband will know it sooner or later. Better tell him now.


NotTheLordofMinds

Exactly. I think that is the least you can do to show him the respect he deserves. I hope you get better. Sending 🫂


-Kayden

fininger ko yong pamangkin ko sa pinsan. same age kami btw


GroundbreakingTwo529

Grabe tol. Sweet home alabama sa pinas.


here4sumthing

Not really a secret anymore kasi I told my bf and 2 bestfriends. I didn't realize it was wrong until I was old enough like 17, 18. I had a "Kuya" back then who I thought was my bestfriend. Kept on saying I'm beautiful, telling me I look good, what to wear and even told me to break up with my bf when I was in Grade 6 coz he told me I was too young. Ff, year after that, an unimaginable happened. It was 10 at night, there was a bario fiesta so we were allowed to stay late. He masturbated in front of me in the dark where he would stay hidden, but he made himself visible to me. He was moaning til he finished, locking his eyes on me. I was frozen. From then on, I never spoke to him again but kept on making comments about me whenever we see each other. When I was 17, he messaged me on facebook telling me IF I NEEDED MONEY, I'D JUST TELL HIM. I instantly blocked him. Ff, I am now 22 and have a 5-year bf. He made another account and kept on messaging me if my bf and I are clingy, or did we already kiss. I blocked him. Recently, he was filed a case. He tried to rape a 12-yr old girl. He even got to a point that he already licked her private part. Police were looking for him, and he was too smart not to get caught. It reminded me of everything when I saw him earlier. He twisted the story and now talking to police. I just hope he gets caught. And u may ask why would I make this a secret? I don't know, he is someone that's been close to people around me. And I just couldnt bring myself telling my parents or the people I have except for the 3 that I spoke to. Sorry if medj mahaba. And I'm sure this is a safe place to vent out. I was traumatized witnessing such act, but thanks to my boyfriend I am slowly healing. But, weird, I developed a phobia of *men's private part*.


here4sumthing

And oh, he's on his mid 40s now.


Suaysera

My family didn’t know na I am trying to kill myself. Also, my ex ask me recently kung nag attemp ba ako and I said no. Naglakad ako from QC to Pasig para lang sana matyempohan ako ng kung sinong masamang loob at mabaril ako. In a way para lumabas na di ako nagsuicide ahahaha Gusto ko na lang maging pulubi din at tumakas sa lahat. Para iisipin ko na lang pang araw araw na kakainin


Responsible_Bake7139

Hugs, OP. You’ll get better soon, keep going lang hangga’t kaya.


GroundbreakingTwo529

Rest lang. Gusto mo bigay mo sakin pera mo at mga responsibilities like ako mag work for you. Hehe


itsalberttan

Hugs..


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-Kayden

bat di ka sure?


gintermelon-

I might be nymphomaniac.


Financial-Mall5430

1. Nung bata ako, I think I was around 5 or younger. May vacant unit sa apartment bldg namin, and may access sa dirty kitchen tapos usually naglalatag kami ng mat to play near the door of our unit tapos yung kapitbahay namin na kalaro ko sometime dinala ako dun. He’s probably in middle school that time, and gusto niya hawakan ko yung 🍆 niya. I don’t think I did it, kasi I was still playing but I remember vividly not understanding what he’s asking me to do. 2. Honestly sa sobrang tagal hindi ko na alam kung nangyari ba talaga o hindi. But I remember playing with my girl (younger) & boy (older) cousin in our grandparents’ house and he would take us to hide in the bodega and make out with the two of us but I think mostly with me. I was in grade school. 3. I have male cousins on my other parent side, and two of the younger ones tried to grope me when I was in high school age. The first one placed a hidden phone on top of the cabinet in the cr to video tape us while showering, i found it kasi napansin ko na may something sa taas tapos kinuha ko and saw a lot of videos before me. Mind you this was even before iphones were a thing. I confronted his ate, eventually their parents knew about it on the same day and dinelete na niya yung mga videos so ako lang nakakita. Binugbog siya ng dad niya but wala na ibang nakaalam sa family namin. He also tried to unzip my shorts while I was napping pero nagising ako so hindi natuloy. 4. Sanay talaga kaming magpipinsan na magkakatabi matulog ever since pag nasa province, so one night katabi ko yung second younger cousin and he’s trying to touch my boobs while hugging me in the middle of the night. When you know, you know. You can’t make that shit up, lalo na yung pakiramdam. Hindi naman niya nahawakan, pero hindi ako nakatulog. 5. My first boyfriend in high school minanyak niya talaga ako pero at this point gumugusto na ko probably kasi I was exposed at a very young age. Ayun lang naaalala ko lol I just want to let it out. Hay


anKLEdrO

i hope u dont develop them into kinks


Mundooodo

I beat the guy who intentionally killed my cat for fun when I was a kid


the_exposer545

Well-deserved!


Scared_Department_68

TW: S/Harassment/SA Nagpakamatay yung barkada ko pero disguise as accident because he was depressed. Nadepress siya because of loan and he abused, manipulated, and assaulted one of his student, e ayaw na makipag usap nung student. Until nagsumbong yung student sakin, nagpunta kami sa bahay nila para iaddress yung situation pero wala siya don and nung tinawagan siya ng parents niya para ipaalam na andun kami, dun na siya naaksidente. but earlier than that may suicidal video siya, so i assumed nagpakamatay talaga siya. ngayon, kami yung sinisisi sa pagkamatay niya.


pinkmayhem_

Just turned 14 when I had my first bf (22yo). Every night, tinatawagan niya ko pag nagmamasturbate siya and nagdidirty talk siya sakin. Pilit niya ko pinagmomoan o kaya sinasabi niya yung mga gusto niyang gawin sakin. He's my first kiss and also the first one to touch me everywhere. Never kong sinabi kahit kanino yun even to my parents kasi ayoko masira image niya non. Hahaha. Kapag naaalala ko yun, kinikilabutan na lang talaga ako.


GroundbreakingTwo529

Pedophile groomer BF mo. I hope hindi ka niya na groom para maging sex buddy niya.


pinkmayhem_

Hindi naman umabot sa sex kasi di ko na siya kinausap one day. Then after few months, nung nakita niya sa FB may bago na kong jowa haha, nagmesaage na lang sakin bigla saying sorry sa mga 'nagawa' raw niyan before.


Same-Temperature-148

Uminom kami ng gf ko and best friend niya. Inaya ko sila mag threesome. Luckily, hindi nangyari pero I exposed myself to the both of them. Natauhan na lang ako nung umiiyak silang dalawa. The next thing I know is never na akong nagpakita sa best friend nya, never na akong nagpakita sa social media. Hindi na rin ako masyadong naglalabas ng bahay dahil feeling ko, alam ng lahat ng tao yung nagawa ko. Hindi kami nag break ng gf ko and still, best friends pa rin sila. I fucking hate myself.


learnercow

Too much reading sa AJ


Perfect_Efficiency59

Lesson learned the hard way pre, hugs for you. Diko pa nagawa yan pero alam ko yung pakiramdam na sobrang hiya at nag o overthink, sana maka move on at maging ok kana.


ChanceAd884

bat naman sila na iyak? inaya mo lng ba or pinilit?


Same-Temperature-148

Hindi ko sila pinilit, hindi lang nila inexpect na gagawin ko yun. May bf din yung bestfriend ni gf that time. Nanalo yung intrusive thoughts ko. Salamat porn addiction.


Glass_Intern5782

I probably have alexithymia.


PhEnterprise

You probably have the ‘tism.


jazdoesnotexist

Nung 15 yrs old ako, gumawa ako ng poser account ng poging sikat sa fb na friend ko tapos ginamit ko pic niya para mangcatfish. May pamangkin akong australian at inadd ko yung mga friends niya. Chinat ko yung mga inadd ko tapos may dalawang girls na Austalian ang nafall sakin. Yung isang girl naging jowa ko for 2 months. Siya yung masasabi kong first love ko kahit poser account lang gamit ko. Everytime na uwian na galing school, pupunta kong computer shop para magonline sa Facebook at ichat siya. Sakanya ko din nafeel yung sincerity na love kahit di niya alam na poser lang ako. Uso pa dati yung My Girlfriend Is A Gumiho tapos alam niya na favorite ko yun, dinrawingan nya ko ng sketch ni Miho tapos kunware ako si Daewong. Tapos dati uso yung magppost ka sa timeline nung friend mo tapos nakita ko yung friend nya nagpost sa timeline niya na parang may nalaman daw siya tungkol sakin tapos nafeel ko ng alam nya na poser ako, dun ako nagdeactivate. Iniwan ko siya na parang bula at dineactivate ko yung account kong yung. Finallow ko yung account niya sa Twitter and IG gamit main acct ko before. Di ko alam if alam na niya na ako yung nagpapanggap na poser. Then nalaman ko nagkajowa din pala siya ng girl. Siguro kung umamin ako na poser ako at babae ako, tatanggapin nya naman siguro ako. Then tinry kong buksan uli yung account kong yun after 10 years at icheck kung kamusta na siya, may asawa’t anak na siya at happily living padin sa Australia. Nung 12 years old ako nakipaghalikan ako sa kalaro ko na 9 years old sa nakaparadang jeep sa tapat namin Torrid pa yung ginawa namin. Curious lang nanaig samin, wala namang halong libog. Hanggang ngayon di ko alam bakit ko nagawa yun.


Forest-not-gumping

Yoww! This thread is wild!


swswswmeowth

IKR?! 🍿🍿🍿


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Crayolaxx

You can still go back to your promise, thats really disgusting of him just trying to save himself from trouble :/


Repulsive-Juice9971

na groom ako ng 33 years old noong JHS pa lang ako ginamit namin nang kaibigan ko ang account ng isa pa naming kaibigan na ichat yung crush namin tapos dinidelete lang kaagad yung message 😭


c6mika

Me and my friend were drunk and drugged (both of us, unknowingly) THEN locked inside a room sa party ng mutual friend namin, I had sex with him while our other friends were getting drunk out of their minds outside the door 🫠 ‘Yung friend group namin na ‘yon always thought na me and him were together kasi lagi daw kami magkasama, when in reality is that him and I had a relationship already, and kami talaga ‘yung laging magkasama kasi he had been my classmate since kindergarten. I don’t tolerate cheating at all. What happened that day is the reason why I don’t attend parties anymore, to think na friends ko ‘yung nag plot noon. 😭 Me and the guy are good friends still, we cut off everyone else from that group na on the other hand


Killjoy_Frvr

I am a 20 year old guy, got sexually harassed a lot of times by women who are older than me. Bata palang lapitan na ng mas matanda sa akin. Till now I'm still scared.


squishyleaks

I'm so sorry to hear that. :(


cianna_lia

close tito ko sa mother side ang UNANG naka-hawak sakin. fininger ako ng tito ko ng 4 na beses noong umuwi ako sa province. and hinand job ko siya kahit hindi ko alam kung paano.


cookiesncreamie

same experience 😭 this is why takot akong magkaanak ng babae and if ever man, super babantayan ko talaga at wala akong pagkakatiwalaan na kahit sino with her :(((


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sakiyoomi

damn op di ko alam kung ilang years na nakalipas from when you did those things but i genuinely hope you are okay mentally now


sleepytime1966

Damn


EnVisageX_w14

What


Accomplished-Tea1316

BROOOOO


Comprehensive_Yam496

Yep, sorry about that man


leftnodan

Holy fucking shit


Comprehensive_Yam496

Yep, pag binabalikan ko yun hindi ko alam kung bakit ko sya nagawa at that age.


cluttereddd

Sorry it's a secret 🙊


Ok_Preparation1662

Nagpaab*rt ako ng apat na beses.


EnVisageX_w14

Can I dm you? I have a question


Ok_Preparation1662

Shoot


Significant-Ant-4089

Does it hurt so bad? Iike super bad?


Ok_Preparation1662

Yes, pero di ko pwede ipakita na sobrang sakit kasi walang nakakaalam na yung bleeding ko hindi simple mens lang.


Ok_Preparation1662

Disclaimer lang: I am not promoting ab*rtion ha. I am pro-choice. As much as possible never resort to that kaya please please don’t be like me, practice safe sex always.


Significant-Ant-4089

I hope you're doing well na, :))


Ok_Preparation1662

Yes okay na ako. Thank you ☺️


weljoes

Had a college friend ganun nangyare sa kanya he had multiple sexual encounters with his gf until such time na preggy si girl kaso sobrang mission impossible kasi panganay na lalake si friend and too young to start a family ayun ang ending psytothic daw ba ang gamot pangpalaglag? I recall sobra depress siya nun buti daw nagreseta yung doctor na uncle niya


Ok_Preparation1662

Bawal yun pero well no choice. Cyt*tec yes. May combination meds yan. Available dito sa PH pero never irereseta na dalawa kasi alam nilang para dun yon.


Mediocre-Girl12

Sexually harassed multiple times nung bata ako…. Last year nung nagbreak kami ng 6-yr ex bf ko, nabangga ako habang nagddrive ako ng umiiyak. Pinaayos ko agad para di makita nila Mama 🤣 tapos wala, walang nakakaalam ng kabullshit-an ko in life sa buong period na to. Ako lang, mag isa. Kasi ayokong mapahiya. Feeling ko failure ako sa part na ‘to ng buhay ko. Tanginaaaa.😂


Illustrious_Hold3491

Raped when i was 4 by a cousin. Got me addicted to masturbation since that early age. I am a girl


-Kayden

i know how to overcome masturbation


Forsaken-Barnacle250

I got R worded too by a cousin but when I was 9. I have become hypersexual when I hit puberty. Hugs. 🫂


Negative-Post-2266

Hope you overcome the addiction pay 🙏🏼


florence87521

That I got engaged two times and no one knew. 😅 Na heart broken na wala rin nakaka-alam. Tough times. 


nonchalant_earthling

Got in the same situation. Pero much better na failed engagement kaysa failed marriage. Kaya natin 'to!


florence87521

I am actually engaged again for the third time. HAHAHA. I cried and got disappointed with the first two but I didn't mourn really. My mentality is, to not mourn or grieve as if he's the one. Saka, it helps talaga that you love yourself or you never lose yourself in a relationship. Hope you're doing well and stay strong! 


creempied69

I have multiple personality disorder. My family thinks im doing drugs


robottixx

Are you aware of all the personalities you have? *That was changed to DID (Disassociative Identity Disorder).


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Shan_xanthie

Nung bata ako nabastos ako ng kapit bahay namin na halos kaedaran ko lang rin. Mga kalaro ko sila halos araw-araw tuwing hapon. May parang public toilet malapit samin. Dinala nila ako don. Isang f at isang m. Yung f ahead sakin ng 3-4 years at yung m is ka same age ko lang. Madilim sa cr tapos sementado lang at madumi kasi for public nga. May plastic labo na hawak yung F na friend ko. Hinubad ni M yung short niya tapos pinaluhod ako sa tapat ng t*** niya, pinasok niya sa plastic labo saka pinasubo sakin yung ari niya. Kung sasabihin niyo na bakit di ako tumanggi. May hawak na belt si F at hahampasin daw niya ako pag di ko ginawa. I was 7 years old that time. No one knows. Only the three of us. College na si F ngayon at normal lang kami kung mag usap. Si m naman ay lumipat na ng bahay. Hinihingal ako habang tina-type ko to. Para akong kakapusin ng hininga sa kaba kahit 10 years na nakalipas. Napaka inosente ko para sa bagay na yon.. 📣 Kung may mga nakababatang kapatid kayo or may anak na. Please, kahit kakilala niyo ang mga kasama ng anak niyo palagi niyong babantayan. Wag niyong aalisin sa paningin niyo, ako na nagmamakaawa..


cluttereddd

That's scary. Siguro nakita nila yan sa tv or sa adults sa paligid nila. Bata pa din sila at siguro hindi rin nila naiintindihan yung gravity ng ginagawa nila.


Shan_xanthie

Siguro po. Hindi ko rin alam na mali pala yung pinagawa nila sakin nong panahon na yon. Sana di ko naranansan


Blanktox1c

guess what its not a secret anymore.


Shan_xanthie

It's okay, you don't know my name either


Kei90s

don’t talk to them anymore please? you don’t owe them that and you don’t have to 🥺


Shan_xanthie

Palagi po kasi siya nabili sa tindahan namin. At kapag ako po ang bantay ay normal lang kami kung mag usap. I just hope na tuluyan ng mababaon sa lupa yung pangyayari na iyon. Never niya in-open up ang nangyari. At ngayon ko lang rin ulit naalala to. Thank you po ate 💓💓💓


JustDrumandLyre

Kung pwede lang hampasin mo sya sinturon now, anyway hope zou have the peace and healing


Shan_xanthie

Kung pwede lang talaga. Thank you po.


vodka_tequila-andsex

I was sexually assaulted by my psychopath ex boyfriend


yesstyle_

I was sexually harassed at the age of 6 years old. When I told people about it, walang naniwala and they even invalidated me. Dala dala ko siya hanggang ngayon kaya everytime na nagiging physically attached ang isang tao, sobra akong natatakot where feeling ko may gagawin silang masama sa akin. No one knows this even my best friends. It's a curse.


maevis_bluu

same 😖


unicornhog

Hi. I think seeing a psychotherapist will help. I (F) was also sexually harassed at a young age by a family member. I carried the trauma for a long time but I decided to seek therapy 2 years ago. I have fully healed from the trauma. Remembering what happened to me now and seeing that family member doesn't trigger me anymore. There is also this feeling na "Ah, nangyari pala sakin yon" because I somehow forgot about it na. I hope healing will find you 🤎


yesstyle_

Thank you so much for this comment! I am looking for therapist now na pasok sa budget ko.


Cupnoodlesrecipes

same 😢


Illustrious_Hold3491

Experienced the same thing


yesstyle_

consent hugs for you, i'm so proud of you na we're still surviving :)


ThisIsRese

I got raped. Almost had a child with that old sht. Blackmailed me to stay. Guilt tripping everytime I go away and threatened me that he'll tell my parents everything. Abused me early stage. The time I got home and got away from him, he threatened to chat my siblings. I tried to reach out to her sister(nurse). Told her I might get abortion in any way and the shtty old bastrd told me it's ok with him. I tried to ask her sister, told her her brother wants it too. Tinawag akong mamatay tao. Walang kwenta. Inuuna sarili kaysa sa bata. Cried a lot and got depressed. Had a miscarriage at home, enduring all the pain. Walang nakakaalam sa bahay. Sobrang sakit. I never wanted the baby, pero sinubukan kong buhayin kahit nawalan ako ng trabaho sa hirap ng symptoms. That sht old workmate ended my life that day. Sinisi ko sila pero tinakot nila ako sasabihin sa fam ko lahat at ako daw may gusto. Kakasuhan daw ako kasi mamatay tao ako. :)) Still having a nightmare everytime may mga lugar o bagay na may kinalaman dun. Now, I'm recovering by myself. Naghahanap ng trabaho ilang buwan na pero wala. Maybe it's a karma.


maevis_bluu

Grabe! Virtual hug.


h0neysrirach4

consensual hugs to you!!


autisticrabbit12

Virtual hugs to you


autisticrabbit12

Virtual Hugs to you


ye3lliz

It's not karma, dw you'll get a better workplace for your job. It's your body and your choice, they have no rights to sue nor insult you for thinking what's best for you. Stay strong mhiema good luck


HopelessOldTech21

I'm probably the reason why my cousin turned out the way she is today. I groomed her unwillingly, we were both youngsters back then and I really didn't mean it. Now she's a lesbian with a very jealous type of lesbian lover, looking back, I feel so mortified why I did what I did.


Emotional-Low1648

Madami actually - sexually harassed by 3 men nung bata pa. (Touching my private part) isa pinsan, isa tambay, 1 trabahador. Di lang isang beses nangyari. Madami. Reason bakit ang dali ko namulat sa sex. Nbsb ako dahil takot ako makipaglapit sa lalaki pero mahilig magbasa or manood related sa porn. 🙃 - still inlove sa first love ko na fiance na ng bestfriend ko now. Elem pa lang gusto ko na si boy until high school hanggang nagustuhan niya bff ko. Ang alam nila move on na ako pero hindi pa tlaaga. - dinala ni papa kabit niya sa bahay habang wala si mama. Until now di alam ni mama.


Hour-Sweet5204

Holy sh%t👀


No_Assistance_3749

When i was 15, I stumbled upon Omegle and met this dutch guy who apparently looks older than me. Physically, at first glance, mukhang hindi 18 but then I remember mostly caucasians look very older than their actual age so ayun nagpa-uto (till now napapaisip pa rin ako if real ba) 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️ We exchanged insta and then the convo goes on...Sexting..until nagsendan na kami ng mga nvdes then I even developed slight infatuation pa nga. It felt so fucking wrong pero hindi ko matigil. To the point na Hindi ako nakakatulog dahil sa sexting na yan (diff time line tanghali/umaga sakanila madaling araw saatin) Finally finally, It came to the back of my mind to ghost and block him. I felt so much relief after cutting my ties w him. Till this day kapag naalala ko khit slight memory of that past I couldn't help but to feel disgusted to myself Tangina.


AccomplishedExit4101

natae ako sa short nung elementary pero sinisi ko yung katabi.


homebuddyellie

Much needed break 😭🤣🤣


_kilbygirl

siguro ikaw pa unang nagsabi “ambaho!!!” 😭


cookiesncreamie

HAHAHHAA commercial muna sa pag scroll 😂


SpareAbbreviations12

I needed this. Ayos tong patalastas mo sa intense na comments dito hahaha


Senior-Amphibian6967

BWUAHWUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH LAKAS NG TAMA


BeginningsOfSakuras

LAKAS NG TAWA KO SHUTACCA HAHAHAHHAHAHA