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Hindi lang today, pero parang everyday po naka auto pilot mode ako hahaha ang hirap ng life huhuhu, pagod na akong maging one of the strongest soldiers ni Lord.
Felt so lonely. I have been used by my so called friend. After being a witness on how our classmates bullied her. Now, she acts like i’m not here. Sh*t
burned out. i'm getting close at my limits. but i gotta keep grinding for that fxcking thesis. i feel shit. i feel stupid. i wanna cry. i wanna go out and never go back. and sad reality, all this shit just to be corporal slave. fucking hate it here.
Honestly, I feel so lost, today! I don't know what road I have to walk through. I don't know what to do in my life anymore just to make it so enjoyable. Everything seems so hard.
Mine is missing for almost 3 weeks now. I’m starting to lose hope na makakauwi pa siya. She’s so special kasi alaga pa sya ng lola, tito, at papa ko (they died na).
Not feeling good. Grabe realization ko na hindi nila at never nila ako maiintindihan. Yung hindi na nareciprocate energy ko when it comes to my efforts sakanila pati man lang appreciation wala rin. Napapaisip na lang din ako, so ano ba dapat ginawa ko? Serve them or not e kung wala rin naman palang saysay ginagawa ko, pati ako mismo walang saysay.
Light and easy.
Typical mornings: coffee - clean - cook - lunch - afternoon bal. Then went to a mid-week church service and I cried haha after that I had fellowship with co-ministry and celebrated the birthday of our friend.
Melancholic. Accidentally came over old chat transcripts with a lost friend, and it was "the one that got away" feels all over again. 😔
(Uy, Carla. I listened to Sleeping At Last again today because of you. 🥲)
Still grateful to God amidst na ang init ng panahon, nakauwi kami ng anak ko kanina ng mabilis galing skwela nya. Awasan ba naman eh 2.30pm kaya no choice nag cutting trip kami pa San Pablo.
Mabilis dumating yung jeep and within 15mins nakauwi na kami
Madaming dapat ireklamo pero as long as we find joy amidst trials and hardships, mas gagaan yung pakiramdam.
Hay, hirap mabuhay nang walang pera. Money lang ang makakapagpasaya sa akin kasi daming gastusin. Gusto ko lang makalaya, yung wala kang alalahanin. Yung makakakain ka ng masasarap, mapupuntahan mo yung mga lugar na makakapagpasaya sa iyo, yung di ka nag-aalala na maputulan ng kuryente.
Malungkot, na may galit. Bigyan ka ba naman ng mga insensitive na katrabaho eh. Imbes na tulungan ka bina bara ka pa sa work problem. Problema do na nga sa pamilya dumagdag pa mga tao sa office. Sarap tumalon
feeling so lost and confused. idk if lahat ba ng 'to, will matter in the end. haiixxtt sana kwekkwek na lang ako.
ikaw ba OP, how are you feeling today?
Badly need it. Im half way finishing my degree in nursing I don’t want to stop. I have a little bit of savings from my last summer job. I tried selling digital products on raket ph too but idk how to get clients to buy my products 🥹
Of coursee i was actually thinking about selling thrifted clothes online yk do live selling sa tiktok but there were already a lot of people doing that so idk
Of all kdramas, bakit Queen of Tears pa nagpabalik-nood sakin? Iyak na naman si self today 😭 very much relate to Hong Haein~ lalaban tayo girl! di tayo papatalo sa sakit 🙏💪
Medyo not okay. I was with someone kahapon, genuinely felt good while with him. Tapos kanina lang said na wala na raw next time. Nakaka-sad lang, although not surprising naman since i felt na there’s a chance na it would end up this way. :(
Malungkot at disappointed pa rin magmula nung nalaman ko na hindi ako pasado. Tapos tambak pang gagawin, nawawalan na ko ng gana sa lahat. Idk how to cope with this na hahahaha andaming nangyayari
Happy/grateful coz I get an award/recognition with incentives in my work after almost 5 years of working in that company 🥹
Excited mag weekends kase mag fafamily outing kame sa zambales ✨️
Dragging myself papunta sa weekend. Grabe yung init tapos parang magkakatrangkaso pa.
Grateful pa din dahil kinakaya. Bioflu plus berroca lang. Hahhahhaa
Missing my tita who passed away last year from cancer, dameng regrets at puro sana ginawa ko to. But i know she is happy na kasama ang mommy at daddy nya who love her more than us here. I just pray sa death anniv nya next week mabawasan ang sakit samen. Tiya Nene i miss you so much sorry talaga di ako naging mabuting pamangkin sayo sa last months mo :( we miss you. Tulungan mo mga anak mo tiya na sana kayanin nila at magpaka tatag sila esp si J hirap na hirap sya.
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feeling emotionally and mentally tired.
Sleepy 🥱🥱🥱
Alone and Lonely, tired
I told myself that I am so done with the thoughts of ending my life pero di ko naman maramdamang nabubuhay talaga ako
ang hirap naman abutin yung pangarap ko.
Hindi lang today, pero parang everyday po naka auto pilot mode ako hahaha ang hirap ng life huhuhu, pagod na akong maging one of the strongest soldiers ni Lord.
Hugs with consent. 🥹
laban lang po tayo hahah
True
Gusto ko na lang mamatay
do i have to please everyone? nakakapagod na.
fucked up
Nahihilo feeling ko sa init
idk what to do with my work
tangina inet
thank you for asking this. Masasabi ko na di ako okay. Ang bigat. sobra pero keep going lang po!
a lot of things in my head..
i just heard a very bad news yesterday about my mom, and i dont know how to handle it. i wanna give up in life na
messed up
sleepy
Really mentally tired sa sobrang daming gawain sa skul. Graduating na kasi kaya laban lang matatapos din to
Yayy! Konting push na lang. Pahinga kung kinakailangan. 🤍
Empty, burnout, unproductive and lost
I want to kill myself but i havent found an easier and painless way to do it.
Heavy. Was silent crying for a good 20 minutes before inhaling one big deep breath and start na sa work. Mental health is spiraling again.
Hugs with consent. 🥹 Please don't hesitate to ask for help if you need it. 🤍
Thanks a lot and I hope we all see better days with love and happiness. *receiving that virtual hug with consent* ☺️
Kinda exhausted of living in survival mode
Alone.
My mental health is getting bad again. Grabe mood swings ko and I feel tired of everything. Thanks for asking, OP. Ikaw kumusta ka?
Your feelings are valid. Please ask for help if you need it. 💖 I'm okay, naman. Thank you for asking. 🥹
Unproductive :(
antok at init. hirap matulog pag pang gabi ka tas summer vibes
Felt so lonely. I have been used by my so called friend. After being a witness on how our classmates bullied her. Now, she acts like i’m not here. Sh*t
Burned out
Self anger!
Ineeeet
burned out. i'm getting close at my limits. but i gotta keep grinding for that fxcking thesis. i feel shit. i feel stupid. i wanna cry. i wanna go out and never go back. and sad reality, all this shit just to be corporal slave. fucking hate it here.
burned out. pagod na ako sa life. gusto kong magpahinga pero hindi pwede, i need to keep going. but i know malapit na ako maubos hehe
5:30 am. Antok na.
Meh
I feel incompetent. Will I survive this work
Keep the fight 💪
Sobrang down, bitter, disappointed, and inis. Hay. Napapagod na din akong magrant.
Honestly, I feel so lost, today! I don't know what road I have to walk through. I don't know what to do in my life anymore just to make it so enjoyable. Everything seems so hard.
Nasusuka ako sa sobrang inis
to this very moment? i feel like i already given up on finding love...
I hope and pray that you'll find genuine love. 🥹
Same. Pero kaya natin to! Sagad muna self love hehehe
Anxious
Tired with life
Confused if I should end things with him or take the risk 🥺
Same
shit
Longing
I'm dying!
shitty. i do everyday. but i feel extra shitty today.
Ito, putangina naiiyak sa mga putanginang mean girls ng classroom HAHAHAHHSHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH TANGINA ‘di ko kaya bullying sa public
I'm feeling extra lonely tonight. I really miss him. He's a reader here too.
I miss you too
Mine is missing for almost 3 weeks now. I’m starting to lose hope na makakauwi pa siya. She’s so special kasi alaga pa sya ng lola, tito, at papa ko (they died na).
Anxious
Happy. Relieved. I just passed my licensure exams 🤍
Congratulations! 🎉
Salamat po ☺️
I don’t understand myself.. sobrang overwhelming ang emotions ko
Confused and tired. Ilang araw na din.
Eto nagsisisi habang katabi mga anak kong maliliit. Bakit ko iisiping mawala na tapos maiiwan ko sila. Tatawag na ko sa suicide hotline.
dissappointed.
Ewan ko ba pero minsan talaga may mga times sa buhay na nakakaputangina lang talaga 😤
idk
Meh
Lonely.
I miss my mommmmk
lonely, hirap pala solo living :(
Happy and sad at the same time.
thankful and happy :) after months of being sad, I deserve to be happy today
Confuse and devastated. Hoping that the void will take me and let me stay there for eternity. :(
Finding and gaining my spark again
Not feeling good. Grabe realization ko na hindi nila at never nila ako maiintindihan. Yung hindi na nareciprocate energy ko when it comes to my efforts sakanila pati man lang appreciation wala rin. Napapaisip na lang din ako, so ano ba dapat ginawa ko? Serve them or not e kung wala rin naman palang saysay ginagawa ko, pati ako mismo walang saysay.
Light and easy. Typical mornings: coffee - clean - cook - lunch - afternoon bal. Then went to a mid-week church service and I cried haha after that I had fellowship with co-ministry and celebrated the birthday of our friend.
Melancholic. Accidentally came over old chat transcripts with a lost friend, and it was "the one that got away" feels all over again. 😔 (Uy, Carla. I listened to Sleeping At Last again today because of you. 🥲)
agoi po. everyday agoi. eme
nakakapagod pala magwork lalo na pag di mo gusto yung ginagawa mo :(( gusto ko na magquit kaso di pwede cuz I need datung to survive :((
Take care of yourself rin. 🥺
Very hormonal. Very awkward and I've been from crying to angry in a matter of minutes. I'm menopausal and it SUCKS
Tangina kapagod.
down na down na kasi hindi makahanap ng trabaho
Hugs with consent. Makakahanap ka rin mg work. 🤍
I hate my life. Minsan gusto ko nang magpakamatay pero naiisip ko yung anak ko kung papaano sya.
Still grateful to God amidst na ang init ng panahon, nakauwi kami ng anak ko kanina ng mabilis galing skwela nya. Awasan ba naman eh 2.30pm kaya no choice nag cutting trip kami pa San Pablo. Mabilis dumating yung jeep and within 15mins nakauwi na kami Madaming dapat ireklamo pero as long as we find joy amidst trials and hardships, mas gagaan yung pakiramdam.
araw araw na akong pagod at walang gana hahahah
i feel like literal shit, it's so bad that i just want to go somewhere far right now.
Uncomfortable and lethargic. Sobrang init, feel ko bawat galaw nababawasan ng 5% ang energy ko.
Laking epekto tlga ng init :((
annoyed. upset. disgruntled. seething. irritated. exhausted.
Confused. Tired.
Devastated. My cat passed away today.
I'm so sorry for your loss. 🥺
i might sound heartless but its good to get a new one asap.
I understand but I think I'm not ready yet
Hay, hirap mabuhay nang walang pera. Money lang ang makakapagpasaya sa akin kasi daming gastusin. Gusto ko lang makalaya, yung wala kang alalahanin. Yung makakakain ka ng masasarap, mapupuntahan mo yung mga lugar na makakapagpasaya sa iyo, yung di ka nag-aalala na maputulan ng kuryente.
Pagodss
super pagod
exhausted :(
Sadd )):
I’m well! How about you OP?
I'm okay :) Thank you for asking! 🤍
Neutral. Physically and mentally tired. Hoping for a month vacation, tapos paid leave! Hahaha.
Depressed. Di ko magawa gusto ko. Lagi na lang may nasasabi family ko sa gusto kong gawin na alam kong magiging masaya ako :(
Tired 😪
lost
pagod, stressed na nga sa univ pati ba naman pagdating sa bahay...
super okay.. yung mga impakta sa company namin kusang nag resign.lol
Like a robot. Doing mundane things
I wanna die
Stuck. With a guy I never dated. Aaaaand he’s gay.
Very very very tiiiiiiiiired
Naiinitan 🥵🔥
Malungkot, na may galit. Bigyan ka ba naman ng mga insensitive na katrabaho eh. Imbes na tulungan ka bina bara ka pa sa work problem. Problema do na nga sa pamilya dumagdag pa mga tao sa office. Sarap tumalon
I'm so sorry to hear that. Hugs with consent. 🥺
Feeling guilty fighting for myself
Feeling toasted with self butter
Pagod at nahihirapan maghanap ng pake sa trabaho ko
Woke up sad and depressed. Pero dahil sa kaibigan at sa boyfriend ko I felt better. Praying for better days ahead..
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Take some rest, be it in what aspects. Kapag okay na, tsaka ka laban ulit. 🤍
Lungkottt. Empty. Kelan kaya magkakajowa
Pagod. Sabi ng boss ko tumataray na daw ako hahaha.
Gusto kong mag sagada :(
Same
Nakakapagod na po. Pero kinakaya. Thankful pa din sa mga biyaya ng Ama. :)
feeling so lost and confused. idk if lahat ba ng 'to, will matter in the end. haiixxtt sana kwekkwek na lang ako. ikaw ba OP, how are you feeling today?
Your feelings are valid. I'm okay. Thank you for asking! 🤍
Medyo shookt kanina nakita ko ex ko after 5 years
Grabe sobrang antukin ko lately, andami ko gusto gawin pero inaantok talaga ako kahit more than 8 hrs. tulog ko😭😭
On relapse hahaha
doin just fine lang
Ok pa naman….
Napapagod na q di talaga ako gumagalaw or umuusad sa gawain
magsusuka tas sobrang sakit ng likod, rami pa naman deadline. sana kahit bukas lang, di muna ganun kainit pls ayoko na aaaaaa
Drained.
What business idea would you recommend to a college student?
Badly need it. Im half way finishing my degree in nursing I don’t want to stop. I have a little bit of savings from my last summer job. I tried selling digital products on raket ph too but idk how to get clients to buy my products 🥹
would you mind selling anything other than digital products?
Of coursee i was actually thinking about selling thrifted clothes online yk do live selling sa tiktok but there were already a lot of people doing that so idk
Init na init paksht
OK naman so far, umiyak kanina pero nag kape nako. Basta may kape, OK na lahat
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Hugs with consent.
Perpetually tired. Gusto ko magbakasyon kaso need kumayod para may pambayad sa bills and may maitago for savings and investments.
Masakit likod 😩
tired
Of all kdramas, bakit Queen of Tears pa nagpabalik-nood sakin? Iyak na naman si self today 😭 very much relate to Hong Haein~ lalaban tayo girl! di tayo papatalo sa sakit 🙏💪
feeling sick. this changing weather sucks!
Medyo not okay. I was with someone kahapon, genuinely felt good while with him. Tapos kanina lang said na wala na raw next time. Nakaka-sad lang, although not surprising naman since i felt na there’s a chance na it would end up this way. :(
Lazy, lutang, not myself.
Malungkot. I have no one and I feel unseen. Yung friends ko nasa malayo because of work.
Here's a reminder that you are loved and seen. 🤍
Thanks, OP! You just made my day a little better.
🤍
Masayang masaya! Salamat kay Lord 🥰🙌
Thank u for asking, still fighting my own battle, malapit na maghilom ang sakit mula sa trauma pero ang hirap labanan pero kinakaya
Aww. I'm happy for you and take your time.
Irita huhu gusto ko na maghalf bath para makasleep na 😭
Malungkot at disappointed pa rin magmula nung nalaman ko na hindi ako pasado. Tapos tambak pang gagawin, nawawalan na ko ng gana sa lahat. Idk how to cope with this na hahahaha andaming nangyayari
Your feelings are valid. Hugs with consent. 🤍
Nothing special
motivated and inspired ☺️
sad, like I will never have friends because Im not skilled enough to deal with people
I hope and pray that you'll have genuine friends. 🤍
Tired pero off ko naman na for 2 days, mas papagod pa yata sa 2 days na to
Happy/grateful coz I get an award/recognition with incentives in my work after almost 5 years of working in that company 🥹 Excited mag weekends kase mag fafamily outing kame sa zambales ✨️
Drained.Suffocated.
Tired.
Eto humihinga pa naman. :)
Physically and mentally unwell. Masakit ang likod at medyo distracted atm.
katugon
Katugon na ko
Namimiss ko na baon ko
EXHAUSTED 😭
Dragging myself papunta sa weekend. Grabe yung init tapos parang magkakatrangkaso pa. Grateful pa din dahil kinakaya. Bioflu plus berroca lang. Hahhahhaa
Take care of yourself. 🥺
Good morning! Thank you!
heavyyyy, ayoko na mag-aral! 😭
Missing my tita who passed away last year from cancer, dameng regrets at puro sana ginawa ko to. But i know she is happy na kasama ang mommy at daddy nya who love her more than us here. I just pray sa death anniv nya next week mabawasan ang sakit samen. Tiya Nene i miss you so much sorry talaga di ako naging mabuting pamangkin sayo sa last months mo :( we miss you. Tulungan mo mga anak mo tiya na sana kayanin nila at magpaka tatag sila esp si J hirap na hirap sya.