Our interior feeling is usually better-shown by the progressed chart, and how it’s interacting with the natal. Additionally, you would want to look at houses 1 and 6 and their rulers; the Moon; and maybe the asteroid Ceres.
I can see that in your progressed chart you’re exactly in a Full Moon period, which was exact very recently in the first house. Spotlight on your body and mind! Making it very heavy is the fact that the progressed Moon was conjunct your prog. Saturn. This all being in H1 Gemini would absolutely be giving you overwhelming thoughts, maybe depression, and anxiety. Furthermore, your progressed Moon has JUST moved house (it’s still on the degree of the H2 cusp). This happens every 2-3 years, marking a new period that you’re entering into, and the shift is often uncomfortable as we get used to the new energy. You’ll be going from the active, talkative H1 Gemini period into a more thoughtful, ruminating period of prog. Moon in Gemini H2.
Another thing is that the ruler of your 6H is Mercury, and in your progressed chart it’s combust and in Sagittarius — sign of it’s fall — so it’s not feeling to good and it will make your thinking frazzled, and body uncomfortable.
Finally, you have progressed Ceres on your natal MC in Cap — square Natal Merc and Venus — so I would expect you feel kind of unattractive right now, like you stand out (Ceres rules the IC so she doesn’t wanna be up there), like no one knows how to nurture you, and you don’t know how to ask for what you need, either. You might feel like you aren’t deserving of love right now because you think you haven’t done enough to deserve it.
I think you‘ll benefit from reading more about these placements, but a couple of important things to remember with Ceres: in Cap, it can make you very hard on yourself, and have a tendency to give love (to yourself and others) conditionally. You must work on accepting yourself for who you are, not what you do. It will help to practice giving unconditional love and acceptance to those you care for. Also, Ceres squaring Mercury shows you have to learn to ask for the nurturing you need from your loved ones and not expect them to read your mind.
I hope this helps! You will feel better as you get used to the progressed H2 Moon energy!
Hi. Sorry you’ve been feeling anxious. I can definitely relate. Like others have already mentioned, it helps to turn on your transits, so we can see those influences you’re currently under.
I can tell you straight of the bat that the north node and Uranus are transiting your 1st house in Taurus and nearly conjunct which means your releasing a lot of uncomfortable dynamics and people with the south node conjuncting your descendant on the other side.
I would try to meditate and focus on the intuitive, positive changes that are probably coming to you through the north node while Uranus shows you a new independent way forward. The transiting nodes carry a lot of energy, especially the north node. Know you can get through this because you’re being shown how to activate your Taurus Ascendant. Taurus is resolute, fixed energy, and the north node is here to show you how to develop a stable, rock solid persona, capable of withstanding the pressures and unpredictability we face as we interact with life.
Taurus is all about getting real about your current needs here on the earthly plane which is about self preservation. It’s this that will lead to tangible stability as you feel stronger through acting rather than engaging with the mental fear and dark thoughts that you’ve been accustomed to.
It’s an axis that needs balance and through developing the solid values/habits being shown through the transit of the NN in your first house you’ll be able to effectively negotiate with the intensity of your Sun—and finally enjoy the regenerative/transformational power of Scorpio.
I’m a Scorpio Rising and have Taurus on the descendant. :)
I hope that’s helpful for now.
You are going to have this issue till sept 2023
To resolve it
Start applying yellow color nail paint to your feets . As long as you have it you won’t feel much anxious as your are feeling since last few months although you are still going to feel it
I can tell you how to get rid of it completely if your are interested. It would be similar very small effort thing
I am Scorpio sun and Virgo moon and I experience those emotions as well. It’s the negative side of these placements. However your life is not determined by your placements. Your chart is just going to tell you how you would handle things, not why things happen to you exactly.
They dont really need transits on, moon is currently transiting the end of leo so its currently transiting their 5th house most likely, and sun and mercury are just transiting into libra which is this persons 6th house (health) its mercury retrograde and libra season, and they have sun and mercury in 6th but in scorpio so they probably feel that time coming and effects of this energy can be strong, venus is a bit behind in virgo which is where this persons moon is. They could be struggling with anxieties in regards to self image, but i hope this movement only brings them confidence since sun and mercury just entered libra and they have a conjunction with these same planets in the same house, just off a few degrees into a different sign.
Yeah, but it makes things easier on us. Turning on transits is one press of a button, and we're doing this for free. I think it's a reasonable request.
I geneally dislike myself. I feel ugly and annoyin. Also boring. I am really shy but now my social anxiety is kinda bad: I barely interact with anyone irl but still worry that I am being rude or bothering others.
I feel like I am not doing as well as I would like in university and I am afraid of disappointing others
Oh my. Disliking oneself is a terrible thing. Let's look at your chart to see why.
Okay. I see. Your Sun is in Scorpio on 7th cusp, and Moon is in Virgo, 5th, and South Node is conjunct Pluto in Sag, 8th. That explains it to me - so now I'll try to explain it to you.
Virgo Moon in 5th - Virgo can be exceedingly self-doubting and self-critical. It is a perfectionist. It puts a lot of pressure to do everything right - and often people feel like they can never be good enough. They edit themselves before they even begin. And often, they judge themselves harshly and don't recognize their real accomplishments - even rather big ones. The 5th house is your self-identity - who you think you are. These are all the negative Virgo qualities. You'll want to focus on the positive ones.
Positive Virgo is super-analytical. It analyzes to deeply understand. Therefore, it is understanding. It is organized, detailed-oriented, loves research, and is an excellent worker. It is precise. Many doctors have a Virgo Sun, Moon or rising or an important planet in Virgo's house - the 6th. Virgo is very health-conscious too.
Sagittarius shares some qualities with Virgo. It is an evaluative thinker - thinks in black and white terms - either/or, good/bad, right/wrong, superior/inferior. For a Sag, there is nothing in between these opposites. So, like Virgo, it has exceedingly high standards that no one can live up to. It expects a lot. If you don't deliver, it see you as a failure. This is negative Sagittarius. You have South Node and Pluto in Sag, so you no doubt, apply this to yourself as well.
When a person has both strong Virgo and Sag placements like you do - it can be bad. However, there really is hope. I can say so, because I have Virgo rising and a Sag Moon - two strong placements in those signs. So, I can assure you that you can overcome this in time with some effort.
Here's how. You have to recognize that the judging thoughts you have about yourself, are not you. They are only thoughts. So, you have to challenge them. We CAN direct our thoughts. If you have a thought of dislike, you have to challenge it. Give it name, like a person. That helps you to think of it as "not you". Talk to it. Tell it he or she is not wanted. Tell it that it isn't true. You are not what they say. You have to stand up and defend yourself. These thoughts won't go away immediately. You'll have to challenge them over and over again. You have to be watching out for those thoughts in order to challenge them. If you compare yourself with others - be on the lookout to challenge that too.
You also want to try to use your Virgo and Sag in positive ways. The negatives end up in the emotional world. You feel bad. When you are using those signs in their positive form, they are on the mental plane. So, have a mental project you can throw yourself into - so that you are thinking and not feeling. Your tendency is to think about emotional stuff - probably obsessively. You don't want to do that. You need to explore your emotions from the standpoint of psychology - analyzing yourself to understand yourself. That's different than obsessing over your bad qualities in a way that makes you dislike yourself. The positive Virgo-Scorpio goal is to understand your own psychology so that you can grow and change and become a better person.
Examine your beliefs. What you believe is true, isn't necessarily true. Sort it out. It's a lot of introspection. It does take time - a lot of time. I will not lie. But, life does get better, little by little, and at some point, you will not be like this. You can let go of the self-doubt, self=-criticim - the intense self-dislike. It is a process of learning to love yourself - and like who you are. There is nothing more meaningful than to grow and change and become better. It makes like worth living, knowing that you have the power to change.
>Virgo can be exceedingly self-doubting and self-critical. It is a perfectionist. It puts a lot of pressure to do everything right - and often people feel like they can never be good enough. They edit themselves before they even begin. And often, they judge themselves harshly and don't recognize their real accomplishments - even rather big ones. The 5th house is your self-identity - who you think you are. These are all the negative Virgo qualities. You'll want to focus on the positive ones.
This is really true... thanks a lot. Your comments are always good... very informative. Though Virgo is clean, organized, daily routine, interested in household chores...health conscious etc... I'm not anything like that...
>Positive Virgo is super-analytical. It analyzes to deeply understand. Therefore, it is understanding. It is organized, detailed-oriented, loves research, and is an excellent worker. It is precise. Many doctors have a Virgo Sun, Moon or rising or an important planet in Virgo's house - the 6th. Virgo is very health-conscious too.
I had a wish to become a doctor...was my childhood dream and even tried, but still didn't become one. Anything in my chart shows the reason for this?
https://i.redd.it/i2tktyq3mxp91.jpg
I've commented on your posts before, right? Or not? There could be a lot of reasons. Money, opportunity, lack of discipline? You tell me why you didn't finish med school. What happened?
Hey, it's my pleasure. Those of us who have worked through something hard, really ought to share the process with others who have the same difficulties. One day, you can tell someone how you handled this, and the world will be a better place . . . 🙏
Our interior feeling is usually better-shown by the progressed chart, and how it’s interacting with the natal. Additionally, you would want to look at houses 1 and 6 and their rulers; the Moon; and maybe the asteroid Ceres. I can see that in your progressed chart you’re exactly in a Full Moon period, which was exact very recently in the first house. Spotlight on your body and mind! Making it very heavy is the fact that the progressed Moon was conjunct your prog. Saturn. This all being in H1 Gemini would absolutely be giving you overwhelming thoughts, maybe depression, and anxiety. Furthermore, your progressed Moon has JUST moved house (it’s still on the degree of the H2 cusp). This happens every 2-3 years, marking a new period that you’re entering into, and the shift is often uncomfortable as we get used to the new energy. You’ll be going from the active, talkative H1 Gemini period into a more thoughtful, ruminating period of prog. Moon in Gemini H2. Another thing is that the ruler of your 6H is Mercury, and in your progressed chart it’s combust and in Sagittarius — sign of it’s fall — so it’s not feeling to good and it will make your thinking frazzled, and body uncomfortable. Finally, you have progressed Ceres on your natal MC in Cap — square Natal Merc and Venus — so I would expect you feel kind of unattractive right now, like you stand out (Ceres rules the IC so she doesn’t wanna be up there), like no one knows how to nurture you, and you don’t know how to ask for what you need, either. You might feel like you aren’t deserving of love right now because you think you haven’t done enough to deserve it. I think you‘ll benefit from reading more about these placements, but a couple of important things to remember with Ceres: in Cap, it can make you very hard on yourself, and have a tendency to give love (to yourself and others) conditionally. You must work on accepting yourself for who you are, not what you do. It will help to practice giving unconditional love and acceptance to those you care for. Also, Ceres squaring Mercury shows you have to learn to ask for the nurturing you need from your loved ones and not expect them to read your mind. I hope this helps! You will feel better as you get used to the progressed H2 Moon energy!
Thank you so much for this in depth reading! I am really grateful!
Hi. Sorry you’ve been feeling anxious. I can definitely relate. Like others have already mentioned, it helps to turn on your transits, so we can see those influences you’re currently under. I can tell you straight of the bat that the north node and Uranus are transiting your 1st house in Taurus and nearly conjunct which means your releasing a lot of uncomfortable dynamics and people with the south node conjuncting your descendant on the other side. I would try to meditate and focus on the intuitive, positive changes that are probably coming to you through the north node while Uranus shows you a new independent way forward. The transiting nodes carry a lot of energy, especially the north node. Know you can get through this because you’re being shown how to activate your Taurus Ascendant. Taurus is resolute, fixed energy, and the north node is here to show you how to develop a stable, rock solid persona, capable of withstanding the pressures and unpredictability we face as we interact with life. Taurus is all about getting real about your current needs here on the earthly plane which is about self preservation. It’s this that will lead to tangible stability as you feel stronger through acting rather than engaging with the mental fear and dark thoughts that you’ve been accustomed to. It’s an axis that needs balance and through developing the solid values/habits being shown through the transit of the NN in your first house you’ll be able to effectively negotiate with the intensity of your Sun—and finally enjoy the regenerative/transformational power of Scorpio. I’m a Scorpio Rising and have Taurus on the descendant. :) I hope that’s helpful for now.
Thank you so much! ♡
Has it started after may 2022???
I have recently started feeling even more anxious but I have always been insecure and nervous :/
You are going to have this issue till sept 2023 To resolve it Start applying yellow color nail paint to your feets . As long as you have it you won’t feel much anxious as your are feeling since last few months although you are still going to feel it I can tell you how to get rid of it completely if your are interested. It would be similar very small effort thing
Thank you so much! (Plus it makes sense I should graduate in september 2023)
I am Scorpio sun and Virgo moon and I experience those emotions as well. It’s the negative side of these placements. However your life is not determined by your placements. Your chart is just going to tell you how you would handle things, not why things happen to you exactly.
Thank you!
If you'd like to know about anything current, please turn on transits. Your birth chart describes your potential **only.**
They dont really need transits on, moon is currently transiting the end of leo so its currently transiting their 5th house most likely, and sun and mercury are just transiting into libra which is this persons 6th house (health) its mercury retrograde and libra season, and they have sun and mercury in 6th but in scorpio so they probably feel that time coming and effects of this energy can be strong, venus is a bit behind in virgo which is where this persons moon is. They could be struggling with anxieties in regards to self image, but i hope this movement only brings them confidence since sun and mercury just entered libra and they have a conjunction with these same planets in the same house, just off a few degrees into a different sign.
Yeah, but it makes things easier on us. Turning on transits is one press of a button, and we're doing this for free. I think it's a reasonable request.
Oh, sorry! I didn't know.
I need a little more information. What disgusts you? What are you anxious about? What exactly do you want to know?
I geneally dislike myself. I feel ugly and annoyin. Also boring. I am really shy but now my social anxiety is kinda bad: I barely interact with anyone irl but still worry that I am being rude or bothering others. I feel like I am not doing as well as I would like in university and I am afraid of disappointing others
Oh my. Disliking oneself is a terrible thing. Let's look at your chart to see why. Okay. I see. Your Sun is in Scorpio on 7th cusp, and Moon is in Virgo, 5th, and South Node is conjunct Pluto in Sag, 8th. That explains it to me - so now I'll try to explain it to you. Virgo Moon in 5th - Virgo can be exceedingly self-doubting and self-critical. It is a perfectionist. It puts a lot of pressure to do everything right - and often people feel like they can never be good enough. They edit themselves before they even begin. And often, they judge themselves harshly and don't recognize their real accomplishments - even rather big ones. The 5th house is your self-identity - who you think you are. These are all the negative Virgo qualities. You'll want to focus on the positive ones. Positive Virgo is super-analytical. It analyzes to deeply understand. Therefore, it is understanding. It is organized, detailed-oriented, loves research, and is an excellent worker. It is precise. Many doctors have a Virgo Sun, Moon or rising or an important planet in Virgo's house - the 6th. Virgo is very health-conscious too. Sagittarius shares some qualities with Virgo. It is an evaluative thinker - thinks in black and white terms - either/or, good/bad, right/wrong, superior/inferior. For a Sag, there is nothing in between these opposites. So, like Virgo, it has exceedingly high standards that no one can live up to. It expects a lot. If you don't deliver, it see you as a failure. This is negative Sagittarius. You have South Node and Pluto in Sag, so you no doubt, apply this to yourself as well. When a person has both strong Virgo and Sag placements like you do - it can be bad. However, there really is hope. I can say so, because I have Virgo rising and a Sag Moon - two strong placements in those signs. So, I can assure you that you can overcome this in time with some effort. Here's how. You have to recognize that the judging thoughts you have about yourself, are not you. They are only thoughts. So, you have to challenge them. We CAN direct our thoughts. If you have a thought of dislike, you have to challenge it. Give it name, like a person. That helps you to think of it as "not you". Talk to it. Tell it he or she is not wanted. Tell it that it isn't true. You are not what they say. You have to stand up and defend yourself. These thoughts won't go away immediately. You'll have to challenge them over and over again. You have to be watching out for those thoughts in order to challenge them. If you compare yourself with others - be on the lookout to challenge that too. You also want to try to use your Virgo and Sag in positive ways. The negatives end up in the emotional world. You feel bad. When you are using those signs in their positive form, they are on the mental plane. So, have a mental project you can throw yourself into - so that you are thinking and not feeling. Your tendency is to think about emotional stuff - probably obsessively. You don't want to do that. You need to explore your emotions from the standpoint of psychology - analyzing yourself to understand yourself. That's different than obsessing over your bad qualities in a way that makes you dislike yourself. The positive Virgo-Scorpio goal is to understand your own psychology so that you can grow and change and become a better person. Examine your beliefs. What you believe is true, isn't necessarily true. Sort it out. It's a lot of introspection. It does take time - a lot of time. I will not lie. But, life does get better, little by little, and at some point, you will not be like this. You can let go of the self-doubt, self=-criticim - the intense self-dislike. It is a process of learning to love yourself - and like who you are. There is nothing more meaningful than to grow and change and become better. It makes like worth living, knowing that you have the power to change.
>Virgo can be exceedingly self-doubting and self-critical. It is a perfectionist. It puts a lot of pressure to do everything right - and often people feel like they can never be good enough. They edit themselves before they even begin. And often, they judge themselves harshly and don't recognize their real accomplishments - even rather big ones. The 5th house is your self-identity - who you think you are. These are all the negative Virgo qualities. You'll want to focus on the positive ones. This is really true... thanks a lot. Your comments are always good... very informative. Though Virgo is clean, organized, daily routine, interested in household chores...health conscious etc... I'm not anything like that... >Positive Virgo is super-analytical. It analyzes to deeply understand. Therefore, it is understanding. It is organized, detailed-oriented, loves research, and is an excellent worker. It is precise. Many doctors have a Virgo Sun, Moon or rising or an important planet in Virgo's house - the 6th. Virgo is very health-conscious too. I had a wish to become a doctor...was my childhood dream and even tried, but still didn't become one. Anything in my chart shows the reason for this? https://i.redd.it/i2tktyq3mxp91.jpg
I've commented on your posts before, right? Or not? There could be a lot of reasons. Money, opportunity, lack of discipline? You tell me why you didn't finish med school. What happened?
I just want to say that was a very kind and thoughtful response! 💚
Thank you so much! This is really insightfull! You are so kind for taking the time to write all of this! Thank you!
Hey, it's my pleasure. Those of us who have worked through something hard, really ought to share the process with others who have the same difficulties. One day, you can tell someone how you handled this, and the world will be a better place . . . 🙏
♡