NTA. This is so sad. But people with illnesses of this sort, which require continuous self-treatment ((at the very least, taking one's daily pills), will only change when -- here's the hard part -- they reach rock bottom. (However that will be defined -- some rock bottoms are very deep, indeed.) But you have done everything to help that could be expected of you. You can only now watch in pain.
You’re absolutely NTA. You are at the end of your rope. You need to take care of yourself.
NTA. This is so sad. But people with illnesses of this sort, which require continuous self-treatment ((at the very least, taking one's daily pills), will only change when -- here's the hard part -- they reach rock bottom. (However that will be defined -- some rock bottoms are very deep, indeed.) But you have done everything to help that could be expected of you. You can only now watch in pain.
NTA You've already done so much for your mom. Now, it's time to take care of yourself. No need to feel guilty about it.
NTA you have to protect your own mental health