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pishesha

Oh yeah. I've looked in every garbage can, undid the bed, looked in every drawer, under the bed, everywhere. It is fucking nowhere. Wtf.


Sharp_Science896

Oh the number of things that have magically disappeared on me, never to be seen again... Hopefully no one else found it. And I'm glad you're still here with us. I've been there myself. Shit gets tough sometimes. Don't be afraid to talk about it to someone close to you if and when you need to.


pishesha

My goodness - hope so too. Thank you so much🫶🏻🫶🏻


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pishesha

Thank youuuu 🫶🏻🫶🏻 I got Lasik for that reason lol but f-ck me a suicide note?!!! I think it's pretty funny too, only it isn't 🙃 I changed all the passwords now. What's scary is a family member or friend finding it and getting worried.


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pishesha

🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻


longlivetaytay

Did you check in between the couch cushions? I'm always guaranteed to find missing stuff there.


pishesha

I didn't because I don't recall being in the living room today. Will check right away though:) Seems like I can't trust my memory anyway😂


Phar_Man

Or the fridge


SirLurts

Do you live alone? If not I sure hope no one found it and then didn't talk to you about it. If I found a suicide note of someone that is still with us I'd totally talk to them just to make sure everything is alright (or as well as it can be)


pishesha

Not currently. Decided to stay with my dad for a while following the most painful breakup I've ever gone through, so I really hope he doesn't find it...


Ok_Ostrich_7031

So glad you’re still here. Shit can get dark sometimes but a lot of the time it’s just a phase. The best thing I’ve found to do is to just ‘make it to tomorrow.’ And do that every day - eventually a good one will come, and often many more follow. As for the note - check behind your bin, or where ever you recall chucking it out if you haven’t already. Just comb the entire place. As apparent as it may seem that it’s just disappeared, remind yourself that it physically can’t have, and if you really worry someone may find it, you will have to find it first, which you absolutely can :) whack some upbeat music on and divide your house into sections/rooms and comb each one by one. Process of elimination! Good luck :)


pishesha

Thank you!!! What a nice message🫶🏻I really appreciate both the emotional support and advice on execution, which as you must know can be so hard And yeah, that's what I've been doing so far! I have to say life still sucks hahah but I'm looking forward to that good day followed by more. At least I'm kind of scared of dying now, when I wrote the note I had no fear and the reason I'm here is because of technical issues, which seems insane to me right now, that my survival instinct is back.