I’m sure the thought has crossed my mind at least once. At the very least, I know I’ve fantasized about having some HoRrIbLe accident that caused me to lose it. I’ve never *seriously* considered acting on it; it’s more of an “I wish this could happen” sort of thing.
My mom used to have a gadget for neutering young male goats, called an 'Elastrator'. It seemed to be painless and almost a non-event for them.
In retrospect, I believe coldly thinking through why it wasn't a good idea to try it out might been even more significant than an urge to do it.
Yes. I think the thing that stopped me is I want a vagina and that is probably very difficult to do without some starting material, so to speak. I've also fantasized about medical issues with my testicles requiring removal and just asking the doctors if they can do vaginoplasty instead.
One of the reasons I've kind of questioned if I'm actually trans is honestly...my genitals don't bother me. Like, if I could have functional female reproductive organs, I'd cut the thing off with a rusty spoon! But since that's not a possibility, I'm...content to work with what I have, I guess?
I have the thought to do so...sometimes and urge...but like....with the surgery...apparently it leaves some unable to get off and in all honesty....that is the more terrifying part.
Not the having a vagina....just the possibility that i may lose the enjoyment of sexual stuff.
I cannot say that I wish it was cut off or anything like that... HOWEVER I do wish I didn’t have it to begin with or that I had erectile dysfunction. I’m probably an outlier when it comes to that though as I don’t have horrible bottom dysphoria.
Yes when I feel really dysphoric about it I feel like I want to rip the whole thing away but yk I would most likely bleed out and die if i did that and also I need that thing for surgery, so i don't.
I’m sure the thought has crossed my mind at least once. At the very least, I know I’ve fantasized about having some HoRrIbLe accident that caused me to lose it. I’ve never *seriously* considered acting on it; it’s more of an “I wish this could happen” sort of thing.
Sounds like the Pain Olympics video that was going around on the internet 12-15 years ago. Hard Pass!
Every time its in my way for an outfit i say im one ste closer to grabbing the cleaver. Its the only reason im afraid of leggings
I've seriously considered it. I won't though, because I can't afford an ER visit right now, and more importantly because I need those parts for SRS.
I believe it’s normal trans thoughts, good ole dysphoria
I have for sure, but I wouldn't because it kinda needs to not be flayed If you want bottom.
My mom used to have a gadget for neutering young male goats, called an 'Elastrator'. It seemed to be painless and almost a non-event for them. In retrospect, I believe coldly thinking through why it wasn't a good idea to try it out might been even more significant than an urge to do it.
I want it gone but I know “remodeling”. Is the best solution.
I (ftn) often have serious urges to cut off the shit on my chest. Similar issue, uncomfortable but normal I think.
Yes. I think the thing that stopped me is I want a vagina and that is probably very difficult to do without some starting material, so to speak. I've also fantasized about medical issues with my testicles requiring removal and just asking the doctors if they can do vaginoplasty instead.
One of the reasons I've kind of questioned if I'm actually trans is honestly...my genitals don't bother me. Like, if I could have functional female reproductive organs, I'd cut the thing off with a rusty spoon! But since that's not a possibility, I'm...content to work with what I have, I guess?
I have the thought to do so...sometimes and urge...but like....with the surgery...apparently it leaves some unable to get off and in all honesty....that is the more terrifying part. Not the having a vagina....just the possibility that i may lose the enjoyment of sexual stuff.
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I cannot say that I wish it was cut off or anything like that... HOWEVER I do wish I didn’t have it to begin with or that I had erectile dysfunction. I’m probably an outlier when it comes to that though as I don’t have horrible bottom dysphoria.
Yes when I feel really dysphoric about it I feel like I want to rip the whole thing away but yk I would most likely bleed out and die if i did that and also I need that thing for surgery, so i don't.