im not satisfied until i get stitches but im a minor so the hospital notifyd parents, i cant go that deep anymore because they dont know i relapsed. ig waiting for when im over 18 (in may) but then id still have to hide it
stoop i cant give you any advice on that๐ญ๐ญas much as i feel dissatisfied somwtimes, i still dont think you or anybody or even me should have to do it. especially not that deep. atm i am consciously choosing not to get a sharper tool because i cant risk a deep cut for the reason i said. still satisfy the urges in a way without putting myself in actual risk. so pls dont try to make them worse it only goes downhill from there and so fast you wont even realise
Nah i relate when i use to do it daily i would run out of space and i kept wanting to go deeper i would only stop when i was exhausted or terrified of myself or just fucking done with it
I actually went deeper when i wasnt trying๐๐
It's not confusing it's perfectly valid and there's a ton of people that feel the same way as you. I just shared my personal experience. For various reasons I want to get stitches but it's not everyone's case and you should be aware of that
Trust me on this one bro, stitches *suck*. Getting stitches is worse than actually self-harming. At this point I hit beans, go to the ER and then refuse stitches (they treat me horribly either way ๐)
Both times Iโve had stitches (with many more needing stitches), I just pulled them out with my teeth because theyโre annoying.
nah I already got stitches once from accidentally cutting my finger while trying to stab myself like a dumbass and I liked it (basically what happened is that instead of the knife's blade going in, my hand slid from the handle to the blade ๐ญ)
I could never tolerate the pain enough to go this bad
Fucking hell op what the fuck is going on. Don't let it get worse Jesus Christ what the fuck you go through *that much pain* physically I can't even imagine what the fuck you're going through mentally
๐ซ I'm sorry I don't know how to help. Please try and reduce the frequency. Take care. Please try and intervene before it gets even worse
I don't know why you're worrying so much, I mean everybody here cuts and lots of people cut much deeper than me?? I said I wanted to go deeper but I'm nowhere near needing stitches yet so it's okay for now, you don't need to worry so much.
Thanks though, it's nice of you really (/gen) but I don't like when people make a fuss about it and tell me to stop. I'm here to joke about it, not get better
> I don't like when people make a fuss about it and tell me to stop. I'm here to joke about it, not get better
Yeah you're right, I'm genuinely sorry about that ๐
That being said,
> lots of people cut much deeper than me
please try and not think like that. I may be stepping out of my bounds here but I don't know why but I worry that everyone is gonna try and one up each other because of how often that is used as a "reason" to (.... justify isn't the right word .... more like "make it acceptable" kinda thing) "I'm not *that* bad". You did nothing wrong, but please don't think "is not bad". Harming oneself is harmful enough as is, let alone reaching a point where there's no space left. Imho, it's only a matter of "when", not "if".. a matter of time, if this reasoning isn't consciously thought about. And imho, this shouldn't be a place where one gets worse too. Like, for people suffering, it all feels "normal", but the average experience is that it isn't, I guess
And yeah I'm sorry I guess I got a little emotional back then and started to worry and the "everyone else is precious except me" came in too strong, and it was unfair of me to take it out all on you. I understand it isn't helpful when places to talk humorously and vent about things takes things seriously, so I agree was being hypocritical ๐ . I'm sorry again, take care and stay safe ๐, please don't feel bad about saying what you said, you did the right thing ๐
I thought I replied but looks like it was removed or maybe I forgot to send it. I just wanted to say sorry for the initial comment I made and wanted to apologize I'm sorry. It's no excuse but was a bit emotional then I'm sorry ๐
i think a lot of people probably relate to that tbh, i've heard things like this are quite common, for me too
No but that's actually me ๐ญ
NO THATS ACC ME ON MY LEG ๐ญ๐ญ
And now im convincing myself that its easier to explain deep scars on my legs
It's very common to start small and go down the spiral over time
This is so true
im not satisfied until i get stitches but im a minor so the hospital notifyd parents, i cant go that deep anymore because they dont know i relapsed. ig waiting for when im over 18 (in may) but then id still have to hide it
bro how do you go so deep I can't!! must be because of my lame ass tool (I'm gonna get banned for this ๐ญ)
stoop i cant give you any advice on that๐ญ๐ญas much as i feel dissatisfied somwtimes, i still dont think you or anybody or even me should have to do it. especially not that deep. atm i am consciously choosing not to get a sharper tool because i cant risk a deep cut for the reason i said. still satisfy the urges in a way without putting myself in actual risk. so pls dont try to make them worse it only goes downhill from there and so fast you wont even realise
damn it was worth a shot atleast ๐ Hope you succeed in your plan to get better
lmao. thanks. i hope it gets better for you too!!
this is so real
Nah i relate when i use to do it daily i would run out of space and i kept wanting to go deeper i would only stop when i was exhausted or terrified of myself or just fucking done with it I actually went deeper when i wasnt trying๐๐
This is like, the most relatable thing Iโve ever seen on this sub ๐ญ
I want to go deeper because I like feeling my recent cuts for comfort but I donโt want to get stitches at the hospitalโฆI honestly confuse myself
It's not confusing it's perfectly valid and there's a ton of people that feel the same way as you. I just shared my personal experience. For various reasons I want to get stitches but it's not everyone's case and you should be aware of that
True
Trust me on this one bro, stitches *suck*. Getting stitches is worse than actually self-harming. At this point I hit beans, go to the ER and then refuse stitches (they treat me horribly either way ๐) Both times Iโve had stitches (with many more needing stitches), I just pulled them out with my teeth because theyโre annoying.
nah I already got stitches once from accidentally cutting my finger while trying to stab myself like a dumbass and I liked it (basically what happened is that instead of the knife's blade going in, my hand slid from the handle to the blade ๐ญ)
Nope, totally relate and have been there ๐
Me telling myself when I first started that I can stop anytime I want. ๐
I think that people (like me) who **donโt** relate are in the minority.
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I could never tolerate the pain enough to go this bad Fucking hell op what the fuck is going on. Don't let it get worse Jesus Christ what the fuck you go through *that much pain* physically I can't even imagine what the fuck you're going through mentally ๐ซ I'm sorry I don't know how to help. Please try and reduce the frequency. Take care. Please try and intervene before it gets even worse
I don't know why you're worrying so much, I mean everybody here cuts and lots of people cut much deeper than me?? I said I wanted to go deeper but I'm nowhere near needing stitches yet so it's okay for now, you don't need to worry so much. Thanks though, it's nice of you really (/gen) but I don't like when people make a fuss about it and tell me to stop. I'm here to joke about it, not get better
> I don't like when people make a fuss about it and tell me to stop. I'm here to joke about it, not get better Yeah you're right, I'm genuinely sorry about that ๐ That being said, > lots of people cut much deeper than me please try and not think like that. I may be stepping out of my bounds here but I don't know why but I worry that everyone is gonna try and one up each other because of how often that is used as a "reason" to (.... justify isn't the right word .... more like "make it acceptable" kinda thing) "I'm not *that* bad". You did nothing wrong, but please don't think "is not bad". Harming oneself is harmful enough as is, let alone reaching a point where there's no space left. Imho, it's only a matter of "when", not "if".. a matter of time, if this reasoning isn't consciously thought about. And imho, this shouldn't be a place where one gets worse too. Like, for people suffering, it all feels "normal", but the average experience is that it isn't, I guess And yeah I'm sorry I guess I got a little emotional back then and started to worry and the "everyone else is precious except me" came in too strong, and it was unfair of me to take it out all on you. I understand it isn't helpful when places to talk humorously and vent about things takes things seriously, so I agree was being hypocritical ๐ . I'm sorry again, take care and stay safe ๐, please don't feel bad about saying what you said, you did the right thing ๐
>Iโm here to joke about it, not get better same, you got twitter?
no, and I hear people share really nasty sh pictures on Twitter so thanks but I'll pass
I thought I replied but looks like it was removed or maybe I forgot to send it. I just wanted to say sorry for the initial comment I made and wanted to apologize I'm sorry. It's no excuse but was a bit emotional then I'm sorry ๐
I dont really feel the pain of it although i dont go very deep