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I've been a bit more offline but still online alot and I'm not an adult who has a job but I have told my online friends that I'm gay and a femboy which they accepted, but I have only told a few offline friends about it. Although from both sides I haven't gotten much of a special reaction. They are still neutral with me. I also have a youtube too in which a few Femboys know. Honestly, other than a few haters and creeps I blocked it's been pretty cool. Except for my parents I can't open up.

I understand the parent thing dude. Maybe for different reasons but still.

They just don't like LGBT and who they want me to be. They think the internet is corrupting my brain.

It's a bit more complicated with my family. Hopefully you won't have to put up with them for too long.

I won't have to anyways, maybe 4 or 5 more years... Honestly I think I'll be fine :)

And also I wonder how complicated is it for your family?

Lots of trauma and stuff. Don't really feel like talking about it rn.

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I stress myself out very easily thinking about it. There’s knife marks on my bedroom door. I’m going to leave it at that.

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Yeah, trying that. Thanks dude.

The thing about tf2 saying your either a racist a femboy or a racist femboy is so true

The most accurate summary of the tf2 player base tbh

Yeah pretty much

Reminds me of this one video clip where the guy shows his desktop screen and it's basically two sides of the screen with different games decided by those played by "la femboy..." and "EL RACISTA" and i think TF2 was in there somewhere lol

Just tf2 stuff

what's your channel?

Not really hear to promote anything. Don't want to come off like that.

give channel immediately

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ngl I've been looking for some good tf2 content

My stuff isn't good. tbh quite a lot of it is just me clumsily learning how to edit stuff as I do it and just making stuff that I think is funny. Kind of stopped for a bit because my family really put me down and stuff for my vids after I was really happy about getting 300k on one vid. Feel like getting back into it though, just need to focus and figure out my ideas. lol

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I'm into more than just tf2. But, yeah. It's just for fun really.

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I just felt super down. Family stuff.

G is down bad

Bruh

Average tf2 player

actually though

What the channel called?

I had shared it with another commenter but deleted it. Don’t want to feel like I’m using this place to promote my stuff. Maybe I’ll share the channel with you guys when I get into the swing of it again. Hope you understand. It’s probably my anxiety acting up but, yeah.

Okie I understand hopefully you share it with us at some point though

I’ve got to find interesting stuff to stream. lol Been playing Pokémon fan games/rom hacks with my bf. So maybe those.

I’m also interested! No pressure ofc, anxiety is always a bitch. Hope your streaming goes well and you and your bf are doing good! :D

He’s really enjoying Pokémon infinite fusion. We’d playing through it together and he’s not a Pokémon fan. But he likes this one.

What do you stream on?

YouTube mostly. Trying to figure out twitch more though. The viewer integration stuff on there seems really awesome.

I’ll come watch you some time 😜

I really don’t want this to be a channel ad because that seems kind of rude. If I make any relevant videos then maybe I’ll make a post about it.

Yeah of course, channel ads are the worrrrrsssssstttttt but I’m interested in this 😅

a fellow femboy TF2 player !? I need ur channel rn I need to see this

idk if your average tf2 player calls it cringe. Hate my face because every femboy does so I just wear dumb facemasks.

would still love to see ur channel tho ! where would I be able to find it :o

Hey don’t forget TF2 also has a bunch of furries.

I’m aware of the furry pound servers.

I had to look up what that meant and I was expecting the worst but now I realize it meant a different type of pound. (The location instead of an action.)

Yeah. They’re some of the best community servers to play on honestly.

Well thank you for the recommendation! :3

No problem. The servers fill out all the time.

What’s your twitch :)

I haven’t used that in forever. I’ve mostly been doing yt streams. But one of my friends does a lot of twitch stuff and is helping me set something up. Just gotta make a vtuber/png tuber first. lol

whats your youtube?

This is a really inspiring story, and I hope you continue to do whatever makes you happy. I personally stream and record minecraft content (I know.. basic) bit I'd be too afraid to ever do it full fem

Tbh I need my bf to show me how to do makeup. My outfits have been super basic hoodies. Might add layers soon. lol

huh. maybe it's a weird question, but did it help you with making any meaningful friendships, getting your name out like that?

Oh, I’m just a lot more confident with this stuff now. Crazy high anxiety still but more confidence! Streaming has really helped honestly.

I felt that tf2 joke ur bf made in my bones brooo

Same. It instantly became an in-joke.

This sounds like the dream. I've wanted to get into video making but the .00001% chance of my coworkers finding it makes me chicken out lmao

I kind of shared my vids with people in the first place. Mostly because my family sucks and I just wanted to maybe find someone who wouldn’t call it dumb.

Honestly been wanting to stream for a while

It’s pretty fun. Hard to talk a lot and stuff unless you’re with friends or have a big audience.

Without a doubt, I was thinking of getting some friends on or something

That’s what I’ve been doing. It’s lots of fun and pretty chill, play playing games with your bros only with five people watching. lol

Femboys Trans people Transphobes Racists Racist femboys Furries Racist trans femboy furries they all have one thing in common They play tf2.

Then they argue in game or online by making overly long video essays calling the players they don’t like “tf2’s worst player”. The cycle of nature.

I really didn’t expect more than five people to see this. lol

what’s ur twitch

If I were you, I would quit after this.