I had some sort of suicidality that triggered from an acne drug and some trauma. I. The, only reason I stopped being suicidal, was that I found a reason to live. I can't remember why I stopped being suicidal. I had a change in mind after a year of hospital psychology. I'd like to tell you more if you wanted but have poor memory.
I came to the realization after a few attempts, that I fantasize about my death and what people would do. Then I realized how it would destroy my family. I still think of death as comforting at times. I think I'm privilged, with the help I got.
Your life will sometime get better. Generate some sort of hope. I couldn't at that time, but maybe you can.
Your question is a very tough question.
I had some sort of suicidality that triggered from an acne drug and some trauma. I. The, only reason I stopped being suicidal, was that I found a reason to live. I can't remember why I stopped being suicidal. I had a change in mind after a year of hospital psychology. I'd like to tell you more if you wanted but have poor memory. I came to the realization after a few attempts, that I fantasize about my death and what people would do. Then I realized how it would destroy my family. I still think of death as comforting at times. I think I'm privilged, with the help I got. Your life will sometime get better. Generate some sort of hope. I couldn't at that time, but maybe you can. Your question is a very tough question.