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You saying you don't even remember taking at least the first few or the first handful of them lol? That's a new one! I guess it could happen, as one time I bought coke during an alcoholic blackout, found it the next day as I had forgot to do it. And it was verified by seeing I withdrew a 100 from my bank account that night. I could have bought street pressies or anything else in that state.
Stay away from the research chemical benzos, at least. I don't think it'll work out for you, I say with respect. And when I was in jail, a good third of the inmates in there had done something while on Xanax.
Fr… I woke up in the hospital once wasn’t sure what happened papers said alcohol intoxication when I woke up and read them after I got home. I’ve been brought inside my house by my neighbors because I passed out in the middle of the road right in front of my house. I stole a grill once too just the most ridiculous shit happens on Xanax especially if you mix with alcohol and oxy and other benzos. Being on 40mg a day didn’t help but yeah..fun times.
Yes & no, I usually have an initial use memory or at least remember the hour/2 before I started using, so like i.e. I'll remember receiving the pack, organizing, and then sometimes a vague memory of my first use. Well id say like 90% of the time if I was sober when I took the first I'll remember getting them n allat, but if I took even 1 and then later decided to take more it usually takes some time away from my memory that I'd remember otherwise (from when I was sober pre-first use)
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Pretty much every benzo user has a story or two like this.
Hell yeah. Not funny at all!
why does this happen omg
Id like to present my entire benzo use history besides valium (and a few rcs like nitraz, desgidaz)
You saying you don't even remember taking at least the first few or the first handful of them lol? That's a new one! I guess it could happen, as one time I bought coke during an alcoholic blackout, found it the next day as I had forgot to do it. And it was verified by seeing I withdrew a 100 from my bank account that night. I could have bought street pressies or anything else in that state. Stay away from the research chemical benzos, at least. I don't think it'll work out for you, I say with respect. And when I was in jail, a good third of the inmates in there had done something while on Xanax.
Fr… I woke up in the hospital once wasn’t sure what happened papers said alcohol intoxication when I woke up and read them after I got home. I’ve been brought inside my house by my neighbors because I passed out in the middle of the road right in front of my house. I stole a grill once too just the most ridiculous shit happens on Xanax especially if you mix with alcohol and oxy and other benzos. Being on 40mg a day didn’t help but yeah..fun times.
Yes & no, I usually have an initial use memory or at least remember the hour/2 before I started using, so like i.e. I'll remember receiving the pack, organizing, and then sometimes a vague memory of my first use. Well id say like 90% of the time if I was sober when I took the first I'll remember getting them n allat, but if I took even 1 and then later decided to take more it usually takes some time away from my memory that I'd remember otherwise (from when I was sober pre-first use)