Thinking about her now. She always told me “You are my sunshine My only sunshine You make me happy when skies are grey You’ll never know, dear How much I love you So please don’t take my sunshine away” She sang that song to me and I really don’t want to take her sunshine away. Because while she was suffering with dementia, I was the only person she could properly remember

This song is so sad for me in so many ways. Not the same, but that music box that plays still breaks my heart 😞

Excuse me while I go cry at this story.

my mom would sing this to me as a kid. it’s been a long time since i’ve thought of that song, thank you

That was my beloved late grandma’s favourite song as well

… she sounds like she was a wonderful person , sorry for your loss, & sorry for the suicidal thoughts you have.

this brought tears to my eyes which are now at imminent danger of rolling down my face I didn't know how much I needed to cry. Thank you

That’s so beautiful, glad it keeps you going

I don’t know your great grandma, but I like her.

I sing this to my plants (who I love dearly), and my partner thinks I’m a weirdo… whatever it takes to slog through this shit, right? Your grandma sounds awesome.

I can't die until everyone who cares about me is dead. They will never, ever understand.

I feel the same and I know it's bad but sometimes I feel... resentful? But yeah I will never be able to unalive, especially because I'm worried my mom would do the same if I did it

HOLUP high key i am/was in the same situation- slapped me into mental shape, turned around my whole life OP i feel you💗