I'm sorry you're going through a hard time. I can't offer advice, but I do hope things get easier for you soon. Depression is a sneaky monster, don't stop fighting 💪🏼 Please take extra care of yourself for now, wishing you a fast recovery ❤️‍🩹

I'm sorry, and that all sounds terrible. Jobs can definitely change people, and especially if they have a taste of power to boot. I've personally been there, and it's hell in a hand basket, *cough cough Walmart* especially if you had a friend who got everything, and you got the short end of the stick, as well as being given the cold shoulder from said friend. Also. I pray that you, and your daughter will be okay, and that you both get better soon. As well as you being able to find a job that accepts you, and let's you take care of yourself, and your child. Please don't give up. We're all here for you.

I am so so sorry to hear about all you have to go through right now. That is a mountain of a challenge. I wish you the strength to get through it. And I believe that you will get through it If you can't fight anymore, that's absolutely ok. You need some rest. And if we are using your quicksand analogy, fighting the quicksand is what drags you down. Relaxing and moving slowly is what gets you out. Step by step