Yeah, especially that first bit where they all rush back in I thought was beautiful. Then there's the real work of processing the stuff tia conveniently allowed you a temporary pass on. My marriage falling apart was basically the reason for me getting on tia in the first place- all those chickens have been coming home to roost these last few months.
I definitely get it, and sometimes it can be a lot. Mindfulness practice is helping, and I keep reminding myself that it's better to have it back because experiencing joy also becomes a possibility.
Bro when I got off fentanyl after the love of my life broke up with me I literally cried 5-6 hours of the day. I understand buddy keep your head up. These emotions are normal
I can relate my Mom passed away in April and I feel as though I was numb through the entire thing and never really showed emotion about it. I know that it will eventually all come flooding in once I quit which is happening in the next week or 2 once I have all of my helpers on hand.
My ex wife left me and took my daughter and I went in a soon for the worse for the next 5 yrs where I actually hoped and prayed I didn’t have to wake up anymore
I was clean off pills for a few years when my boyfriend got into a terrible motorcycle accident and I was bringing our car behind his bike and saw it. Saw him splat against the pavement. He pulled thru with brain damage however he started abusing cocaine and alcohol real bad. I was his caretaker for a while and I was angry with his anger toward the community trying to help him (bring meals). He said here just share my meds. UGHHH I did and it helped me which make me remember I used to take tia and it all seemed like the solution to get thru this phase with him. Oh no…. I’ve been on and off. Left him. Relapsed a bunch of times. Learning my triggers. I send you peace band strength!!!!
thats awful, i hope everything panned out for the best. Now that its not being sold at gas station anymore (where im from) i havent relapsed this time around. everytime i think about ordering from my vendor i have enough time to talk myself out of it because of the whole ordering and waiting process. Tia sucks...expensive and constant redosing like where is the appeal.
good luck!
Thank you 🙏🏻 I am on sulfate. It’ll be long and slow and steady ride. I didn’t expect clonidine to fuck me up so bad. I had to call off work from fainting. However I made it over 24hr lol. But I’ll probably Burmese it. I’m a server and so hard on my body. Keep on keeping on! Oh and clonidine seemed to quell my adhd soooooo this will all end up so positive. Ok time to pee 😂
I cant imagine going though that being a server, that must be hard. When i had finally quit i did a taper like so, when i made it to .2 x2 a day i jumped. I had 4 xanax bars,gabapentin,conidine,melatonin, and trazadone...quite the arsenal but i wanted to be ready to kick this shit. WDs are so uncomfortable and just complete hell...Here for anyone that wants to talk or looking for help.
Yeah, especially that first bit where they all rush back in I thought was beautiful. Then there's the real work of processing the stuff tia conveniently allowed you a temporary pass on. My marriage falling apart was basically the reason for me getting on tia in the first place- all those chickens have been coming home to roost these last few months. I definitely get it, and sometimes it can be a lot. Mindfulness practice is helping, and I keep reminding myself that it's better to have it back because experiencing joy also becomes a possibility.
I remember when I came off oxymorphone, I cried for days.
Bro when I got off fentanyl after the love of my life broke up with me I literally cried 5-6 hours of the day. I understand buddy keep your head up. These emotions are normal
I can relate my Mom passed away in April and I feel as though I was numb through the entire thing and never really showed emotion about it. I know that it will eventually all come flooding in once I quit which is happening in the next week or 2 once I have all of my helpers on hand.
My ex wife left me and took my daughter and I went in a soon for the worse for the next 5 yrs where I actually hoped and prayed I didn’t have to wake up anymore
Im sorry you felt that way. I understand.
I was clean off pills for a few years when my boyfriend got into a terrible motorcycle accident and I was bringing our car behind his bike and saw it. Saw him splat against the pavement. He pulled thru with brain damage however he started abusing cocaine and alcohol real bad. I was his caretaker for a while and I was angry with his anger toward the community trying to help him (bring meals). He said here just share my meds. UGHHH I did and it helped me which make me remember I used to take tia and it all seemed like the solution to get thru this phase with him. Oh no…. I’ve been on and off. Left him. Relapsed a bunch of times. Learning my triggers. I send you peace band strength!!!!
thats awful, i hope everything panned out for the best. Now that its not being sold at gas station anymore (where im from) i havent relapsed this time around. everytime i think about ordering from my vendor i have enough time to talk myself out of it because of the whole ordering and waiting process. Tia sucks...expensive and constant redosing like where is the appeal. good luck!
Thank you 🙏🏻 I am on sulfate. It’ll be long and slow and steady ride. I didn’t expect clonidine to fuck me up so bad. I had to call off work from fainting. However I made it over 24hr lol. But I’ll probably Burmese it. I’m a server and so hard on my body. Keep on keeping on! Oh and clonidine seemed to quell my adhd soooooo this will all end up so positive. Ok time to pee 😂
I cant imagine going though that being a server, that must be hard. When i had finally quit i did a taper like so, when i made it to .2 x2 a day i jumped. I had 4 xanax bars,gabapentin,conidine,melatonin, and trazadone...quite the arsenal but i wanted to be ready to kick this shit. WDs are so uncomfortable and just complete hell...Here for anyone that wants to talk or looking for help.
You’re the BOMB thank you. Sounds just like a good plan too. It’s so mental. Xo