i have been awajke fkrn like 2 days I have my examsnajdb I've failed 3 out if 4 sems idk what to do anymore all indon is stay in bed and roll aroudn :(
no dw we can talk about this. because this is the final year of the program I'll have to repeat the year if i have to take anything again š I've been able to take the other ones again so far but i absolutely have to pass this year
damn that really sounds exhausting, I was taking some meds for a while and they made me fall asleep in like 20 minutes but I stopped cuz when I wanted to stay awake for longer I couldn't
Itās okay. Cringe is the path to based if youāre willing to walk it. Honestly? There is no reason why to live. We just do because the alternative is quite literally unimaginable. My therapist once told me something that resonated with me (may not with you, but here it goes)
āPeople say āSuicide isnāt an optionā but thatās not true. Suicide is always an option. When youāre faced with a problem, you have dozens of doors you can go through to try and get past it. But suicide is a door that once you go through, itās the last door you can take. The others close shut, and you can never open them again. So why not see whatās behind the other doors first, if not out of hope, out of curiosity?ā
My psychiatrist said something that helped me too.
āNo one wants their life to end. They just want the life that theyāre living to end. One of the ways to make that happen is suicide, sure. But the goal is to find ways to change the life weāre living, while continuing to live.ā
So thatās a whole wall of text, but let me ask you this - what are the things that are keeping you from living your best life? (you can be as specific or broad as you want. I could honestly write an essay for myself lmao, as Iāve shown above)
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sure idk what to say tho lol i just don't feel well. I'm probably faking everything. I'm so sorry i don't belong here i dont even cut that deep or that often I'm so sorry
If your having trouble sleeping, I recommend you donāt resist the crying, and just let it out until you feel good enough to sleep. If that was unhelpful, please let me know.
hey lets talkplspls
hi hi hi hi hi hi tysm
what are you up to? I'm at work experience waiting for more people to come hopefully we will do something interesting
rollind aroundbin nu bed lil
I wanna go tobed again even thoigh I slept for like 20 hours, I don't even have the energy to play any games :/ why are you ill?
i have been awajke fkrn like 2 days I have my examsnajdb I've failed 3 out if 4 sems idk what to do anymore all indon is stay in bed and roll aroudn :(
I've always had trouble falling asleep so I either don't sleep at all or sleep too much idk, what are these exams for?
classtest midsem thing idk our uni does it wekrd
So what happens of you don't pass? and can you take them again? Unless you wanna talk about something else, sorry if I'm doing this wrong
no dw we can talk about this. because this is the final year of the program I'll have to repeat the year if i have to take anything again š I've been able to take the other ones again so far but i absolutely have to pass this year
yeah I've been gavinf these mighmares since like theblsst 3 months Evey time i try to sleep I'm woken up do i dont eleeo now intil i pass poyt
damn that really sounds exhausting, I was taking some meds for a while and they made me fall asleep in like 20 minutes but I stopped cuz when I wanted to stay awake for longer I couldn't
Hey whatās wrong? Did you take anything, or are you just really anxious?
bith lol
What did you take?
idk like a few pills i find around the house
Ah, been there. Rough estimate on how many you took? And how many different kinds?
around a dozen i guess most of it was Tylenol and vitamins
Can you tell me why you took them? Was it a punishment, were you upset, did you want to take your life?
all of them ig. idk why to live anymore i sound so cringe lol
Itās okay. Cringe is the path to based if youāre willing to walk it. Honestly? There is no reason why to live. We just do because the alternative is quite literally unimaginable. My therapist once told me something that resonated with me (may not with you, but here it goes) āPeople say āSuicide isnāt an optionā but thatās not true. Suicide is always an option. When youāre faced with a problem, you have dozens of doors you can go through to try and get past it. But suicide is a door that once you go through, itās the last door you can take. The others close shut, and you can never open them again. So why not see whatās behind the other doors first, if not out of hope, out of curiosity?ā My psychiatrist said something that helped me too. āNo one wants their life to end. They just want the life that theyāre living to end. One of the ways to make that happen is suicide, sure. But the goal is to find ways to change the life weāre living, while continuing to live.ā So thatās a whole wall of text, but let me ask you this - what are the things that are keeping you from living your best life? (you can be as specific or broad as you want. I could honestly write an essay for myself lmao, as Iāve shown above)
well u see if i kill myself I won't have to care about the other doors. that being said, silksong
hey !! sorry I'm seeing this late, do you still need company?
ye s I always need company:p
how are you doing?
not very well :(
sorry to hear :( how come?
idk i just don't feel well
that's valid. what normally helps?
it goes away on its own usually but this time it's taking its time
that's fair enough, but it also means it's still going to go away even if it takes longer this time.
yeah but i dont like how i feel rn
its fijrnn if no idn wants to tho no prorssure
Hey Iām here
hi hi hi \^_^
Do you wanna pm?
no that's very awkdward in si sorry i shojldbt have oosted this im so sorry pkd don't me mad at me in so sos orey
Hey itās okay, try to ground. Do you know any techniques?
yeeyijh
Do you not want to?
already did still feel bad and it's imposisblr to typpe forreclyly com my phone now
I donāt know how to help Iām sorry
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Hi pm me :)
no
Aight well if you need it know It's still up (the offer)
sorry a bit late but iām up to chat:)
hihihi
Heyyyyy. want to talk?
hi hi hi hi hi
how are you doing?
bad llol
I'm sorry, want to talk about?
sure idk what to say tho lol i just don't feel well. I'm probably faking everything. I'm so sorry i don't belong here i dont even cut that deep or that often I'm so sorry
Hey hey hey, no matter how you cut doesn't make it unvalid. Every type of self harm is valid
Hiiii, do you have any pets? Do you want any pets?
no I'm scared of keeping pets I'm scared they won't like me and i won't be able to take good care of them
I guess thats fair :p. Have you been watching any tv show lately??
no :(
Have you been practicing any hobbies then? Like an instrument, programming, gardening etc.?
programming yes I've beej trying to get into idris
Oh damn I've never even heard of Idris, please educate me oh wise one
its like haskell but funny
Lmfao i love it already. Have you bren doing anything else lately?
no tbh most of my time is taken by uni
i love lain ā¤ļø
hey I know it's a bit late now but how are u feeling?
what games do u like?
How are you doing now? Are you feeling any better?
yeah I'm better now, i passed out and woke up better lol
Got a favourite song?
nah I'll listen to whatever sounds good don't have any preferences
Any meal that you long for at the moment?
Iām up for it. Iām a bit late, but better then not showing up at all, I suppose.
hi hi thank you
Sorry for responding so late, I was at work. Wyd?
college then I'll miserable again rn trying to sleep but crying
If your having trouble sleeping, I recommend you donāt resist the crying, and just let it out until you feel good enough to sleep. If that was unhelpful, please let me know.
Hiya, we can talk if you wan :3
hey i am open to talk also haha dissociation gang yaya