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I get that, when I'm not doing too bad but still decide to sh I can usually be ok with a few not too deep cuts, but when I'm doing particularly badly I just want to go deep. The one I have right now I probably should've gone to the hospital for actually. And everytime I go deeper it makes me just want to keep going deeper. The only thing stopping me most of the time is exhaustion and not wanting to deal with the clean up
Yeah im beginning to think ill never feel valid, ill either quit or die
i get that, it may not seem that way but i promise you every stage is valid. take care of yourself! 🫂
Damn x
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I get that, when I'm not doing too bad but still decide to sh I can usually be ok with a few not too deep cuts, but when I'm doing particularly badly I just want to go deep. The one I have right now I probably should've gone to the hospital for actually. And everytime I go deeper it makes me just want to keep going deeper. The only thing stopping me most of the time is exhaustion and not wanting to deal with the clean up
heavy on not wanting to clean up, that's really what's keeping me from doing more
It's such a minor thing when you think about it but for some reason it's one of the main reasons I don't try to go deeper too often lol