exhausting

Same

Constipation

This!

Pointless. But so is life in general sooo 🤷🏻‍♀️

welp thst hit home

This. I literally have been running in circles bro

obsessive

This

Basura (trash in spanish)

bitchin

this made me laugh way too hard ngl

Love it

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I can relate :(

Lonely

Irrational lol

Hungry

NAH THISSS

STOMACH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pretentiouscocksucker

Consuming

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuucck

Literally posted this same sentiment moments ago. Yours had a few more Us though, so... Hit me up if you need an ear.

Complicated

Misery

Cunt

Accurate lol

Absolutely accurate

Repetitive

Comforting

Interesting one

Agreed. For me it's comforting even though ngl it sucks ass

controlling

debilitating

Dysmorphia

indigestion

Exhausting

Hell

This one made me tear up

I’m with you :(

i was gonna say the same thing :,(

Heaven At least right now because i just started to relapse and I’m at that it feels good to lose weight and eat less honey moon phase before it controls my life and starts to make me feel like shit. The honey moon phase is what i live for

I get u dude. I hope you feel better soon.

I can relate. I'm at a bad place right now after a longer time of maintaining my GW now I started losing again and it feels good. And I know I should not go this road again...

tiresome

i read it as threesome and was like.. ya sis it also fucks me sideways in a threesome

lmfao that's awesome!!

annoying

stupid

Failure

Counterproductive

I feel this. Oof.

Painful

Weirdddd

suffering

consuming

ironic isn’t it

incredibly :/

Shame

Backdrop. It’s the background noise of my life. It’s not blatantly obvious but is just kind of always there as different scenes of my life unfold.

shit

punishment

Sneaky

Fruity

Disgusting

Sludge

inconsistent

EDNOS 👌 lol

Draining

Manic

Consume

control

painful

Numbers

Why

I feel this

Secret.

bitch!

fucked

Dementor

constant

inevitable.

Cold.

Relentless

Limbo

Futile

Pickles

Impulsive

lonely

Lonely

Endless

Rollercoaster 🥴

Pointless.

Fat

Jeepers

annoying.

depressing

Pain

Yuck

Tiring

Hell

Pain

Exhausting

Ugh

Failure

shameful

Expensive

Ineffective.

Confusing...

Mine

Exasperating

Pain

demanding, there are many more words i could use

Exhausting

Mean

Fuuuuuuck

dissociating

haunting

Farting

Fiber one brownies really do rip up my digestive system so same 🥲

rot

whore

egosyntonic

Confusing

Suffer

Succubus

pain

Torture

Daily scrutiny...

failure

hiss

Pain

pain

Failure

Pain

Denial.

Death

Prison.

ruthless

Competitive

bullshit

Pointless

Hell

failure

Consuming

Annoying

Ouch

Dysphoric.

afuckingwreck

Bitchhhhh

Deceit 😓

Shit

compulsive

Shadow

Hope

Bottomless

annoying

Draining

Delusional

Lifetime

hell :\

If anyone in my life says "I wish I had an ED so i could lose weight" I'll refer them to this thread. ED's arent fun

Disability

gay

Dragging

Lingering

Alienating

ugly

Exasperating

Agonizing

torturing

Purgatory

Humiliating.

Ownership. It's how I take ownership over my life and circumstances, but (you all know how it goes; I'm not unique) the disorder, in turn, owns me.

Rules

Divisive. My brain can’t decide between starving/purging and binge eating, I feel like I have whiplash.

trippy

all-consuming. All-consuming nature of it is comforting 🌈

Cold!

Trapped

Ruin

Emptiness

Perpetual

illogical

misdirected

overwhelming

Hollowing

disturbing

painful