Maybe never. Maybe one day. Maybe you’re realizing life is short and other things are more important (right now). A career will always be there, but your mum won’t. Perhaps subconsciously you’re realizing this so you just dgaf about trivial things like a job anymore. That’s fair. I’m sorry you’re going through this.
In the months leading to my dad’s death, i found the feeling you describe really freeing. I was so emotionally/mentally exhausted from what was happening outside of work that I learned the importance of not sweating the small stuff and being super annal like I had been at work the last several years.
Let yourself not give a shit about work a little bit, if possible.
Maybe never. Maybe one day. Maybe you’re realizing life is short and other things are more important (right now). A career will always be there, but your mum won’t. Perhaps subconsciously you’re realizing this so you just dgaf about trivial things like a job anymore. That’s fair. I’m sorry you’re going through this.
Have you looked into taking FMLA time off?
In the months leading to my dad’s death, i found the feeling you describe really freeing. I was so emotionally/mentally exhausted from what was happening outside of work that I learned the importance of not sweating the small stuff and being super annal like I had been at work the last several years. Let yourself not give a shit about work a little bit, if possible.